they stay so obsessed with me they don't ever let up

hide

stuck in cycles i cant help it </3

lyrics:
if ur pissed off
from my actions 
shut ur mouth 
and take some action
all u want is a reaction
i can’t let them win

i feel damaged 
fucking drowning in my bullshit
i can’t stand it
stuck in cycles 
i can’t help it 
feel like i’m always abandoned 
fucking helpless 
u can’t handle 
pull up in the hatchback 
tires on the asphalt
i don’t care 
i just want my heart back 
want my heart back

u can’t hide from what’s right in front of u
i push my problems aside don’t know what to do
i don’t need friends they just lie to tell the truth
u watched my confidence die right in front of u
fuck u ur just another bad habit
tryna help my problems 
ur the reason why i have it
swear i’m so pissed off
and i won’t bury the hatchet 
told u watch my back 
then u turned around and stabbed it

damage (prod. guda)

prod: me and remghost
cover art taken by bleulmao

forget w/ rouri404 & torr

now our lives forever are entangled in webs </3

lyrics:
smoke blow it out the window
sitting with a blank stare
the words are hard to swallow
i wonder how i got here

your fallin out of this
i don’t know if i’ll ever save
our love was torn
it’s too hard
i can’t cope without u

and i know its not
easier for me than u
it's all a means to an end
but i can see right through
its so hard to forget
all the things we'd do
and every time i overthink
i go right back

webs (prod. polar & 31sentinel)

infatuation (prod. polar & 31sentinel)

lyrics:
you can never see the difference
all in my head there's no respect
or did you lose your interest
you can't admit can't face the facts
everybody has opinions
sorry i had to change
i already replaced
if you ever wanna listen
im so sorry that you feel indifferent

i don't wanna be an issue
wipe the blood off my nose with a tissue
sorry love i don't think this should continue
whole world starts to slow when i miss you
and this worlds no fair i dont wanna be alone
smoke filled air feel the pressure leave my lungs
in my head its so clear leaves as quickly as it comes
really not sure if i even wanna end it

you can never see the difference
all in my head there's no respect
or did you lose your interest
you can't admit can't face the facts
everybody has opinions
sorry i had to change
i already replaced
if you ever wanna listen
im so sorry that you feel indifferent

you think i'm just like you, you think i'm bullet proof
what was i supposed to do, i've seen your every move
wonder how we got here in the first place
you're still stuck in my head in the worst way
cut me down carve your name in the asphalt
you're to blame but i'll say that its my fault

you can never see the difference
all in my head there's no respect
or did you lose your interest
you can't admit can't face the facts
everybody has opinions
sorry i had to change
i already replaced
if you ever wanna listen
im so sorry that you feel indifferent

but did you want it all, tell me did you want it all
why do you never call, tell me is it all my fault
live with the things that i did, feels like i never win
oh i feel like shit, i don't like who i am

you can never see the difference
all in my head there's no respect
or did you lose your interest
you can't admit can't face the facts
everybody has opinions
sorry i had to change
i already replaced
if you ever wanna listen
im so sorry that you feel indifferent

opinions

w/ @t1gerstar
cover art by @aithuia
prod: me & @aithuia

lyrics:
(polar)
you think im perfect, im not perfect
you think it hurts, but on the surface
its not bad

try and lie and say its worth it
close your doors do i deserve this
its not bad

you love to play
you love to play
and i can tell that
you hate the way
you hate the way
you recognize my
every mistake that i make
its amplified by every word that you say
and im feeling the weight

its not bad

(tigerstar)
tell me all the things you want and i'll try to be that
get rid of and scrap the shit that has no meaning
promise im alright
i'll be good for awhile
until i become someone who you would wanna
save a seat and space for and more cus u want me here
everybody wants that one person they know they can't have
but its really not bad
its just that i made it up in my head and you dont see it

even if the surface says a different thing
if i was really suffering i'd suck it up and say
it's not bad

