lyrics:

i been feeling low for so long
that my head ain’t right
yeah i feel like something’s wrong
i barely sleep at night
i obsess over these songs
i obsess over my actions 
don’t know how to right my wrongs
i ain’t
need a reason i’m beefing with my nutrition i
feel like these rules are rooted in superstition
i don’t
need convincing to get there’s no point in living
i hate to pass the time and i look forward to kickin it

for now i spit these verses
believe em like it’s a sermon
could you show me how to love because
girl i am learning with you
i’m not perfect i often don’t think i’m worth
another second on this earth
i’m really hoping i can earn one with you
the sky’s never been so blue i gotta blame it on you

if i get another second on this earth
man i hope i get to spend it with you

do what you came to do
i’ll be your target
you can unload until i’m afraid of you
my head is foggy and this breaking down is nothing new
i obsess over my sadness
even more so over you
my ocd don’t let me think about anything else
open up your fire now i’m covered in the welts
why would anyone choose me when they could choose somebody else
what i felt
i don’t wanna feel again
i don’t wanna feel again
that’s something i say to my friends
something i say to myself
then find a wall to hit my head
i’m
learning to control it but it’s better that than dead
i
spiral uncontrollably off one thing that you said
and
time after time again i’m losing friends
and
i can’t take being alone again
i told myself that i’d try i’m depressed again
it’s hard to give advice when i’m also so stuck in my head
they tell me take a break but i’ll just stress myself out instead

i been feeling low for so long
that my head ain’t right
yeah i feel like something’s wrong
i barely sleep at night
i obsess over these songs
i obsess over my actions 
don’t know how to right my wrongs
i ain’t
need a reason i’m beefing with my nutrition i
feel like these rules are rooted in superstition
i don’t
need convincing to get there’s no point in living
i hate to pass the time and i look forward to kickin it



produced by @ericgodflow
written, performed, engineered by @cavasoul
“systema solaris” ep

mercury w/ eric godlow

LYRICS: 
I don't really got nothing to lose
I done been on my own way too long
Hard to keep saying I miss you
Hard to except that you're gone

Like we're not gonna talk about it?
What's there to talk about?
You was fucking with somebody else
Never seemed to care how I felt
Bitch I fell

I've been trying to make this shit worth it
Everything inside of me is fucking hurting
I've been running in circles
And I've been jumping your hurtles
I feel like I'm the only one that's putting work in

Good appearance don't make a good person
Flex the gram, Stuntin like you're perfect
Keep on hitting me up
And now I don't give a fuck
Cause everything about us is one sided love

One sided one sided love
One sided love
One sided love
One sided one sided love

I'm good at burning bridges
I'm used to this
Covered in gasoline
Drop a match and dip
Watch me burn
Need you like smoking my lungs
Soak it up
All your tears stream down like scars in my arm

Now your gone
I want you to know what you've lost
I want you to know it's not enough
Watch me burn
Nothings ever good enough
I want you to know what you've lost

One Sided <3 (po9t X Mookigang)

him <3

lyrics:
telling me that i'm better off dying all alone,
but i wanna be with you, we can finally grow
old together, me and you in cold weather,
i'ma keep my shit with me, i'ma keep my shit together for you

do you hear me? do you think i'm dead?
could you heal me? can i rest my head
on your chest? i'll wake up on your bed,
i wanna tell you 'bout how things were never meant to be

hold me close dear, i don't wanna lose you here,
dropping you, it's the only thing i'm really scared of,
got me full of fear, baby i'm here,
i know that you're worth it cause you act like you're sent from above

canopy

written, produced, and mixed by Lxst Boy & backyard beetle
mastered by Lxst Boy
@backyardbeetle

-lyrics-
(backyard beetle)
yeah i’m freezing but it’s 100 degrees
yeah i’m turning up the heat
why you talking about old problems
when you can talk about these
lately i been crazy
lately i can’t sleep
acting pretty lazy
still i’m remaining free

(lxst boy)
i got problems with my brain 
or maybe i’m going insane
tell me what y’all want from me
i’m sick of feeling pain
i got problems with myself 
that i will never change
i’m just stuck up in my head
knowing i’m the one to blame

(backyard beetle)
i’m the one to blame
i know that they’re talking about me
they don’t know my ways
they don’t know my face
they just know my name
they’re behind the screen
spewing languages of hate
it is not okay
i’m flying out to outer space
having space dreams
me and lxst we on the way
wanna take a trip to just hideaway
in a green field i might just lie down today 

(lxst boy)
i got problems with my brain 
or maybe i’m going insane
tell me what y’all want from me
i’m sick of feeling pain
i got problems with myself 
that i will never change
i’m just stuck up in my head
knowing i’m the one to blame
oh i’ll be fine, i won’t lie
just talk to me, i wont cry
just say my name
just once to feel the pain
i i got problems with my brain 
or maybe i’m going insane
tell me what y’all want from me
i’m sick of feeling pain
i got problems with myself 
that i will never change
i’m just stuck up in my head
knowing i’m the one to blame got problems with my brain 
or maybe i’m going insane
tell me what y’all want from me
i’m sick of feeling pain
i got problems with myself 
that i will never change
i’m just stuck up in my head
knowing i’m the one to blame

All Platforms

100 degrees w/ backyard beetle (lxst boy x backyard beetle)

produced by trxxshed
mixed and mastered by lxst boy
nonprofit :)

november, Pt. 2 w/ Trxxshed

I figured out what love is through your eyes (roku beats)

Beautiful Disguise (dasy)

I don't own the origanl content, I have just taken the original song from
@SuperDuperWavey
@Powfu
Mislead ft. Powfu
and done some remixin.
This is only for fun, and all the rights are given to the original owner.

Picture credit:
@Reptillianツ

mislead ft. powfu - superduperwavey (frostcone remix)

@xam
@ilovejomie

~
lyrics:
https://genius.com/Sadgods-wide-awake-lyrics

Spotify

Wide Awake (feat. XAM & Jomie)

cluttered w/ the delirious artist, tulips ballad, re:

rolled out of bed because i had to 
tell myself i did something today
all my friends are having fun
while i just sit here all night long
cause i don’t have the energy

and i’m losing my mind
nothing new i’m just tired
of feeling blue
feeling blue
please excuse me i’m fine
i’m just losing track of time
and i’m feeling blue
feeling blue 

(guitar solo)

and i’m losing my mind
nothing new i’m just tired
of feeling blue
feeling blue
please excuse me i’m fine
i’m just losing track of time
and i’m feeling blue
feeling blue

blue

sɹnoʎ ƃuᴉʇʇǝƃɹoɟ ɹnoʎ 'sƃuos ʎɯ ɹɐǝɥ noʎ sɐ
uᴉɐd ʎɯ ʎɐʍɐ ǝʇᴉɹʍ oʇ ƃuᴉʎɹʇ ɯ’I ʞuᴉɥʇ I

One Sided <3 (po9t X Mookigang)

po9t

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