wstdyth & bedhead - bloodstained lips *2020*

@daybat
@weikooo
Synthetic fest 28th August 2021

Never Mattered Anyway +spiral [weikoo]

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead and Colby Rue
produced by Colby Rue
recorded @ mirrorville. HQ
art by Aaron Kilgore & bedhead
lyrics:
Sometimes it’s hard to trust everything you say to me
It seems just like these situations play out on repeat
Nothing good ever happens after 2:00 am they say
But when you live in different time zones it gets hard to get through
Days for me so could you wait to be
This bitter with your hints of sweet until I’m able not to seem
Like such a condescending freak reading the lines you’re feeding me
And even when said perfectly they’re so sarcastic way too mean
And not to be another burden but scars you left on me still hurt in
Ways you can’t just clean and bandage how’d I manage to deserve this
Took a little bit of tylenol but the cracks aren’t healing on my skull
To the beat of my heart I pound the walls but I can’t just trust anyone at all
And if I let you in my guard will fall and if I stand up for myself so tall
You could knock me down like a bowling ball and I will have no one else left to call
This is urgent can’t you hear the urgency I emerge from sleep to emergency
With my lungs so full from the dirt I breathed I was barely alive when they buried me
I was born in the dark any light I see at the end of the tunnel has gotta be
From an afterlife that I don’t believe still the voices of angels are calling me

ALL PLATFORMS

nothing good ever happens w/ colby rue

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lyrics
Still got your picture on my nightstand
Said that we would be forever but you got up to go
I miss when we had matching black vans
Told that girl I really love her and never did that before

And you don’t wanna go fix the broken heart you left to die
You said you love me but I guess you didn’t mean it
I don’t wanna live this life like a lie
I cut my wrist yeah you’re the reason that I’m bleeding
Living so fast that I don’t even know it’s next up
Live for the past cuz as of recently I’m fucked up
I’m not my best I’m off of Oxys till the sun is up
Live for the past cuz as of recently I’m fucked up

Are we living like this are we living like that
You said that you didn’t know I said can you come back
Life is going so quick life is going so fast
I said why are you playing games when you see me like that
I don’t want to have to tell you that I hate my life
I wish I could go and tell you that I was just fine
But like I told you I can never live my life with lies
Just like I told you I can never live my life with a lie

fix the broken heart you left to die
You said you love me but I guess you didn’t mean it
I don’t wanna live this life like a lie
I cut my wrist yeah you’re the reason that I’m bleeding
Living so fast that I don’t even know it’s next up
Live for the past cuz as of recently I’m fucked up
I’m not my best I’m off of Oxys till the sun is up
Live for the past cuz as of recently I’m fucked up

fijimar - past

past

all plats

past [siemspark x 1heyrick]

prod. polearm & slug & wells

(wells)
i've been scanning all the walls
for a switch to fix it all
secret entrance to your heart
separate the different parts
find the latch to open paths
where the truth is in a casket
locked with keys i found rooms back
holy grail then fade to black
then fade to

(slug)
i think that it's a secret entrance
somewhere right around you
yep, it's been a minute
about a million years
i wonder if i'll find it or if i'll just stay silent
is it even weight or is it out of balance
and this weight on my back, it's too much
we're not safe
please don't laugh, but i'm down bad
it's too late, i'm too late
even if i find my secret entrance

(pole)
you tried to taint what i consider sacred
take it all away i won't be nameless
i keep all the things you forgot locked away
if it's up to me i'll always keep them safe
and i could say i love you but you think i don't
you think i'll make the same mistake but bitch i won't
melt my body through the cracks in the floor
take my feelings when you walk out the door

holy grail w/ blackwinterwells & slug christ

ig-wowsteezy

don't gotta say shit i c it in ur eyes
if i fck it up then at least i tried
ngl na u stuck in my head
wake up ur the 1st thing on my mindd
ik it hurts when i lie i keep on lying i say that im fine
u gonna say that u done but u come around a second time
no i dont get it, no i dont want 2
u in my head n its spinnin, do u want me like iwant u?
no i dont get it, no i dont want 2
u in my head n its spinnin, do u want me like iwant u?
keep on sinning i dont pray
i couldnt care less like either way
stab my back n smile in my face
i get lost up in ur ways
damn, no i cant escape
 worried look on ur face
(kno it get hard ya ik it aint easy, cant feel my heart na that shit is still freezing)

