this is dope <3 i love this, your sound is so unique!

Last 4ever 🖤

all alone in my room
i'm feeling down again
i don't know what to say
it's getting bad again
all i know is i need to try my best
to get out of this hole i put myself in
she's my everything
she's all i've ever wanted
when i am with her
i feel like i'm important
i feel alive when i'm in her arms
she makes me want to live
how did we get this far
without me ruining it all
i'm scared that i'll ruin it all
but i swear i try my best
but i'm always such a mess
yea
i wish that i could love myself as much i love you
you're my everything
you're everything i need
and you're everything i want
when i'm down i tend to hide
but i'm tryna change
i wish i didnt hate myself
somedays i feel like i should just kill myself
but then i think of you and it all feels worth it
but right now i feel worthless
i feel so worthless
you make it worth it
just hold me
tell me that i'll be okay

it's getting bad again

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it's getting bad again (prod. lil biscuit)

☆i dOnT cArE iF iM uGlY, Yo gIrL wAn' FuCk mE☆

i wake up with my hair in my face looking scruffy
i don't care if i'm ugly yo girl wan fuck me
almost died plenty times i feel like i'm lucky
and i'm always high yeah i'm always on something
x2

never wanna leave my house
gotta keep everybody out
everybody wanna come judge
i just wanna do my drugs
i just wanna feel some love 
i'm so fucking high and
start to wish that maybe you would drive by
and tell me i'm high and it's gon' be alright
alright coming out be there in a second
when you told me that you love me i was hopin' that you meant it
'cause i got a lot of insecurities inside my mental and 
it sucks but i been trying to end it
say i'm selfish but they won't ever get it
saying that they fuck with me i know they aint pretending
put my heart into this music how i give it to these women
got em on the line, shits like fishin

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scruffy (prod. antonio)

Featuring @spacemanzack
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hello world, goodbye girl w/ SpaceMan Zack (p. pastnight)

prod. @spacedtime

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
looking back
how could I be so clueless
we all die in the end
know it's useless
wake up every morning
why do I do this

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

call your name in the flames
wanna hear you
reach out for my hand
I won't help you
I'll just drag you down
to my hell too
once you're like me
nobody can save you

once you're like me
nobody can save you
once you're like me
everyone will hate you
might wanna fucking take some drugs to numb the pain too
become an addict
with some habit's that will hurt you
in the night
memories will haunt you
their's no telling to the damage that they might do

ain't no telling to the damage that they might do
how you think I got these issues

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
looking back
how could I be clueless
we all die in the end
know it's useless
wake up every morning
why do I do this

why do I do this
torture my own brain

why do I do this
drive myself insane

pile up the stress
I can't take it I'm a mess
try my best
just to end up feeling
permanently depressed

ever since I lost my soul
nothing been the same
the weather's getting colder
and I hope it doesn't change
I hope that it rain's
the whole entire day
so I can stay inside
and never see another face

never see another face

I already know my fate
I'm not meant for living long
Imma burn through life
till I'm fucking gone
this shit is boring
feel like moving on

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love dies fast (prod. spacedtime)

J-NETTI ~ love me ? </3
produced by @nettibeats

lyrics ~

(intro)
baby please love me
I'm a goner
why you fucking love me
on my own
why you really follow me for love
this just keeps my vision in the sun

(chorus)
keeping in all these thoughts in my head
I can’t really fucking drain it out
I’m tumbling down a slope
and it hasn’t collapsed
and here at edge
looking at this great view in the background
skyline cuts with the mountains
why I think about trust
that I probably broke up
will you love me if I gave you up

(verse)
why you acting slick
I just know that you would give it up
shady with the tricks
I’ve was stressing my heart given up
I’m a lone wolf
uh
baby you know
but it never shows to me
that you really fucking love me

(bridge)(x2)
ready set go
switch up
when I’m gaining up speed
I don’t really think you see
get it off
run off
with a note from my heart
to your soul
you’d rip it in pieces
bring me up
I'll fly like a dove
believe
little known
I travel on
you're breaking up
hang up the call

please (x6)

