my wings is broken for a long time   
I dont even think of flying agian 
i cant pretend that im alright
I ve been keeping a case of pain 
leave no thought faded

[rap]
back to the days
down to the memory lane
I got a lot of friend and my family is full of fame
so Ive done thing with no shame
acting like a queen
They were enslaved victimized by me 
I felt like a victor
Everyone needs to down their knees
and do what i needed
 
Then time passed and it’s too late for me
Finally the karma's back
my friends slowly turn back to me
no quater back for me
I got banned I got teasesd
Do I deserve it?
A victor became a victim
After all the things its only hell that it brings 

* I wish i was hallucinated but the truth is never changed. Im still stuck in that moment
that 13 yr old girl 
no matter how i grow up
she’s mine

[rap]
what they dont know is how i’ve been and what i’ve become
depression for life from the sins i’ve done
the doctor said i need to be released
but the memories cant be erased
I need to take the fucking pills still people acted like nothing happened 
Illusion never enhanced
besides from me they seem to be happier
Why god?

i want to be a songwriter but now the writer’s block got me blocked
I cant even think I cant even write
how come i got no goal in life
no cure no rehabilitation
will they ever learn
what have they done to me
look at me now
its the last time for me to speak out
before i hang myself on the tree crown

Venom for Orchestra and Electric Guitar

Komorebi

The Moment I Knew - THALASSA

Is It The End Of Our Night? - Oil Kunjira

NIGHT Demo

That colorful socks and t-shirt on
Wearing red jacket when you feel too cold
Two hands on piano playing Niki's songs
Red wine and iced beer it's your favorite dine

*Oh I don't need to try. it feels so right each time we're getting closer
So if you don't mine, could you be mine? I want to know you better

**I think I'm falling, falling for you more and more 
Trust me i’ve been caught by you
Since when I can't stop wishing for you at the moon
Maybe I'm falling for you

REDWINENICEDBEER Demo

I can be a fool just only for you
But I'm okay so stay with me
We’ve been here before 
Look out the door
The lights around and shallow sea
Visible Silence always unspoken
I shall not hear as if it’s pain

*Can I have one night with you
Give me a memory like what lovers do
Like we used to be
Just you and me

Don't hold me cause I'm half on my way
Yet turning stay
After remembrance night
You'll be alright

*

PON

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