mutations // magic

remember from within
existence will cleanse me from my sin
i ask myself like, "where do i begin?"
i might teach myself to jump out of my skin

so busy and numb
i guess it's better than down bad
the realest shit that i wrote was a moment that i had
i'm where the gold outflows, where's the exposure at?
you got those sold out shows, so where your owners at?

you cannot speak on the addict
you think you're better than me, okay
can't you see me how i'm laughin'?
fuck all the powers that be, okay
i like to think i do magic
i like to think i do magic
i like to think i do magic

i'm tryna do more with less
fall turned to wintertime, you said "i'm ride or die"
i put that shit to the test
on the clock all the time and i'm not stopping
you'd think i'm not getting my rest
i'm really not getting my rest
not until i get all my respect
he was looking like me and i blocked out the memory
i know that i was a wreck

i go to sleep before everything all starts making sense
i shoulder the weight, oh my god, the pressure's so immense
i'm fighting the ache, all of the pain is so intense
every song i'm creating is only at my expense

magic

enamored by some petty things and i learned
it's not naturally created, knowing that hurts
praying that my back won't break, my ankles were first
hoping that i'll make it but it's been the reverse

lacking inspiration
i can't take a break, need more creations
going through some changes, maybe mutations
things that you're not fixing with some conversations

i'm gonna take it back, 'cause it's mine
you don't have to believe me, believe in me, it's fine
i've been so obsessed with my self-innovation
the kind of mine is born once in a generation

i'm gonna take it back, 'cause it's mine
you don't have to believe me, believe in me, it's fine
disappeared and faced the one inside the mirror
i tried to wipe it off but wasn't seeing clearer

i knew the truth the whole time, wanted you to say i'm right
always lost in the back of my own mind every time i close my eyes
no way to soothe my aching bones, i've been working my whole life
nothing stagnant, only want changes, i pray every day and night

i can't breathe, but you're what i need
you've got no empathy
tell me how to leave this lifetime of greed
you're tryna climb but you're not planting the tree

enamored by some petty things and i learned
it's not naturally created, knowing that hurts
praying that my back won't break, my ankles were first
hoping that i'll make it but it's been the reverse

lacking inspiration
i can't take a break, need more creations
going through some changes, maybe mutations
things that you're not fixing with some conversations

mutations // magic

polearm