god bless this song for being the most popular thing on my channel

wanna die so badly
in fifth period
and im so stuck and sadly
dont think ill ever get to see you again

the times we had 
were invaluable
i helt you to my heart

but now im dropping off my bag
now it fucking startsssss

kerch

I’m so angry
And so upset
Cause you can’t
See me at all
And I’m all alone
And we’re stuck in our homes
When I’m without you
There's nothing to do
I wanna be with

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

I lost all respect
So how do I expect
To get a job or life
When you can be my wife
I’ll throw my life away
Just to see your face
How could I go back
It felt so right and real
I dreamt of having

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

How did I get this way
Dictated by anime
Obsessed with one girl
Who never will love me
I’ve killed the chance to belong
And now I’m stuck with

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out
I can’t live without
You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

I WISH YOU WERE REAL

here u go talking bout drugs again
and u claim that you cant make friends
ur claiming ur lifes in utter pain
ur complaining's driving me insane

i cant help but sympathise
ur futures so fucking bleak
ur so pathetic makes me wanna die
blaming everything on floride leaks 


dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself

i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

im just like like you in honesty
my life is just a comedy
indulging in degeneracy
im just Gods cruel mockery

i wanna live someones life
i make passersby weirded out
im so pathetic i wanna die
blaming everything on autist mind

dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself
  
i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

i'll kill myself x4
im all alone x3
forever more

How To Be Alone

sorry this song took almost a year i was learning music theory

baby im just dumb

really glad to work with her shes so cool! https://soundcloud.com/brynnmiche

Letting despair fill my body
Everybody hates me
Because I'm so ugly

Don't look at me
I'm fucking ugly
So embarrassing
Don't want you to see

Don't look at me
I'm fucking ugly
So embarrassing
Don't want you to see

Failing to spread on my shit genes
Nobody will know me
Because I'm so ugly

Don't look at me
I'm fucking ugly
So embarrassing
Don't want you to see

Don't look at me
I'm fucking ugly
So embarrassing
Don't want you to see

Ugly (NEET cover, ft. brynn)

Cultist Girlfriend

cover art by @ramunebear on instagram!!

happy v-day

b4iphone

https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip

staying up all night in my room 
i don’t get out much because i don’t want to
everyone fucking sucks except you 
i don’t wanna live unless you want me to 
but do you care about me like i care about you?
i’d let you watch me bleed if you asked me to 
all i could ever want is to talk to you
but i’m in the techclub hoping i see you soon 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 

you’re all that i want and you’re all that i need
when i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
guess i’m just destined to hurt and see shit through  
i’m in the tech club thinking of you 
destined to hurt
destined to bleed 
destined to break is my destiny 
i’m breaking down and falling at the seam
whether i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
i feel i’m too far gone to see my hopes and dreams 
i wanna fucking scream 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 
and i’m really hurt 
you’re hurting me
yeah you’re in my head 
yeah you’re hurting me

bleeding out in front of you (ft. heelflip)

TechClub Comp Vol. 2 
4/20/24

Can't escape my mind
I just can't feel alright
People really kill my night
It's like this all the time
Fear is seeping 
Sweat is dripping 
My heart is beating 
Cannot be myself 
I've been weeping
Need to sleep in, why
can't i have no fun

Can't have no fun
I haven't seen the sun
And my fear has won
I really fucked myself 
Just wanted to go out with you
I know you can't understand my view 
But I swear I'll go next time with you
But for now i think I'll stay low

I really wanna b w u
I really shouldn't make a noose
But these thoughts stick like glue
I fucking hated school
And i wish i could go back
Or have a heart attack
I need these thoughts to shut down
I fucking wish i knew how

Can't escape my mind
I just can't feel alright
People really kill my night
It's like this all the time
Fear is seeping 
Sweat is dripping 
My heart is beating 
Cannot be myself 
I've been weeping
Need to sleep in, why
can't i have no fun

I really wanna b w u
I really shouldn't make a noose
But these thoughts stick like glue
I fucking hated school
And i wish i could go back
Or have a heart attack
I need these thoughts to shut down
I fucking wish i knew how

Why can't i feel alright 
Just get me out of sight
I'm so scared all the time
I fucking want to die

FEAR RIDDEN

@techclub @1heelflip

my life's in shambles
my posts just ramble
these people they're assholes
i'll make them all pretty headstones
one batch two batch
one bitch down flat
two bitch dead ass
three bitch shot down
four bitch dumb clown
3-2-1 now my clip's gone all out

these reasons hit me in the brain
fill me up w/ major pain
i guess my minds just buggin' out
there's no reason to it
there's no reason to it
can't figure out what it's all about!

grenades and gasoline
i won't leave a crime scene
poisoned water supply
no survivors all will die
no one can stop me
catch me in 2050
i'm long gone still hurtin'
bc nobody loves me

these reasons hit me in the brain (i'm finalizing my mistakes)
fill me up w/ major pain (i made the distance i will take)
i guess my minds just buggin' out (consume my soul)
i guess my minds just buggin' out
uvalde prom night ghost town!

uvalde prom night ghost town feat heelflip

feels like im dead
i stare and wait
for a better day
than yesterday
my mind's a mess
i have no friends
my gf left me
for someone else
---------------------
Now I feel pain,
now I feel hate, 
I think I'm slowly 
losing myself.
my gun my friend
just kill my pain
let's show these bastards
how it ends
---------------------
feels like im dead
i stare and wait
for a better day
than yesterday
my mind's a mess
i have no friends
my gf left me
for someone else
------------------------
another shot
and one less soul
need to reload
and go all out.
my gun my friend
just kill my pain
let's show these bastards
how it ends
-----------------------------
feels like im dead
i stare and wait
for a better day
than yesterday
my mind's a mess
i have no friends
my gf left me
for someone else
--------------------------
Now I feel pain,
now I feel hate, 
I think I'm slowly 
losing myself.
my gun my friend
just kill my pain
let's show these bastards
how it ends

another shot
and one less soul
need to reload
and go all out.
my gun my friend
just kill my pain
let's show these bastards
how it ends

My Gun My Friend

Edge lord w guitar 
In the TechClub fill my body w lead💯
Moar otw

FEAR RIDDEN

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