i tried (methboiswag + michaelwarren)

this song is about going to neiman marcus with 5k and packapunching my swag
~lyrics~
pour a 3 up in my double she like wtf...
i got drugs on me bb ima fuck it up
stackin dream cast money ima run it up
i got 5k im tryna packapunch
ayeeee i got 5k im tryna packapunch

walk in neiman marcus i buy alot of stuff
come fuck wimmie see how i fuck it up
i got 5 rackz bitch im tryna pack a punch
i go double dutch
i go money waaaaay
i dont gotta leave my state to get paid
im catchin hella planes
im getting hella brain
i just stay in my lane iont need a name

pour a 3 up in my double she like wtf...
i got drugs on me bb ima fuck it up
stackin dream cast money ima run it up
i got 5k im tryna packapunch
ayeeee i got 5k im tryna packapunch
walk in neiman marcus i buy alot of stuff
come fuck wimmie see how i fuck it up
i got 5 rackz bitch im tryna pack a punch

packapunch

★but i dont wanna believe you..★

[featuring]
@fijimar

[producer]
@sleepsx

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/i-wish-that-i-was-better-than-this-w-fijimar-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

verse:
i dont wanna know
what its like without you
i know its hard though

i dont wanna be
afraid of my own bed
tripping over words
i wish i said

i know that you wanna leave
but i dont wanna believe you

and it gets harder to breathe
when thinking of you and me
k i s s i n g
in this life what do you see

girl you're the reason i bleed
you cut so deep like the sea
in this life what do you see
k i s s i n g

repeat hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

ending:
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this

ill pack my bags and run
far away from here
i can never face myself
and i hurt the ones i love the most

i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this

★streaming★

★i wish that i was better than this★ w/ fijimar (prod. xysoftshade)

Laid down windows torn
The walls are bare and cold
No stories left untold
Nobody's home
Nobody's home
Echoes through the hall
A distant, faded call
The dust it settles slow
Memories with a faint glow
All alone, so alone

Nobody's home, nobody's home

Whispers to the night
An empty heart, out of sight
The wish it breaks my life
so alone, so all alone

A guitar weeps, softly it moans
Threads of sound, through emptiness roams
Trace the life, tales unfold
Ear to ear

And in the air (in the air)
Some kind of despair
An echo of what's gone, nobody's home
Chords shift, mood elevates
Yet in the dark (in the stark)
A flickering spark
A touch of dawn (dawn breaks in)
The night recedes, a glimmer won

New light is cast on empty space
Revealing time's relentless chase

All the beauty thrives (rhythms rise)
In the stillness, hope survives (hope's embrace)
Pierces through the lifeless face
Paints a hue of warm embrace

Through the cracks (life comes in)
Nature claims what's left within
Vines climb up the rusted gates (quiet take)
Embracing past, the hands of fate
Green shoots rise from the grey (life's display)
In the ruins, they find their way

Where once was emptiness, an echo's call
Now there's a whisper of life through the walls
And I hear, a symphony slow (gentle crescendo)
Singing through the void, a hopeful hello
Faint heartbeats grow, a steady drum (can you hear it come?)
Tales of rebirth, from the ashes, they sum

In the silence (silence breaks)

Nobody's Home 🎵

last song until my ep <333
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dance with me  - Single

take this chance

SEBii X d1v - dance with me [prod. CoridaArtist] follow @se-method

Do 120 down the road.
@joshuasageart
@buffalobang
@boysnightsout
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Art by me <3

Lyrics:
(JSA)
I don’t know where else to go
And I’m always in control
And I saw you hit my phone
Hit the gas pack and  I go
Hit the gas pack and I go
So I turned into a ghost
Skrt skrt
Do 120 down the road
Disappear into the smoke
Swear nobody never knows
Swear nobody never knows
That I turned into a ghost
(Buffalobang)
(Will be added soon)
(Buffalobang)
It’s like I never learn
It’s like it’s no return
It hurts way more than the last time
It’s my turn, it’s my turn, give you a lesson
I can’t keep going like this
I hate the thought of waking up
I never feel like I’m enough
I can’t keep going like this cause
(????Don’t know the last line someone ask bro lol)

holy grail w/ blackwinterwells & slug christ

polearm

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