I listen to depressing music WAY too much

Lifes been real hard, you know im a fraud
Act tough all the time, but inside I cry
Think im gonna hit the hay, maybe tonight I will see ya

Daydreams keep me sane, problems in my brain
You are all I want, I love you oh wait
Around me vision fades, alone again cause I just woke up

In the end it was all a dream
You're not real theres noone who loves me
You were always in my head, in an hour i'll forget ya

I've been real tired, always undesired
Never seen a girl, its all so absurd
Think im gonna hit the hay, maybe tonight I will see ya

In the end it was all a dream
You're not real theres noone who loves me
You were always in my head, in an hour i'll forget ya

You're Not Real

made a potion in my room late past light
brewing sinister alchemy is my birth right
sip it slow cause the spirits in the bottle bite
and ive never seen those fuckers lose a single fight


I'm in tune with the magic
never sober anymore
I unravel the fabric
while you shut and lock the door 

im a wizard
and I love casting spells


and my robe's getting wet
wading through this mist
and the ghouls getting mad
cuz they cant get nona this
if the opps fly on me they gon get the magic stick
fairy dust in their nose
got their head in a twist 

drawing sigils on the backs of my eyelids
got my toungue melting on some chemical
test strips
coming up orange sunshine what a nice trip
mix n match with all these spells and im losing grip

wizard

I got lost
inside your school 
I have a shotgun 
and voices in my head

I got lost :3

soundcloud shit

tfw no gf

Rick Reese just liked this. I'm glad he's doing fine

sorry if I sound kinda depressed or smth, I'm just a little sick. btw lyrics maybe aren't 100% right

I feel alright, I feel just fine
Lately I feel upset about that night
I cried for help and so you killed myself
Leaving behind nothing to ever show

Two shots down and six to go
I'll be gone before you know
Even in death, I'm only a mess
No one gives gives a fuck
Until you're dead and gone


It's all I want and it's all I've got
So please tell my mom this is not a fall
I won't ever cry or break the Christmas time
And when I die I know I'm gonna die alone

Two shots down and six to go
And I'll be gone before you know
Even in death, I'm only a mess
No one was surprised, I don't want to die
I don't want to die

I Don't Wanna Die (Rick Reese cover)

TechClub Comp Vol. 3
8/24/24

These boring ass nights 
Makes my chest feel tight
I'm wasting my prime
and I'm so far behind 
I remember those nights only filled w dread
Now i cut myself just to bleed on my bed 

It's hard to say
It all plays the same
Can't remember 
Turning out this way
I don't want your help
I'll just save myself 
Stuck in my chair
Burning time to play
A fluoride mind
Misguide by incels online 

So bored out my mind, it's like i don't have a life
Shitty ass games and a half baked mind
Can't even lie, I'm not having fun at all
Playing shitty songs and suicide in Fall 

I hate to say that I'm not doing alright 
These stupid emotions only waste my time
My head has a help wanted sign 
Fixing my life and i still wanna die
I'm not gonna try I'm just gonna cry 

My life's set back
My heart's turned black
Life never begun
I'm fukin done 
I started too late
I can't escape this fate 

Just take me back
My minds all wack
I'm filled w spite
Just get me right

SOFT LOCKED

Pain, Hate

verse
i lie awake and i think of your face
you never seem to go away
every thought it drives me insane
When ur deep inside my BRAINN

chorus
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
FOREVER INSIDE MY HEAD
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
REMEMBER U UNTIL IM DEAD

verse
and every night i break down and cry 
ive tried so hard to make it right
ever since youve left without a trace
im stuck alone here with this PAINN 

chorus
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
FOREVER INSIDE MY HEAD
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
REMEMBER U UNTIL IM DEAD

NEVER SEE U AGAIN

5.56 to break up all those cliques
Double ought is what i brought just to see you bleed a lot
Fuck yourself, you don't know why i even care
On zero day

Ur in my stats
Stacking bodies it's 12 and 0
Fuck an optic
Got no options
you're running too slow
Burn my cross, they're not coming back you know

And i know i couldn't do this without you
Don't they know, we're an army of two
Cannot stand this fucking school
On zero day
x2


*this is based on a movie pls dont fed me

ZEROED IN

Thanks to mgchi for hopping on this with me
https://soundcloud.com/mgchi-722801972

For The Hell Of It (Anhero Cover) w/Mgchi

Dawsy - Leave You Alone
Official Audio

BANDBOY Records 2025

SOFT LOCKED

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