Im trying not to freak out even though its the worst pain
I can hold your hand and bleed out and i would still say its not bad

surface w/ tigerstar

moment

no more locking your doors when u get scared of the height ⋆୨୧˚૮ ＾ﻌ＾ა˚୨୧⋆

prod/written by me
additional composition by @goodbyex2002
https://twitter.com/evansasha_

cover art taken by athena: @aithuia 
https://twitter.com/aithuiasound

lyrics:
walking outside i see blood on the floor from all the 
things that you hide no more locking your doors when you get
scared of the height see the fear in your eyes 
guess there's nothing to hide nothing to hide

call on the phone you said you know you're not invincible
and i've heard it all no where to go don't make this difficult
a note on your car text on your phone just always know you're not alone
and when we're far were always close those are the things that mean the most

spotify

invincible

you'll waste my time till it kills you  ♡‧₊˚໒꒰ྀི ๑ ´ ˘ ` ू ꒱ྀིა♡‧₊˚

prod/written/art by me

lyrics:
but you
youll waste my time till it kills you
and i cant really tell if you tried

call me from your hotel
say you hate him
but still wish him well

and everything's fine in the moment
closer and closer we're holding

and not knowing

that you
you'll waste my time till it kills you
and i 
cant really tell if you tried

cause im done with you
i don’t understand
why you would break everything that we had

you and me are hopeless x2

but you
you'll waste my time 
till it kills you
and i 
cant really tell if you tried

signal hill

but its backwards fucked up how i cant trust anyone ヾ(*´ ∇ `)ﾉ

prod/written by me
additional composition by @cbrtrsh @humanchiapet
https://twitter.com/cbrtrsh
https://www.instagram.com/humanchiapet/

lyrics:
but i wanted more 
and i dont see a problem with asking for
a little more compassion 
when you ignore me without no warning
post all morning your life's so boring

and id love to reconnect
talk about the things that we never said
and i hope you wanted more than just the sex
say the word and ill put this all to rest cause
its backwards thinking you dont need me
and your gonna leave me when im bleeding

said you dont wanna thing
then whyd you lead me on
take me back to the time you said i dont belong
but its backwards, fucked up 
how i cant trust anyone
the last words really stuck 
and i dont plan on moving on

sinaloa

at least i know how u see me now ヾ(*´ ∇ `)ﾉ

prod/written by me and @cbrtrsh
twitter.com/cbrtrsh

lyrics:
but you know when you feel it for the first time
such a shame that you can't change who you love
i got caught up and chased down by the city lights
i met you and i knew that you were the one

live your life on the run
you cant change what you've done
you're so paper thin
plastic on your skin
said your dad has a gun
i don't know what i've done
go ahead and burn a bridge
see if i give a shit

at least i know how you see me now
hands on my waist till you bring me down
from my high horse you think i should beg for it
friends think i'm out of my mind

but you know when you feel it for the first time
such a shame that you can't change who you love
i got caught up and chased down by the city lights
i met you and i knew that you were the one

bridges

cover art byhttps://www.instagram.com/suivannt/
additional production from evan sasha, cybertrash & alkyl
https://www.instagram.com/cybertrash/
https://www.instagram.com/alkylartist/
https://www.instagram.com/evansasha_/

malibu

additional production from evan sasha
co-written by cybertrash
www.instagram.com/cybertrash/
www.instagram.com/evansasha_/

terrified

lyrics:
im a nowhere man
talking all that shit’s gonna get u nowhere fast
i hope that i can see u again
so u could tell me where i stand

so why would u leave me to rot so fast
7:30 at ur spot grown ass
been trying to keep what we got i can’t
throw it away in a box like that

but to all your friends ur easy going
but tell me the things that get to ur head
i know ur scared im running away

this is going nowhere fast (demo)

i've been extra lonely lately, since you left.

