[Verse 1]

Been wrapped up in my own emotions,
Transforming while I wait, watching time pass by in motion,
Evolving as I grow, just waiting for a perfect moment,
To burst onto the scene, cause chaos, many explosions,
Finally winning in my mental tug of war,
Knowing as I grow, I’ll surely only struggle more,
Take a step inside my mind, but get in as I shut the door,
Get locked inside with me and you can see a hundred tours,
Be present for some pictures that you ain’t got a stomach for,
Spirits in my lyrics of ancestors that come before,
Legacy on my every word, my life inside every verse,
Energy spanning generations, buried an empty hearse,
Threw hands with Father Time, embedded with Mother Nature,
Killer of Zeus, Odin and Thor, ain’t a power greater,
I died a long time ago, Butterflies just an hour later,
The cocoon had done its job, baring fruits of our labour,
Consey the Power Player,

[Break]

Changes are beautiful,
Adapting is rare, when blending in is the usual,
You asked what the difference is?
I’ll ask where’s the differences?
They’re one in the same, when getting down to the thick of it,

[Verse 2]

Life has those moments, that get the eyes opened,
That kick you in the face just to show you where you’re going,
Deep in a depression thinking I would never make it,
Until she came along and showed me life was for the taking,
She was the silhouette, the one that I’d never get,
Felt like I was floating whenever we would lock fingertips,
The one for a lonely soul, felt empty when she would go,
A place in my heart felt broken off, it ain’t feeling whole,
It hasn’t felt whole since, ain’t felt this alone,
Even in rooms full of close friends, wish I could cope,
Been in the Hills just to focus, chugging down four fifths,
Of shit that should kill me, I’m still alive, it’s a bold hint,
That I never needed love, relying on others,
It’s been the downfall of me because,
My trust has been broken by everyone that I’m thinking of,
So what’s to expect, should I have thought it was changing?
Believed in a second chance, looked deep in the toybox,
Everything is a second hand, even my deep thoughts,
The ones that I write with, but pain is a motivator,
No wonder I like it, no wonder I’m drawn to it,
Thats why I’m drawing to it,

[Break]

Cleaning my dirty dishes,
Stains from the past will change the taste of the modern kitchen,
Wipe and be clear of the things you hate, that’s the current mission,
Etched into my mind, the deepest fears are now my religion,
Hidden in plain sight, no need for the night vision,

[Verse 3]

Just needing the right vision,
Changing my style, seems I’m in need of the right image,
This time a year ago, felt like I was dead walking,
Now that the years passed, can’t wait till the next morning,
In search for the better days, sat lonely to meditate,
Changing my old ways, too destructive to detonate,
Testing out psychedelics, just wanting to elevate,
The urges got urgent, didn’t want the habits to escalate,
I tussled and trembled at every thought, made me hesitate,
So many decisions I could’ve made I let vegetate,
All of those avenues, I formed my own barricades,
Blocking my future, success was scorned by my mental state,
But now that I’m changing, I’m slowly realising my mistakes,
I snap at the thought of delaying shit just to get a break,
Depressions a demon, slowly was leading to early death,
Nurmagemedov pressure, ain’t seeing em catch a breath,
Ain’t letting them take a rest, each second I strategise,
I’ll make it no matter the lengths I go, what I sacrifice,
Treat it like boards of chess but ain’t seeing in black and whites,
They say that the future rests on the wings of a butterfly
I’ll be the butterfly...

Butterfly

lyrics:

