i don’t know if i’m ready
but you’re acting so petty
she said what’s the problem i said there’s too fucking many
i don’t know if i regret it
i wish i could forget it
but if i said i love you then you know i fucking meant it

still beats another night alone in silence 
if i could change myself i’d tell myself to try and hide it
this type of feeling got me feeling like i cannot fight it
make our time together last as we both keep on lying

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

catch me if i fall when i’m out of rope
hear me when i talk but you fucking don’t
it’s hard to receive any of my attention
but you’re so god damn lovely i’m distracted

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

don’t know why i’ve been so bitter so long after the fact

your memory dug my emotions up they just keep flooding back
and every time im in bed alone i’m running back again

i'm running back again

not looking for guidance alone on the road i still put on the mileage
looking for peace but don't see it inside when i’m closing my eyelids
remember been searching forever so long and i still cannot find it
taking a break cannot make me feel better believe me i’ve tried it

always have issues with not being satisfied i am my father's son
i tried to keep it together but i guess she’s not the one

i am so sorry for the way that i reacted
it takes practice

regret

feeling like i’m 6 feet under better ring the bell 

it’s just another thing you didn’t mention
i guess that was enough to feel out our connection
you can’t ever tell me what it’s like to be a loner
i just wish that i could say that it’s over 

far away from perfect
you know i’m no angel
i’ll be what you need just show me everything that’s painful
i don’t have a purpose
i just watch the days go
you can waste your time again but i can’t ever stay tho

i guess i just didn’t excite you
i guess you don’t want me beside you
all the worst ways that i see myself, they come true
and i can’t do this if it’s gonna be without you


just let me stay with you in portland
take me to the forest forget 'bout your boyfriend
ask me what is wrong i’ll always lie and say it’s nothing
i just can’t relax for you i know it’s always something
it's always something

i feel less hungry on my stomach
toss and turn there’s nothing left to burn 
i put out the match the shadows start to turn
forgot my fucking question when i got my answer

there’s nothing there for me
and i’ve been crying in the shower no ones hearing me
when you burn inside there’s nothing there to snuff it
take a grain of salt cause i can tell you’re bluffin'

portland

remember from within
existence will cleanse me from my sin
i ask myself like, "where do i begin?"
i might teach myself to jump out of my skin

so busy and numb
i guess it's better than down bad
the realest shit that i wrote was a moment that i had
i'm where the gold outflows, where's the exposure at?
you got those sold out shows, so where your owners at?

you cannot speak on the addict
you think you're better than me, okay
can't you see me how i'm laughin'?
fuck all the powers that be, okay
i like to think i do magic
i like to think i do magic
i like to think i do magic

i'm tryna do more with less
fall turned to wintertime, you said "i'm ride or die"
i put that shit to the test
on the clock all the time and i'm not stopping
you'd think i'm not getting my rest
i'm really not getting my rest
not until i get all my respect
he was looking like me and i blocked out the memory
i know that i was a wreck

i go to sleep before everything all starts making sense
i shoulder the weight, oh my god, the pressure's so immense
i'm fighting the ache, all of the pain is so intense
every song i'm creating is only at my expense

magic

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(lyrics)

molly sex, molly sex, molly sex
pour me up a cup i’ve been high on percocet
i’m with your hoe in the club having percy sex
i got diamonds, i got diamonds, diamonds on my neck
red pills, pour me up some red 
i’m on drank still
i’ve been getting stuck in my head 
let’s take drugs and have sex
molly sex
molly sex
i’ve been laughing to the bank, woah
i’ve got 10, 10 xans, i’ve got bankroll
choppa on me duck low
kicking through the front door 
150 tempo

molly sex

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DxJx8B1yhN8

did it myself again
fucked up my life again
feeling so small 20 missed calls
wonder where i have been

fucked up my life again
fucked up my life again
feeling so small 20 missed calls
wonder where i have been

wonder where i have been
wonder how you have been
i haven’t seen your friends
did you fuck him again

life sucks moving backwards
no one meets me standards
done it all it’s just replays
all i see is her face

20MISSEDCALLS

driving through the city i gotta go make connections 
too many notifications can’t get my directions
2020 gotta get the tesla with the boosted suspension
balenciaga on my earring so clean you can see your reflection

i’m just coming off the album
i don’t got the time to take a break now
gonna steal my swag for a ransom
i pay no mind imma spaz on em

hold it down my boys in colorado
my new girl so fire she like a model

TESLA2020

1. a weight I cannot feel anymore
2. 20missedcalls
3. limerence
4. dropdeadinterlude
5. tesla2020
6. indifferent
7. back2bed (unreleased)
8. best friends (full send x just friends x daydream remix)
9. 2much (okok)
10. letdown4 (unreleased)
11. persona (okok)
12. march madness remix (unreleased)
13. pet ur dog (unreleased)
14. lowkey (unreleased)
15. no good cover (2019 unreleased)

DJ POLEARM EXCLUSIVE NIGHTCORE MIX #2 (@polearm)

i don’t gotta try when my boys flick me up
post it on the gram just to remind you i’m up
mix the ‘06 bape with the vetements
bitch you’re just the doormat stepped on with my louboutins 

just signed off my old shit just to pay more in my taxes
texting my accountant write off this burberry jacket
one thing that cannot make me happy is the racks
d9 got it tatted that’s a fact

u got no drip talk bout racks boy that’s cap
u say the same shit on guitar beats boy that’s whack
if you got me on the beat then it’s a wrap

shawty got me on a string she’s fucking with my head
fuck around leave the bank then go back to bed
miss my boys in new york we’re going back again
u want a mix that’s in your budget i bet you’d like that

BACK2BED

my ears are hurting dont make a sound
be there for you when you wanna go home
if you could change for the better would you change at all ?
yeah i gave myself to you yeah i gave it all

swerving the 5 in the fit with my bros we don’t gotta impress
but when we step out at the function they all like the way that we dress
and i got a bag in so many things you think this shit is a mess 
it’s not about who did it first it’s about who did it best

wake up in the morning new bands in the email i cop a new piece 
i know i’m distracted when i get the tesla it won’t be a lease 
i’m foolish with money cause i got the bands when i was 17
mixing bape with the christian lou sneaks and i wear supreme in my sleep

fuck all the money it can’t make me happy
i’m facing myself cause i just get lonely
i’m doing my best i know what you told me
can we go back to the times you would love me

4THEBETTER

I hate that I don’t understand what I mean when Im saying that I’m so in love with you
i know that it’s hard for the both of us hope that you know I still fuck with you
I know that you’re feeling indifferent about it I wish you were proud of me 
lately I’m doubting myself it just hurts me that you ever doubted me 

Promised myself wouldn’t cry again
you killed me once, I can’t die again 
some days I feel like I’m sad and I suck
Feels like I’m down on my luck 
ever since u went away, I feel like i I can never feel right again 
tell u i miss you, you read it, i think I just fucked up my life again 

I am so sick of this shit
Why can’t I just go and forget
that time that we kissed 
There is an ache in my hip and 
Its all cause I carry these feelings 
I’m counting my blessings 
always said I am the villain  
I hope that one day I’m forgiven 
I’m feeling the tension 
I’m still making songs bout depression
and this just another confession
Smile on my face but I swear that it’s not what it seems 
never switch up for these hoes, it’s you that i need 
you just need to love yourself don’t worry bout me 
you just need to love yourself don’t worry bout me

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acceptance (landfill)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VSFrequ3oxw&lc=Ugzmr75cA06S2Be2lMF4AaABAg

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BACK2BED

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