✨ Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ Business Inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎

✨ Northeast Lights ✨
💎 @northeastlights 💎
💎 https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjT-f9vgfeOepoKvDF_Fo5g  💎

lyrics:
and what she don't know (and what she don't know)
all the hearts that she's breaking
all the souls that she's claiming

and she don't feel the pain, feel the pain (she don't)
and i don't feel the same, feel the same (and we don't)
i'm starting to feel decay inside my brain 
makes me think my feelings have gone away

and she don't feel the pain, feel the pain (she don't)
and i don't feel the same, feel the same (and we don't)
i'm starting to feel decay inside my brain 
makes me think my feelings have gone away (have gone away)

and i don't know if my heart can take it (what she don't know)
it's driving me crazy (she's breaking my heart)
it's driving me crazy
cause she don't feel the same, feel the same
she don't feel the pain, the hearts she breaks
you can't heal my soul only numb the pain (ya)

and she don't feel the pain, feel the pain (she don't)
and i don't feel the same, feel the same (and we don't)
i'm starting to feel decay inside my brain 
makes me think my feelings have gone away

and she don't feel the pain, feel the pain (she don't)
and i don't feel the same, feel the same (and we don't)
i'm starting to feel decay inside my brain 
makes me think my feelings have gone away

my feelings are in the dirt
and my hearts on edge
can i feel again my cuts the test
and when my life has come to end will she be there
cause she don't feel the same

and what she don't know
all the hearts that she's breaking
all the souls that she's claiming

i no longer believe in us (prod. northeast lights x odece)

A single from the +333 album coming soon! 

✨ Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ King Theta ✨
💎 @kingtheta 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/kingtheta/ 💎

✨ 4evr ✨
💎 @4evrgone 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/4evrgone/ 💎

✨ Business Inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎💎

lyrics:
(polar)
broken i said that i don’t feel the same
way the truth is that i wanna be with you
when i’m lying dead will you come to my grave
i hope shit that they say doesn’t hide the truth
i meant what i said when i said your the one 
but the thoughts in my head didn’t let you through
starting to backlash and now i got whiplash
it’s back forth all because of you

don’t want to digress 
back to feeling depressed 
and the thoughts on my mind
when i would cut my chest
they keep pushing my limits 
i can’t keep on testing
it makes my heart glistens 
when your not here stressing
and now i’m stuck spinning
i’m spinning around in my room
and i’m trapped in a cage 
that i bound to myself
my anxiety keeps on its pushing me 
i can’t be fine till your in my company

(king theta)
A polaroid picture of you in a drawer
A permanent fixture I try to ignore
If I say I miss her she might here the whispers
I'm quaking, a fissure is breaking the floor

Silver tongue,
Did you wanna send me backwards?
(Or more likely you just don't care)
Fill my lungs,
I breathe a beautiful hazard
(I grow ill, I know that you're right there)

(polar)
broken i said that i don’t feel the same
way the truth is that i wanna be with you
when i’m lying dead will you come to my grave
i hope shit that they say doesn’t hide the truth
i meant what i said when i said your the one 
but the thoughts in my head didn’t let you through
starting to backlash and now i got whiplash
it’s back forth all because of you

stream ❄️

whiplash w/ king theta (prod. 4evr)

my mind is clear and i know what i wanna do <3

✨ Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 https://twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ charlie shuffler ✨
💎 @charlieshuffler 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/charlieshuffler/ 💎

✨ Business Inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎💎

lyrics:
i dont wanna fight no more
i dont wanna lie no more
i dont wanna hide no more
i dont wanna try no more
i dont wanna fight, i dont wanna lie
i dont wanna hide, i dont wanna try
i dont wanna fight, i dont wanna lie
i dont wanna hide, we do this all the time

i dont wanna fight no more
i dont wanna lie no more
i dont wanna hide no more
i dont wanna try no more
saw you in the rain it pours
called you on the phone ignored
keep on coming back for more
i dont wanna do this anymore

i dont wanna fight with you 
you ride with me 
i lie to you you lie to me
its hard for you its hard for me
i dont see how we could be dont talk to me
all that you tell me is lies
wasting my time sipping white whine
crushing up lines thats out of line
dont hit my line
love you for life but i wanna die

i dont wanna fight, i dont wanna lie
i dont wanna hide, i dont wanna try
i dont wanna fight, i dont wanna lie
i dont wanna hide, we do this all the time

i dont wanna fight no more
i dont wanna lie no more
i dont wanna hide no more
i dont wanna try no more
saw you in the rain it pours
called you on the phone ignored
keep on coming back for more
i dont wanna do this anymore

why cant i trust no one close to you
lies spread on your doorstep enough for 2
come back when you want have no heart in you
i took the abuse getting over the truth

i jumped head first into evil (prod. charlie shuffler)

i might really be over it +333（✿ ͡◕ ᴗ◕)つ━━✫・*。

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-hCfVNIrNw
✨ Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ Kaktus ✨
💎 @greenkaktus 💎
💎 www.youtube.com/channel/UCRQPPc6ZYpoaOEQlcwmuo7g 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/kaktuss111/ 💎