(verse)
the clock’s ticking got me fading, i say hello
stairway to the stars, got the status of a pharaoh
not bad though but still attached to my young age
grateful ever since the sun came
the hourglass laughs and devours
uneasy with my thoughts so i put the music louder
so disconnected as i try to slow time
playing with these sentences just tryna make a dime
days of broken dreams and unspoken remorses
nothing what it seems, at least i’m not so hopeless (yes i’m not)
fuck you, you don’t know this
sorry for that though cause who knows shit (you know it?)
my potential is ineffable
misplaced around this people, man, i’m laughing though
hysterical, some petty hoes tryna reach my level
time be the judge but it’s no defender
life so strange at times, i don’t grasp it
already eighteen and i’m still so full of questions
and they say it’s a sign of understanding
well, i don’t understand it
my microcosm is collapsing
tryna change but the only change is that shit
falling in a black hole, and it’s not that sick
been pessimistic from the get-go, yes, i’m that sick
it’s tough to let go and it’s tough to grow, bitch
my world is like picasso, still wonder bout the purpose
caught up in a wirlwind, where the world ends
can’t describe it with these words, it’s otherworldly (check it)
it seems like it at the edge of it
time a magnet, i can feel myself vanishing
yes, i can feel myself vanishing
into a vortex where time and space are blending in
where time and space are blending in
future, past and present turn to unnecessary parenthesis.

dvija - Time's Passage (prod. by yungmorpheus)

Glory In Moderation / Stage 2: Promise

Alfred the Great (Need Some Time) [prod. by Pete Los]

jimmy. x WOOLMANGRUNDY x JUJUAKA4BIDDEN - THE OPP SONG. (the monster trio)

Lit Match (fire - Starter)

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[Verse One]
Found my faith in the same place that I lost it
I pray last year is my last taste of the coffin
Loved ones never forgotten as they're always in my conscience
Been this way since eight hallways filled to the brim with nothing but nonsense
Your latest song perceived as a novelty, come follow me
My new tracks were said to be a prophecy, well probably
In a world where everyone's nostalgia is suburban home lore
I get nostalgia from cigarette smoke and corner store galore
The lights flicker with the air drenched with the scent of hard liquor
I can see through you, it ain't hard to pull apart Richard
Rappers think they're kings until somebody else pulls their card
We shuffle our moves together until everything else falls in place
Was never really into card games to be brutally honest
It's too many jokers in the cards I was dealt, they're stupid retarded
Too many self-proclaimed kings and queens, I wanna see the real thing
And judging by their actions, everybody's moving filthy
I see egos and those braggadocious ethos
Playing pretend so they tote sticks hopefully to feel real
You're swimming with the sharks but can't see underwater
Shallow minded, they're all headed for the slaughter

[Verse Two]
He's a dickhead, for what though?
He ain't hard, no cutthroat
The melodies got to his mental, he's starting to think that he's deathstroke
Rap fantasy like he's not broke
Veggies kick dirt, they artichoke
Not everyone's meant for what they think they are
Topics you don't see as familiar
Rappers get their garments in a twist when they see this
You think that you're him, I guess Superman is bleeding
Nowadays everyone is bulletproof and invincible
In the game full-time, you're the type to lose your principles
Somehow you have opps too, I find it hilarious
Music is polluted, you notice rap has mass hysteria
When Juice came out, everybody said that they're depressed now
Same way when Durk came up, rappers got checks now
Blow most your rent on debt and maybe some textile
To post to a social captioned: Everybody check out my style!
And somehow your wrist as cold as freezers in Moscow
If you really live like that, why not help your mom out?
Priorities that matter at the bottom of his bucketlist
All I hear is clatter, rather go, "I've had enough of this"
At the verge, jump off a cliff, tell you to suck a dick
I can't even function, it's so boring and nobody touches it
I don't care about the clique you're saying that you're rolling with
It's just lots of things to think about when you're growing quick
I'm so sorry for your dillema, L-O-L, woe is me
Checking off my hitlist, past due for my groceries
Egg heads get cracked next, scribble it now
I'm focused on this cheese and bread, I need to get out of town
My boys in the back going bananas when I make a move
Don't conform to the rest of the aisle because that's what cages do
I'm one of the last artists without a G in their MO
Genetically modified conscience, tell the industry to go die slow
Tell an A&R that they should shut their pie hole
Bloggers can write about it too, call me everything that's vile

MY M.O. // SOLANGE ~ JERROD REMIX

Blow Smoke prod. auzman

shake junt rmx rmx (w/ awfulmane)

La La Land Interlude (prod. Sendak)

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