junk mail (hit the wall)

shell (demo from fried laptop)

video: https://youtu.be/zelZVVc0XMs

watching the sun as it makes its rise
and i can’t get you out of   my mind
out up all night
running out of time

my friends tell me not to they don’t know you like i do
hate to say it i’m still getting to know you
trace your features like the cracks in my phone screen
i want you to hold me 
should hear out to my homies

trace your features like the cracks in my phone screen
as long as your mine if you don’t want to then that’s fine
i hope it works out soon i don’t want to waste my time

FEATURES

you know i just wanna be side you
but you’re treating me like i’m a b side
you’re not taking my calls ima write you
i don’t want all of my friends to be right

you said there was too many what ifs
they said when they wrote me off for prom
did you think you’d be kissing on my lips
and putting my face in your palms

your nails were painted so nicely
purple accent with the ivory
i was down you said it’s unlikely
i was wrong for thinking so highly

been trying to do it concisely
but i just been playing this nightly
touching your hair so lightly
grasping onto my fingers so tightly

THERAPY

see the sun up on the west side
pull the shades down across my eyes
i don’t think this is real life
when you kiss me i don’t wanna die

long talks in my car you forgot your keys
lay me down to rest make feel at ease
i don’t wanna talk if we’re talking about me
cause i already know about me

you blew me a kiss 
didn’t charge my phone
your lipstick on my arm 
showed me the way home

thinking of you when i go to heaven
thinking of you when i go to bed
you at the end of my cigarette
you on my screen through the internet

everything i ever wanted
what’d i do wrong don’t get me started
everything was feeling perfect
i’ll be waiting here that’s a promise

EYES//HOME

did you really wanna ruin my life
did you really wanna take up all that time take up all that time on me
i’ve been tryna get this shit moving i don’t need another distraction
i’ve been trying not to lose traction i’m not giving you a reaction

i need to have space sometimes
you come to my place sometimes
i can’t replace you i know
we can’t erase it you know

you were caught up in my head
you fucked me over drop dead
if i could go back in time
i would let you hurt me again

DROPDEADINTERLUDE

can't break a smile
there's hell in the stars
go for a swim
can't break a smile

tell it to me straight
tell it to me straight
you don't got the time i know i can wait

over-contemplate
over-contemplate
i know you're back with him just don't hesitate

AFRAID OF YOU

drop 2 addys in the pit 
still can’t feel shit
know that she don’t want me
guess im used to it
when the bodies hit the ground
watch me levitate
now my head is spinning round

i can’t feel shit and it’s nothing new
i got bands in bank you wishing that was you
on this shit a second time i’m going 3 for 2
jumped up out the jet they tryna be me too

you know that i don’t really talk shit
but just this year i’ve seen too many get complacent
i don’t do this for the bag

II. PIT

you make it tolerable when i’m losing my mind
say in the end everything will be alright
where do i go from here what do i do this time
is everything i need just deep down inside

and i’ll be right here
reaching in the dark towards something i don’t need
it’s been a long time 
since i wrote about you
i wonder if you still hear me

let the turbulence lull me to sleep
surrounded by people that i’ll never see again
it’s quite depressing that i never dream
even with the world right below my feet

III. EVERYTHING I NEED

i’m in la to make ends meet
lil shawty she plotting on my end
im making sure all of my dogs eat
i’m working too hard but i can’t rest

and if you do tell me you heard this
i’ll know in the end i’ve done my part
lately i wake up i don’t feel shit
cause i just been breaking my own heart

i wearing my heart on my ankle
ball with the chain weighing me down
i know that you don’t like me now
i been on my own too long now

I. A WEIGHT I CANNOT FEEL ANYMORE

i couldn’t be more obvious
it’s just like the reason i can’t smile with my teeth
can you cure my limerence 
i know sometimes that we need some relief

you’re acting like you don’t care
even though you’re saying you need someone there
i’m too old to say it isn’t fair
it’s never going well ive been well aware

always feeling anxious i’m not good enough
i’ve been breaking down guess ive had enough
i know i’m way too nice i’m not man enough
always come in last been through that enough

AFRAID OF YOU

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