✨ Business Inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎💎

lyrics:
it's been so long since I've seen you
turns out I don't need you
thought I lost my heart
but I found it right beside you
you know that I cry too
leaving fears behind you
i've been shining bright
it's just my way to remind you

faded of a blunt now
whipping down the highway
blinded by the lights now
ya i got it my way

gucci on my chain
fendi down to my waist
sayin that i switched up
you're not up to my pace

it's been so long since i've seen you
i dont even miss all the nights that we stayed up
the nights that we prayed for some brighter days pains away
i dont want this life to go to waste
i dont even miss you
i just wanna kiss u
one more time before i fade away
i dont even miss u 
i just hope u live your life
away from the pain

i like to imagine i'm okay (prod. kaktus) [music video in description]

u can watch from the sideline now BITCH

prod. @smilecrayola
cover art by digital yams

✨Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨Kevin Kazi ✨
💎 @yvngnamek 💎
💎 instagram.com/kevinkazi/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/kevinkazi 💎

lyrics:
Flashing lights, count money, it's a cash cow
You was talking shit, but I'm getting to my bag
Lots of vices in my head that I can't even count now
And I've been popping xans, but I still can't seem to slow down
Now she hit my phone I decline, I don't lose time
It's by no surprise, got my bro on the FaceTime
Called because I glowed, and she wanna see my wrist shine
I fly coast to coast, while you sitting on the sideline
Ya

I just made a rack flipping packs time to upscale
Bitch I'm independent making money off of resale
I don't fuck with fakes ya I buy that shit for retail
My teeth filled with ice hit the blunt then I exhale
Your new shorty pretty nice ima steal that
Look into my eyes, heart of ice, but don't feel bad
I stay up at night playing games while you still sad
Never trust a hoe cause you'll never get your soul back

Flashing lights, count money, it's a cash cow
You was talking shit, but I'm getting to my bag
Lots of vices in my head that I can't even count now
And I've been popping xans, but I still can't seem to slow down
Now she hit my phone I decline, I don't lose time
It's by no surprise, got my bro on the FaceTime
Called because I glowed, and she wanna see my wrist shine
I fly coast to coast, while you sitting on the sideline

Pulled up on your hoe with Versace on my eye sight
She just fell in love with me, I think that shorty my type
Ride up in my phantom got me feeling like a poltergeist 
Porsche Panamera ima skirt off, they like Jesus Christ
Bitch I'm sipping potions, by the ocean
Shorty she approaching, give her slow dick
If you wanna be my lover, treat me right
Molly got me seeing colors, flashing lights

Flashing lights, count money, it's a cash cow
You was talking shit, but I'm getting to my bag
Lots of vices in my head that I can't even count now
And I've been popping xans, but I still can't seem to slow down
Now she hit my phone I decline, I don't lose time
It's by no surprise, got my bro on the FaceTime
Called because I glowed, and she wanna see my wrist shine
I fly coast to coast, while you sitting on the sideline

May not really like me, but you will never meet me
This shit has a price, house of lies, it ain't easy
And how I never know they're a snake till they leave me
Then they come back when I blow say they need me

sideline w/ kevin kazi (prod. smilecrayola)

she only hit me up because of my design Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

prod. amadxus & me
cover art by https://twitter.com/n1ghtf0rce

✨Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨Bixby ✨
💎 @ihatebixby 💎
💎 instagram.com/ihatebixby/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatebixby 💎

