GOODBYE

Produced by lxstghxul
Written by PMRDimi
Engineered by Anthony Di Matteo

Lyrics:
[Stewie & Brian]
Please tell me why you have it
I said I don't wanna talk about it
But I want to know
Just tell me, come on
No
Come on, please
*sigh*
I keep it in case I ever want to commit suicide, okay?
But why Brian?
I don't know
Sometimes, it's all too much
I don't quite understand why you're so unhappy
Yesterday when you said I don't live with purpose
You were right
I don't
What purpose does my life have

[Chorus]
Said they gon' be there when I need em, don't see anyone
Devil in my head keep saying this gon' be a lonely one
Nothing feeling safe so nowadays I don't know where to run
I don't feel any love
Looking in the mirror all I ever feel is hate
I'm so sick of feeling like I'm easily replaced
Everyone gon' tell me that they think it's not the case
But all you mother fuckers fake, aye

[Verse]
I can guarantee that they don't give a fuck about me
(Oh-oh-oh, I know)
I made a few mistakes so everybody wanna doubt me
(Oh-oh, I can't let go)
I can't help the way that I been feeling inside
I got the blade up to my wrist, I feel like I wanna die
I put a smile on my face, I know I'm living a lie
I know my life has been a waste but you don't know what it's like
(Oh-oh-oh)
I can't let go
(Oh-oh-oh)
My heart's gon' cold
(Oh-oh-oh)
Hope I die slow
(Oh-oh-oh)
Just to feel anything
I do anything to feel
Swear that every conversation that we had was never real
Catch me drowning in a bottle just to swallow all these pills
Got this void up in my chest I know ain't ever getting filled, yeah
Since a child I been traumatized
Every time I gave someone my heart then it got vandalized
Prolly be the reason constantly have thoughts of suicide
Prolly be the reason why I never get to sleep at night
One day soon hope I find sleep
One day soon hope death find me
One day soon hope I'm set free
Oh please just let me be

[Chorus]
Said they gon' be there when I need em, don't see anyone
Devil in my head keep saying this gon' be a lonely one
Nothing feeling safe so nowadays I don't know where to run
I don't feel any love
Looking in the mirror all I ever feel is hate
I'm so sick of feeling like I'm easily replaced
Everyone gon' tell me that they think it's not the case
But all you mother fuckers fake, aye

[End]
God
If you're there I am sorry
Honestly I feel like nothing
I don't have a friend in the world
I try to pretend to have a smile
But I don't have any more in me
I'm not sure if I ever had enough of whatever you're supposed to
If you care and you know someone like me
Don't stop trying
It could mean the difference between life and death
*Gunshot*

Credits:
Sample 1:
Family Guy

Sample 2:
Erik B Zink
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3VJFJTnPTbw

Suicide Note (Prod. by lxstghxul)

PMRDimi

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