(chorus)(x2)
keeping in all these thoughts in my head
I can’t really fucking drain it out
I’m tumbling down a slope
and it hasn’t collapsed
and here at edge
looking at this great view in the background
skyline cuts with the mountains
why I think about trust
that I probably broke up
will you love me if I gave you up

frozen petals

love me ? </33

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love me ? </3🍷

fuck fakes make money +*slat

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lyrics:
Woah
The tides fall, switching up lanes
You are so fake get the fuck out my way
Drinking all night the excuse that you gave
It's the words that you say got me caught in the wake
Go ahead and lie hear it all the time
Fuck you for life you don't want me alive
Praying that I fall wan't me to die
Coming up on me you wish you were mine

Sitting in my room and I'm draining
Walls in my head I'm decaying
I'm waiting it out
But you won't come save me
All of this shit got me praying
Come pray with me now

Woah
The tides fall, switching up lanes
You are so fake get the fuck out my way
Drinking all night the excuse that you gave
It's the words that you say got me caught in the wake
Go ahead and lie hear it all the time
Fuck you for life you don't want me alive
Praying that I fall wan't me to die
Coming up on me you wish you were mine

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i got caught in the wake (prod. reapyy)

why did this get botted :(

(prod. @deadspyro)
(feat. @polar333)

take my heart and toss it in the creekside
i don't want that shit no more that's my weak side

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Creekside (ft. polar) [prod. dead spyro]

prod. @prodjody

another night spent alone
sometimes I wish you could know
how much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking
drinking coffee
scars on me 
like a zombie
for you baby I'm crazy
dive headfirst 
now I'm too deep

I can't breathe
sinking deeper 
things are different 
we're older
the world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

crush my dreams 
watch them shatter
none of this even matters
wanna die when I think about her
wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost 
yeah I feel like casper
when your near me 
my heart beats faster 
and when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working 
now life's changing

no sleep 
my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation 
need you like medication
cause every night I'm contemplating

another night spent alone
sometimes I wish you could know
how much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking
drinking coffee
scars on me 
like a zombie
for you baby I'm crazy
dive headfirst 
now I'm too deep

zombie (prod. jody)

Hope you enjoy! Been wanting to drop this for a while now and figured now was the perfect time.

Lyrics:
[Foreign Forest]
Missed out on all the times
When I said no when they invite me out
Don't want to be denied
I would try but I'm too filled with doubt
Help me out
I'm trying to leave this world behind
Hurry before I destroy myself
Need to know if maybe one day I'll be fine
If I could get your help

[Jacob Sherwood]
No this won't last for ever
But you know that by now
It was just last November
And now the sun is out
But I don't see the light
Just the walls inside my mind
All we've ever had was time
Now the world we've stole is dying
No this won't last for ever
The same people killing the same ones that sayin the cash is better
But baby go stack your cheddar
The debt it will crash the setup
And stay on your toes cause they're all in control
Please don't ever let up

[Jacob Sherwood & Foreign Forest]
Ahh
I wish this would last forever
Ahh
But I know this won't last forever

[Foreign Forest]
Missed out on all the times
When I said no when they invite me out
Don't want to be denied
I would try but I'm too filled with doubt
Help me out
I'm trying to leave this world behind
Hurry before I destroy myself
Need to know if maybe one day I'll be fine
If I could get your help

Nothing Lasts Forever (feat. Jacob Sherwood)

nothing lasts forever ft. jacob sherwood

"Why the F**k you making up these rumors?" - van
(Long Distance EP)

Night Prayers: @nightprayers
Mix/Master: @nightprayers
Prod by: @nightprayers

My Spotify playlist: https://tinyurl.com/yx9xprau

"Night Prayers x yung van - Rumores”

Long Distance

Rumores

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mmT9mlIUvis

heart shaped coffin (prod. ginseng)

video out now on sadchill - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W1JbYdolMYo

mix/master- Doofdum

i got caught in the wake (prod. reapyy)

polar

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