✨Amadxus ✨
💎 @amadxus 💎
💎 https://www.instagram.com/amadxuskawaii/ 💎
💎 https://twitter.com/amadxuskawaii 💎

lyrics:
i can never tell u how u how im really feeling
looking to the sky wondering if u can u feel me
everyone deserts me no they dont deserve me
keep my circle small sit back and watch the bridges burning

tears flow like a river
didnt even kiss her
but she stole my heart
delete the drafts that say i miss her

and i know she hates me
please dont tell her
that i still care
and i still love her

and i know im winning 
always tryna get more commas 
got  hoes  thinking that i want them
must be something in the water
i pull to the function 
know that all im wearing prada
got a new taste for designer
and she knows im a provider

pls don't hit my line
i swear to god im doing fine
she only hit me up bc of my designs
and i got new taste for designer
yeah yk im rocking prada while ur shit all made in china

and get the fuck out of my mentions
pussy boy u are pretentious
i got new designer jeans and shit yk my ife expensive
and i got new taste for designer
yeah yk im rocking prada while ur shit all made in china

designer talk w/ bixby ღ (prod. ihatepolar & amadxus)

spinning off the deep end tonight </3

✨Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨Suisai ✨
💎 @sushisai 💎
💎 instagram.com/sushisigh/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/sushisigh 💎

✨Blade901 ✨
💎 @blade_901 💎
💎 instagram.com/_blade901/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/blade901 💎

deep end w/ suisai (prod. blade901)

love story xo (prod. bixby)

love spills from my veins

to clear u from my head w/ 8485

extremely inspired by nomu 
just hide behind the curtains </3

lyrics:
tell me if youve ever felt the same
with all these fucking vices drenching me just like the rain
and u care for all ur friends but they just dont care the same
and u dont wanna talk so u post up for the frame

these people making fun of me but they dont know my name
u act like u know me but u dont know my pain 
i pray to be enough for u like every single day
i wish that i could love u but everyones the same

i dont wanna talk now
im so burnt out
everybody lies to themselves
but with the lights out
there a different person
ppl never show themselves 
just hide behind the curtains
it always make me nervous

hiding in the dark
trying to build myself to something
but at what cost
cause now im always running
i find myself lost
always feeling like im nothing
honestly disgusting
i wish i could be something

im a different person when i hide behind the screen
and i know that its hard just to be a friend of me
i just wish a person cared thats all i fucking need
text me every morning so that i can feel complete

curtains (prod. northeastlights & cozin)

prod by me

lyrics:
close the door in my face
stuck can’t message anyway
twisted up my ends
twisted up my ends

i can’t stop picking up the pieces
life sucks when it doesn’t have a reason 
had no fun picking up the ends
i can’t stop picking up the ends 

last night i was busy talking to myself
i lied now i’m busy talking to the shelves 
i tried but how can u forgive urself
i couldn’t forgive myself

slam my head on the door just for fun
call my friend say wassup and that i’m fine
nobody helps cause our interest don’t align
no plans so i don’t have to go outside

oh well i’m fine laying here all day
4 walls called home that i can’t escape
at night dark thoughts take a funny shape
lights out blinds closed with the windows draped

ends

there's no healthy way to cope :(

lyrics:
closer to the end then i would like to be
something just aint right with me
hold me close dont ever leave
something bout the end just dont seem right with me
im hopeless theres no remedy
closer to my destiny

ya the worlds just way to cold
and i hate being here alone
and theres no healthy way to cope
kept close but never chose

closer

u cant save anyone :/

prod me & ryo
ryo - https://twitter.com/ayyitsRyo

problems (prod. polar & ryo)

do u think were hopeless? cause i can never notice :/

prod me

lyrics:
broken
tell me that i’m broken 
tear my heart to show them 
that i’m never chosen 
tell me that i’m hopeless 
do u think we’re hopeless 
cause i can never notice 
everybody knows it 

hopeless
baby we’re so hopeless
sorry i don’t notice 
i’ve been losing focus
srry i’m so toxic
roll a blunt exotic
flashing lights i got it
u want it i cop it

broken
tell me that i’m broken 
tear my heart to show them 
that i’m never chosen 
hopeless 
do u think we’re hopeless 
cause i can never notice 
till it gets explosive

polar

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