WAR GAMES GX (side a prod. shinju x deadat18 + side b prod. vinso x shotti)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gz38B1wsrl4

I can tell the real from a fake 
Any time of day 

And I can see the love and the hate 
From a mile away 

I can tell the real from a fake 
Any time of day 
I can see the love and the hate 
From a mile away 
Don't care what they say 
You know Imma do it anyway
Yeah Imma do it anyway
No I don't got time to wait

On no one else 
Walk this road all by myself
I got a fire inside 
Burning like hell 
I'm dancing on a thin line
Don't wanna melt
Take a gamble on my life
With the cards I was dealt
Yeah 
Roll the dice 
Don't care if it's wrong or right
Don't care if it's all a lie
Imma risk it every time
(every time)
Yeah every time
Bitch I'm stacking dollar signs 
Got money on my mind 
Imma make it fall in line

Got money on my mind 
Imma make it fall in line

I can tell the real from a fake 
Any time of day 
I can see the love and the hate 
From a mile away 
Don't care what they say 
You know Imma do it anyway
Yeah Imma do it anyway
No I don't got time to wait

Don't got time to wait
No delay
Bitch I'm on the way
Riding my own wave 
Watching fake fucks wash away
Posted in LA smoking trees
I'll be high for days
I've been trynna stack this money up
All type of ways
I've been rolling off some molly rock 
Feel it in my face
We hit the scene mask up 
We won't leave a trace

I've been rolling off some molly rock 
Feel it in my face
We hit the scene mask up 
We won't leave a trace

music video

from a mile away (prod. shinju + taylor morgan) video in description*

promise i'm not mad at you
but when you ask me if i'm happy my new path is skewed
intuition turns to forced reaction, so how could that be true?
and if you really wanna break it down i'm only

but i thought i wanted in
it gets me angry when i can't enjoy my time with this
but the panic closes in
i'm staring at my phone at the table, why can't i hold it in?
i'm so much more than this
i'm so much

i've been stuck in this cycle
everyday i feel trapped
i've been stuck in this cycle
everyday i feel trapped
the world had took it all away from me and won't give it back
i went and sharpened every tool i had, but wonder what lacks

sometimes i wish this shit was do or die cause i can't relax
but it's not like that
i wanna do this shit forever, but i can't hope for that
i wanna do this shit forever, i'm tryna cope with that

i put this off another day til' it became a week
i choose to scoff, inside i'm pained, inside i still feel weak
it's nine o clock, my speech is off, my bedroom walls still creak
my aim is off, my anger caused by such a minor tweak

i got so fucking frustrated i had to go to sleep
some days i wish i could spare myself from this hopeless feeling
like fuck my jaded heart
maybe there's no hope in healing
then i feel it in my gut
the tension between us

i think i'm smoking too much
or maybe just not enough
either way i'm tired as fuck
cause i can't lay down in your arms

cause i'm so overstimulated
i keep on pushing, i'm stuck
maybe it's just not enough
maybe it's only because

i've been stuck in this cycle
everyday i feel trapped
i've been stuck in this cycle
everyday i feel trapped
the world had took it all away from me and won't give it back
i went and sharpened every tool i had, but wonder what lacks

trapped

ache

i’d take it all back if i could
actually don’t feel like i would
all my life i wanted to be understood
i could say fuck it but it doesn’t meant i should

every day feels like i’m worse
still everyday i just feel cursed
struggle for ideas feels like nothing works
i'm turning pages but it feels like the reverse

i only want to feel secure
feel like victory is finally ensured
most days i wonder if it’s gonna be my turn
i don’t know what i’ll do if that never occurs

i lie face down in my bed
i cry and struggle to end
i think that i should just quit
but i worked so hard just to ascend
i already upended my life
what changes did i get right?

lose my grip from the go
i just hit a new low
for reasons that i’m acting off
i can’t fuck up my strife
hope this changes my life
just for you i know i could

i’m losing all of my focus
anxiety is keeping me from all my friends that’s so bogus
i thought i left it all behind but when my problems followed me that’s when i finally took notice

i’d take it all back if i could
actually don’t feel like i would
all my life i wanted to be understood
i could say fuck it but it doesn’t meant i should

every day feels like i’m worse
still everyday i just feel cursed
struggle for ideas feels like nothing works
i made good changes but it feels like the reverse

i’d take it all back if i could
actually don’t feel like i would
all my life i wanted to be understood
i could say fuck it but it doesn’t meant i should

cursed

breaking the bones in my hands (prod. dollmaker)

Yeah
Back in class
They used to look at me and laugh
Got suspended from my school
And I never went back
Parent's all up in my ear
"you going down the wrong path"
I'm chasin' my dreams
Can't get side tracked

Used to think you were the one
I was so dumb
So naïve, I was just young
Sick of wasting my time
Acting like it's all fine
(Acting like it's alright)

See all the shit I went through
Only made me strong
Burned my whole world down
Then I fucking moved on
Yeah I know the saying's true
They gon' miss me when I'm gone
For now I let em hate
I know I'll prove em wrong

I been flexing and finessing
On the daily
Fuck all that talking
Boy let's do it
Why you scary?
I know you mad
Got you saying that you hate me
Cause your bitch tellin' me
I'm far from ordinary

Far from ordinary
Imma visionary
I got 4K, HD
I can see it all baby
Me and my team play for keeps
And we all crazy

Just some loose screws
What's new?
Yeah we do this all day
So high can't move
I can't feel my heart rate

Yeah
Back in class
They used to look at me and laugh
Got suspended from my school
And I never went back
Parent's all up in my ear
"you going down the wrong path"
I'm chasin' my dreams
Can't get side tracked

Used to think you were the one
I was so dumb
So naïve, I was just young
Sick of wasting my time
Acting like it's all fine
(Acting like it's alright)

ordinary (prod. roxa)

video: https://youtu.be/3kNdFAmxpQw

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
i must get back to the stage
disarm and disengage
reassess, go forward with change
but that just isn’t the case
blockades i should rearrange
live for your loving embrace
i know the feeling will stay
go to the menu and save
always look back on this day
i’m sick and tired of fake
it changed the game like a plague
the lyric’s getting too vague
cause they’ve got nothing to say
transparent, they’re so opaque
not afraid to display my hate
can’t fight the feeling, i shake
move to my desk to create
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
there’s nothing left to forsake
i’ll hold it down till it breaks
til the boat sinks in the lake
love you like every day

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

why must i deny confidence, i’m way too lost in the dark
why i must i deny consciousness of getting lost in the art?
external influences threaten to tear it apart
i might not be too inspired but that might change if i start 

i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson from pain

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
and i fucking hate it

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

shame

Gen(kazuma)

an album with old versions, unreleased songs, singles and stuff of that nature. i hope this can be good enough while im on holiday, see you in halloween!!

btw im a feminist (feat. wlkr.chris) - bonus

shinigami - boyz don't cri :'( // prod. 5v [nitecore]

http://therapy.rip

mgmt.polearm@gmail.com

cursed

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