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EVO 🦠 (CONTiNUOUS MiX)

perfect harmony

feeling like i’m 6 feet under better ring the bell 

it’s just another thing you didn’t mention
i guess that was enough to feel out our connection
you can’t ever tell me what it’s like to be a loner
i just wish that i could say that it’s over 

far away from perfect
you know i’m no angel
i’ll be what you need just show me everything that’s painful
i don’t have a purpose
i just watch the days go
you can waste your time again but i can’t ever stay tho

i guess i just didn’t excite you
i guess you don’t want me beside you
all the worst ways that i see myself, they come true
and i can’t do this if it’s gonna be without you


just let me stay with you in portland
take me to the forest forget 'bout your boyfriend
ask me what is wrong i’ll always lie and say it’s nothing
i just can’t relax for you i know it’s always something
it's always something

i feel less hungry on my stomach
toss and turn there’s nothing left to burn 
i put out the match the shadows start to turn
forgot my fucking question when i got my answer

there’s nothing there for me
and i’ve been crying in the shower no ones hearing me
when you burn inside there’s nothing there to snuff it
take a grain of salt cause i can tell you’re bluffin'

portland

@magetears

you can tear me to pieces leave me back in the driveway again
back to your boyfriend i hope he’s temporary just don’t go away completely again
and i don’t think i can take it 
no pressure but i think you can save it
every time you look more amazing
it’s not getting easier waiting


so many things that i could say
won’t ever make you take the blame
a little twisted but it still feels the same
could we ever make this more than a game
did you ever think that it would turn out this way
left me in the driveway left me in dismay
another year alone another year of pain
do anything for the chance that you would stay

i’ll be crawling to you when you’re in my head
do you miss me am i ever in your head
too many days went by, i might chase the sun instead

you can tear me to pieces leave me back in the driveway again
(what made you change your mind?)
i wish i heard what you had said you said forget about it
and ever since i left that house my head’s been spinning out of control

now you’re up and gone there’s nowhere left to run
care for yourself like how you take good care of me
it’s easier said than done

waiting

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FUN (Original Mix)

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DxJx8B1yhN8

did it myself again
fucked up my life again
feeling so small 20 missed calls
wonder where i have been

fucked up my life again
fucked up my life again
feeling so small 20 missed calls
wonder where i have been

wonder where i have been
wonder how you have been
i haven’t seen your friends
did you fuck him again

life sucks moving backwards
no one meets me standards
done it all it’s just replays
all i see is her face

20MISSEDCALLS

single 3

 video: https://youtu.be/RaNL-QxmCK4

i don't know bout you im tired of the fake shit
tired of the fake shit

i've been trying so hard but i can't seem to win
i'm so fucking sick of being dead in my own skin
razor blades and cocaine are things i never dealt with
but by the time you hear this i hope you think i'm worth it

WORTH IT

you know i just wanna be side you
but you’re treating me like i’m a b side
you’re not taking my calls ima write you
i don’t want all of my friends to be right

you said there was too many what ifs
they said when they wrote me off for prom
did you think you’d be kissing on my lips
and putting my face in your palms

your nails were painted so nicely
purple accent with the ivory
i was down you said it’s unlikely
i was wrong for thinking so highly

been trying to do it concisely
but i just been playing this nightly
touching your hair so lightly
grasping onto my fingers so tightly

THERAPY

see the sun up on the west side
pull the shades down across my eyes
i don’t think this is real life
when you kiss me i don’t wanna die

long talks in my car you forgot your keys
lay me down to rest make feel at ease
i don’t wanna talk if we’re talking about me
cause i already know about me

you blew me a kiss 
didn’t charge my phone
your lipstick on my arm 
showed me the way home

thinking of you when i go to heaven
thinking of you when i go to bed
you at the end of my cigarette
you on my screen through the internet

everything i ever wanted
what’d i do wrong don’t get me started
everything was feeling perfect
i’ll be waiting here that’s a promise

EYES//HOME

above the water
any time i take another step i’m underwater
wanna drown my sorrows yeah
going to the bottom
i’ve been staying inside i’m not popping bottles

2THEBOTTOM

drop 2 addys in the pit 
still can’t feel shit
know that she don’t want me
guess im used to it
when the bodies hit the ground
watch me levitate
now my head is spinning round

i can’t feel shit and it’s nothing new
i got bands in bank you wishing that was you
on this shit a second time i’m going 3 for 2
jumped up out the jet they tryna be me too

you know that i don’t really talk shit
but just this year i’ve seen too many get complacent
i don’t do this for the bag

II. PIT

you make it tolerable when i’m losing my mind
say in the end everything will be alright
where do i go from here what do i do this time
is everything i need just deep down inside

and i’ll be right here
reaching in the dark towards something i don’t need
it’s been a long time 
since i wrote about you
i wonder if you still hear me

let the turbulence lull me to sleep
surrounded by people that i’ll never see again
it’s quite depressing that i never dream
even with the world right below my feet

III. EVERYTHING I NEED

i’m in la to make ends meet
lil shawty she plotting on my end
im making sure all of my dogs eat
i’m working too hard but i can’t rest

and if you do tell me you heard this
i’ll know in the end i’ve done my part
lately i wake up i don’t feel shit
cause i just been breaking my own heart

i wearing my heart on my ankle
ball with the chain weighing me down
i know that you don’t like me now
i been on my own too long now

I. A WEIGHT I CANNOT FEEL ANYMORE

i couldn’t be more obvious
it’s just like the reason i can’t smile with my teeth
can you cure my limerence 
i know sometimes that we need some relief

you’re acting like you don’t care
even though you’re saying you need someone there
i’m too old to say it isn’t fair
it’s never going well ive been well aware

always feeling anxious i’m not good enough
i’ve been breaking down guess ive had enough
i know i’m way too nice i’m not man enough
always come in last been through that enough

2THEBOTTOM

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