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Grave Chimera

Strawberry Hospital - Cherish

THANKS

every day is in my head
every day is without death
every day is in my head
waiting on a second chance

every day is in my head
portraits always in my head
lost scrolls opened up and read
i lose myself again, again

i wish youd rest next to me
operating endlessly
holding onto something weak
im slowly seeking company
 
make up my mind with your ideals
holding onto all the idols
floating in the brimstone fire

every day is in my head
ive got lost scrolls on my bed
open tomes and press ahead 
you wont leave until im dead

making up things in my head im
meeting angels in my sleep i
wont return without the scepter
my love for you wont ever wander

mind conflict

prod, mix, master, vocals, coverart by me

aww, i jsut want u2 rub me aaalllll over my belly...

Belly Rub Song (^-- -^)

scrapped instrumental from a project i was doing :)))))))))

please let me get what i want

watching over you

you let spiders crawl on your finger tips at the play ground
you rub dirt into your hands before we swing

you hold hands with me when your sure that no ones around
its not like we were a couple or anything

but amy likes spiders
and amy likes dirt
amy likes flowers
amys the worst

i wish i could take back everything
i wish i could take back everything

2. amy likes spiders

vocals, mix, master, coverart by me
prod, mix by https://on.soundcloud.com/Yb1Lm

(hey...hey...what r u doing here??)

i was in the backline
lining up at seaworld
come here on my own time
see u with a beach girl
i was feeling lonely
walk over ur whole world
im so evil so evil
so evil (＾_＾＃)
x2

and ur with the prince
trynna to steal my kiss
ill try to get it back
i dont care if i dont fit
u see me from the back
suspicion rising high
ill go and turn around and say
ne-nevermind

and i see you so cold (￣▽￣*)ゞ
when i go thru his phone
ur so boring to know
i can do you better
and im casting a stone
see thru glass hit the note
can i borrow your home
i can treat him better

i was in the backline
lining up at seaworld
come here on my own time
see u with a beach girl
i was feeling lonely
walk over ur whole world
im so evil so evil
so evil (＾_＾＃)
x2

i was at the back hi
lighting up a seaworld
turn up its a bright light
see u in a dream world
blow u into pieces
feed u to the wee squirrels
Im so evil so evil
so evil (＾_＾＃) (＾_＾＃) (＾_＾＃)

everypony in the tristate area
raise ur hands in the air
like u just dont care
raise ur hands in the air
coz its goodnite everypony
goodnite everypony thuhh
the seaworld's closing (─‿‿─)♡

Seaworld (prod. 5daysaslave)

prod, vocals, mix, master, coverart by me

everypony, everypony helo
im on the beat, IM ON THE BEAT
im gonna get on the beaaaatt

wat am i doing w/ my life
i need to KILL MYSELF
i need to KILL MYSELF NOW
need to kill myself YESTEERDAY
i let Jesus take the wheel
and He fukken crashed t hat shit
cars dont exploode when u crash em
smn that ull learn when ur older
smn that ull learn when ur sober
shits not cool to crash that shit
but i rly wana crash that shit
hopped out the car to the loo
met a fine girl in my time
fucked it all up so gay
dont tell girls that u lov em
DONT TELL GIRLS HOW U FEEL
ritalin pushed by the doctor man
im too yooung to become a pickle damn
imm heading outside yeah right away
got my brain curled up in a frying pan
i was tryna pick out clothes
my friend said WAT ARE THOSE
douse the house in embalming fluid
light it up just to say i did it
my friends hit me on the legs smtimes
i hit myself on the legs smtimes
that rly kinda fucked with my head
i shouldnt have let that shit slide
white man from Australia kill urseelfff
white man from America KILL URSSEELFFFF
latino man come back and groom me
black man from Norway u were kinda cool
come back to the Philippines
and fuck me so i dont kill myseeelff
haaa ooah uooh
i dont wana die, my brains jsut kinda fried
i dont wana die, yah i just wana fllyyyyy

oh my god oh ym god oh my god...
hey yah hey yaaAaaaAAaaHhhhh oooooo
yah yah
yah i just need 2heal myself yaaah yaah yah yah yahhh

wat am i doing w/ my life
i need to KILL MYSELF
i need to KILL MYSELF NOW
need to kill myself YESTEERDAY
i let Jesus take the wheel
and He fukken crashed t hat shit
cars dont exploode when u crash em
smn that ull learn when ur older
smn that ull learn when ur sober
shits not cool to crash that shit
but i rly wana crash that shit
hopped out the car to the loo
met a fine girl in my time
fucked it all up so gay
dont tell girls that u lov em
DONT TELL GIRLS HOW U FEEL

im off the beat now
im-im done
no more beat
goodnight everypony
goodnight
mrraaAaaawww...

TO LOSE YOUR NATURAL MIND

spotify presave link --> 

(prod. newport motel)

a sudden twitch
another break into the dawn
sooner or later
see her rights, and pass her wrongs

leave me, by the clothesline
hang me out to dry
fuck making progress, let’s just give this one more try

cut me into pieces
i’m not one to call
can’t complain about my height
when you bury me so small

i let you, break my loss against me
when we know just who’s to blame
can’t say i don’t know you well
when our minds they think the same

don’t tell me “suck it up”, i’ll spit it in your face (obligatory spitting noises)
my succubus is lone, and wishes she could taste a new
i was, wishing for, to be put in my place
“i love you”s cold, hard nothings ease when i’m being replaced

so you can cut me into pieces
i’m not one to call
can’t complain about my height
when you bury me so small

i let you, break my loss against me
when we know just who’s to blame
can’t say i don’t know you well
when our minds they think the same

(epic guitar solo and me screaming)

cut me into pieces
i’m not one to call
can’t complain about my height
when you bury me so small

promise is for losers, so that’s what i’ll be
how could i keep waiting up, when you bury me so deep

how could i keep waiting up, when you bury me so deep?
how could i keep waiting up, when you bury me so deep?

(what’s it gonna be just to change your mind
i gave everything, just to save your life
don’t bother look me in the eyes, cause i’ll be just fine
don’t bother telling me goodbye, cause i’ll be alright)

Belly Rub Song (^-- -^)

Poncy

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