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WAR GAMES GX (side a prod. shinju x deadat18 + side b prod. vinso x shotti)

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(chorus 2x)
mama said be honest boy and tell em how you feel 
i fucking lost my best friend and my house thats how i feel 
i feel like the main character and this shit isnt real
feels like im in a movie and im glitching on the reel 
(verse)
i been sailing for a minute boy they better listen up 
ill take my life in a instant just to see my boys go up 
feels like my mind is imprisoned and these bars are welded shut
im the outcome of some tough love no excuse i toughened up
i think my father hates my guts and my mother still on drugs
she fucking left me and my sister for her new man who's a thug 
promised god i wont give up feels like im the chosen one 
promised god i wont give up feels like im the chosen one

ALL PLATFORMS

main character (dercept) (all platforms) (music video out now)

feeling like i’m 6 feet under better ring the bell 

it’s just another thing you didn’t mention
i guess that was enough to feel out our connection
you can’t ever tell me what it’s like to be a loner
i just wish that i could say that it’s over 

far away from perfect
you know i’m no angel
i’ll be what you need just show me everything that’s painful
i don’t have a purpose
i just watch the days go
you can waste your time again but i can’t ever stay tho

i guess i just didn’t excite you
i guess you don’t want me beside you
all the worst ways that i see myself, they come true
and i can’t do this if it’s gonna be without you


just let me stay with you in portland
take me to the forest forget 'bout your boyfriend
ask me what is wrong i’ll always lie and say it’s nothing
i just can’t relax for you i know it’s always something
it's always something

i feel less hungry on my stomach
toss and turn there’s nothing left to burn 
i put out the match the shadows start to turn
forgot my fucking question when i got my answer

there’s nothing there for me
and i’ve been crying in the shower no ones hearing me
when you burn inside there’s nothing there to snuff it
take a grain of salt cause i can tell you’re bluffin'

portland

dye my hair an ocean blue so i can match you
there’s beauty in the falling leaf but i won’t ever catch you
why does it always feel like that i haven’t even met you

if i eat then you eat
if you’re hungry i’m hungry 
this shit ain’t for the weak
you gotta work til it’s sunny
how’d you try and stab my back when all i want was in front of me

(i cannot feel shit) i can see through your lies
i’m never at peace and it’s hard to find
i’m gonna cry would rather just stay inside
if you say that you hate it well so do i


the way that the air changed was it something i said
i can’t keep up with you you’re pacing ahead 
can’t stop being manic you just hang by a thread 
always indecisive i guess i’m screwed in the head

i don’t have the guts anymore
but i still tried to kiss you before i closed the door
i can’t imagine how you would settle the score
the way it slipped through my hands, i’m not ready for war

rlyfeel2

tell me anything you could give me everything
all i ever wanted was to go back home into your arms
the weight on my shoulders put me on my back
the way you cut me off gave me a heart attack
time i won’t get back
care for yourself like how you care for me
(well don’t you know)
it’s not as easy it seems
you brought me down to my knees

back in my room and i cry
worried i’m losing my time
i tally my vices sick and tired of numbing all function
got me losing my mind
there’s no reason or rhyme
only took you an hour to say sum
say goodbye i don’t wanna but i move on

too many red signs i’m taking the high road
sick of the story where nights drag on
and something just might go wrong 

there never was anything you could be saved from 
can’t imagine if i were to say sum

anything, everything

scarymoneyanthem! [prod. northeast lights]

you tried to taint what i consider sacred
take it all away i won't be nameless
i keep all the things you forgot locked away
if it's up to me i'll always keep them safe
and i could say i love you but you think i don't
you think i'll make the same mistake but bitch i won't
melt my body through the cracks in the floor
take my feelings when you walk out the door
(take my feelings when you walk out the door)

you've been gone for hours, guess it's dinner alone
i just killed my ego working down to the bone
turn around and you just turn me to stone
tell my why you aren't letting me go

you tried to taint what i consider sacred
take it all away i won't be nameless
i keep all the things you forgot locked away
if it's up to me i'll always keep them safe
and i could say i love you but you think i don't
you think i'll make the same mistake but bitch i won't
melt my body through the cracks in the floor
take my feelings when you walk out the door

sacred

i dont need luck though, i dont want it

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been tryna reach into a dark place
pick me all apart jus like an art space
i still feel the point, thats a sharp blade
i feel like i lost the chance to explain anything
exploitation thats a mainstay
i just wanna see it when its time to take it
time n place
you speakin deceit in a dark day
force of the proletariat like a hurricane
weather change thats a cold case
keep on movin in an old way
swear i cant remember yesterday
different place 
how often i dissociate
shelf my life i dont stargaze
used to think that i could make it
if i try and wait
got a healthy dose of life spit in my face
times change
i cant pull it back
nah it doesnt wait
been tryna reach into a dark place
pick me all apart jus like an art space
i still feel the point, thats a sharp blade
i feel like i lost the chance to explain anything
what is me thats a mind game
wish i could think at a slower pace
you would think that we could pave a way
but symmetry nah that doesn't pay
exploitation thats a mainstay
i just wanna see it when its time to take it 
time n place
you speakin deceit in a dark day
force of the proletariat like a hurricane
light years like its cold cave
the dust piles into my fate
at the bottom of a staircase
getting clear that it wont go away
im like g man with a suitcase
watch me vanish into empty space
neuroplastic pain, know its all fake
i feel through a lens that my brain makes

neuroplastic

@prodbybrody  x @layen-1
guitar by fats'e

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlPnYZJo-rI&ab_channel=fats%27e

LYRICS:
spending all my time telling myself that i'm a failure and a fraud
i'm roadkill on the pavement and that's all i'll ever be now watch me rot

(you'll find me)

unconscious lying on your driveway
think i might be spiraling
chasing highs like all day

staring at the sun
inhaling poison just for fun
i need some help
in a coma for the weekend
you can find me on the ground outside your house

unconscious on your driveway (prod brody x layen)

I CANT HANDLE ANYTHINGGGG

thanks 

vocals- feelnum and bedhead
prod- xmichaelwarren 
mix/master- bedhead

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anything, everything

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