ive listen to your songs for so long for about two years im pretty sure and i have all your songs saved even on Imusic on my phone so idk :)

bruh. my vibe just went from staring at a wall listing to my loud as hell thoughts to. aye. fuck everyone 

AYO DORIAN ELECTRA SAMPLE PACK BELLS I HEAR THAT

I was hoping you could listen to my song I’m 14 and a big fan https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/CGJS4vReAnnxuivv5

i don’t know if i’m ready
but you’re acting so petty
she said what’s the problem i said there’s too fucking many
i don’t know if i regret it
i wish i could forget it
but if i said i love you then you know i fucking meant it

still beats another night alone in silence 
if i could change myself i’d tell myself to try and hide it
this type of feeling got me feeling like i cannot fight it
make our time together last as we both keep on lying

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

catch me if i fall when i’m out of rope
hear me when i talk but you fucking don’t
it’s hard to receive any of my attention
but you’re so god damn lovely i’m distracted

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

don’t know why i’ve been so bitter so long after the fact

your memory dug my emotions up they just keep flooding back
and every time im in bed alone i’m running back again

i'm running back again

not looking for guidance alone on the road i still put on the mileage
looking for peace but don't see it inside when i’m closing my eyelids
remember been searching forever so long and i still cannot find it
taking a break cannot make me feel better believe me i’ve tried it

always have issues with not being satisfied i am my father's son
i tried to keep it together but i guess she’s not the one

i am so sorry for the way that i reacted
it takes practice

regret

selfish(v1)

out on all platforms

the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

tell me, did it make you happy? w/ claude

Na-na-na
Ah-na-na-na-na-na-na
I love my friends
I love my friends
I love my
I love my freinds

I love my friends
But they get on my nerves sometimes, and that’s fine
I think I’d rather stay inside tonight, and I know
That when I wake up, I’ll make up
A story why i stayed, and mess up
Every connection I made

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m missing all my friends
And I

Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes
Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m missing all my friends
And I

I’m all alone
On the plane ride right back home
And I know
That when I’m gone, they’ll probably think I’m a ghost
And I wait
One thousand miles away
From everyone in my state
Can’t think about my mistakes
I sit back, laugh, and I say

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m know missing all my friends
And I

Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes
Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes

I love my friends
But they get on my nerves sometimes, and that’s fine
I think I’d rather stay inside tonight, and I know
That when I wake up, I’ll make up
A story why i stayed, and mess up
Every connection I made

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m missing all my friends
And I

I love my friends
I love my

friends (grayskies)

spent time away letting myself go
i was showing myself i could make a home
i could change you’re mood if you let me through
set in stone
time went still
i was trying to help
i always slipped through
it was not my intention, but my words came true
craning my neck, changing the hue
bloodshot eyes
mix out the blue
you live life blind, i can’t be you
surprise myself by trying something new 
take from me, and i’ll find you
sacred piece
might end you
i let go but then you came true
live my life but only for you
no enemies, i can’t lose
you hear me 
i see you


i just flipped another page
i still heed the words when i don’t know what they mean
deceived by your eyes this isn’t what it seems
they only create nightmares when they sell you dreams
all this hunger left me painless
at least nothing’s ever gainless
i’m taking pride in what you don’t have to say
hold me down and i’ll guide you through the rain

simple minded humans could step into your place
clamor for your god but i’ll still light up the stake
so naive to think that we’re built the same
you lost it all when you forgot it’s a game
you sold your soul for 15 minutes of fame
to end up all alone nothing but hunger and pain
you ain’t worth the blood inside your veins
to hold me down you’ll have to put me in chains

hunger

prod. Beverly Valley (pierce the vegan on youtube)

im low on gas and u need a jacket (pierce the vegan)

prod by me

lyrics:
close the door in my face
stuck can’t message anyway
twisted up my ends
twisted up my ends

i can’t stop picking up the pieces
life sucks when it doesn’t have a reason 
had no fun picking up the ends
i can’t stop picking up the ends 

last night i was busy talking to myself
i lied now i’m busy talking to the shelves 
i tried but how can u forgive urself
i couldn’t forgive myself

slam my head on the door just for fun
call my friend say wassup and that i’m fine
nobody helps cause our interest don’t align
no plans so i don’t have to go outside

oh well i’m fine laying here all day
4 walls called home that i can’t escape
at night dark thoughts take a funny shape
lights out blinds closed with the windows draped

stream ❄️

ends

inside my head and i’m just on my own
i haven’t slept and i can’t find my phone
another fuckup said i told you so
no need to worry that’s just how it goes
you knew me better when we made the deal
forget to tell me how you really feel 
its all in my mind !!
i should’ve known it that it wasn’t real
forget to tell me how you really feel

and you didn't tell me how you feel
you knew me better when we made the deal
tell me how you really feel
know i had to do it to myself one more time
i should've known it that it wasn't real
tell me how u rly feel

i cannot see straight i can see through your lies
you cannot see me im hard to find
posted with my bros and we just stay inside
if you say that you made it then so have i

did it myself again
fucked up my life again
lost track of the time again
wonder where i have been
no need to worry that’s just how it goes
tbt i was tweeting pain now i love my life just a little bit
im still sad as hell lollll

how u rly feel

i don’t need you bitch my heart is way too good to you
but when i see you next i know i’ll still be down for you
don’t give a fuck about my body use me like you do 
touch my face like i’m on molly kissing my tattoos
i can’t open up to you i guess that’s nothing new
i can’t feel it like the vices i’m in love with too
i know i made this sound like bliss i’m still depressed and shit
because my habits have turned toxic i can’t love a bitch

i’m sick of just wasting my time and you’re sick of loving me 
i want to be wanted so badly but it’s not enough for me
heart is so weak i’m clenching my teeth i know it’s not what i need
i’m never away from my friends i know they are all i need

my face is numb again
oh fuck ill cry again
i just can’t pretend
careful where you tread

mdma

u cant save anyone :/

prod me & ryo
ryo - https://twitter.com/ayyitsRyo

mdma

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