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Water Slide

The working title was "Burning Meowmery", FYI.

SAMPLE SOURCE: Al Bowlly - Heartaches

The Joy of Creation and the Purposelessness of It All

Yo Betch

There's nothing funny
I'm running from the wreckage I wrote
I'm passin on the gas and I choked
(It's just a joke)
I didn't get the joke now I cope by eating cornflakes
There's no laughin when I'm snackin on the dfjshdhasdkjsdfnnsda
(SCOTT)

Now you know to never ever ever do it again
Next time you do it where a diaper when you shit in the bed
Next time you do it where a condom during sex with your friends
(SCOTT)
We can't be friends
When this is over we will all look back and laugh
Ha, ha look at the past it was bad
Now I've got new shoes and a brand new sweater
Look at my life!
It's getting so much better

It's getting so much better.

My name is richard and I'm very afraid
My name is henry and I'm very afraid, I'm afraid
My name is wayne and I'm very afraid
My name is james and I'm very afraid, I'm afraid
My name is richard and I'm very afraid
My name is henry and I'm very afraid, I'm afraid
My name is wayne and I'm very afraid
My name is james and I'm very afraid, I'm afraid

There's no more laughin
I'm suckin on the puns and I choked
I clowned till I drowned in the smoke
(Don't smoke)
Deleting all my tweets every time I get stoned
I broke my funny bone throw me a phone
(There's nothing funny)

And now I know to never ever ever ever do it to me
This time I'll wear a diaper while I take a shit on my energy
This time I'll wear a condom during sex with my enemies
(SCOTT)
Am I an enemy?

You are my best friend
Our friendship will never come to an end and I'm enamored by the vibes you send
Roses are red, violets are blue
And I think you are a cool guy, bro you shine bright

Bro you shine bright
Bro you shine bright
(There's nothing funny)
Bro you shine bright
(It's not funny)
Bro you shine bright
(It's just a joke)

Nothing Funny

❖ Excuses ❖

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▼ links + download ▼

■Youtube
⇒ https://youtu.be/OBFlENQzZhw
■off vocal/mp3/lyrics
⇒ https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Ac5eEwIGLthlF6U6dCrr8TM8C0fr237Y?usp=sharing
■vocal midi
⇒ https://drive.google.com/file/d/1YKDf4kFyREiPg63M6vP6q3GZxxsb0AI0/view?usp=sharing

DAHILAN / vflower

Lyrics

Look to the back of your eyes, focus on whats in your mind
Fixated on only whats inside, tighten the shackles that bind our life
This is how we are by design, we can't hide
We can't defy

With every step I seem to descend
But if I sit patiently, waiting endlessly my time will come again
Can't seem to win, but how could I lose
If every enemy I see in front of me's all inside my head

Once, twice, try but can't make it to paradise, there's no paradise 
Countless times, thanks for the advice but I'm falling from heights I won't survive

Haunted mind, lay the lies of a promised land
Can't move on so let me fall into the devils hands, oh
Why have I been forsaken for who I am?
Take me in, hold me tight, don't let me see my life
Shine bright, leave me blind, oh paradise

Look to the back of your eyes, what's inside?
Curse a design made of lies. don't hide, don't defy

With every mistake I evade the guidance they provide
Nothing learnt, I can't repent, was it my fault in the end?
Can't escape, can't help but drown
The ground I stand upon breaks down, down

Take a look right and left, choke on my breath, I've nothing left
Thoughts of a better place, so captivate my brain
Take a look right and left, my world is a mess, but you're so content 
No, I'm not obsessed, it's so far in the back of my head, yet why cant I forget?

Why do I feel like the only one who’s struggling to fly, struggling to fly
Scream, cry, but nothing ever changes, I fear this feeling won't subside

Haunted mind, lay the lies of a promised land
Can't move on so let me fall into the devils hands, oh
Why have I been forsaken for who I am?
Take me in, hold me tight, don't let me see my life
Shine bright, leave me blind, oh paradise

I'm so sorry that I cant amend, I'm so sorry I'm the way that I am
I'm so sorry that I'm here again, again
I'm so sorry but why do you care, I won't change and that's so unfair
I'm so sorry I believe in whats not there

Haunted mind, lay the lies of a promised land
Can't move on so let me fall into the devils hands, oh
Why have I been forsaken for who I am?
Take me in, hold me tight, don't let me see my life
Shine bright, leave me blind, oh paradise

Paradise ft. Meika Hime | Vocaloid Original

HD is exclusive in streaming services :) I now have spotify

Link to Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3WoyFNpKR8eD6RwCuC9jog?si=07fd38a635204708

/ Lyrics /

Serbisyong abusado na sa kalaswaan mo
Hindi mo ba napapansin ang kwento,
lahat-lahat ng sinasabi mo?

Hiyang hiya naman ako sa iyo
Naghahabol na naman ng isyung ipagkikialaman
Tahan, magdahan ka na lang

Kasi hindi ko na problema yan
Mag Palakpakan!
Mag ayos ng sarili bago mag bulagan
Diba maraming problema niyan?
at nagawa mo pang dagdagan!
Magtiyaga! hinayupak ka!
Ba’t bigla nalang nagsusuko ka?
Sa bala, nakikita ang lahat
pag nagsisisi na


Magsinungaling ka lang,
Halatang wala ring magbabago
Pag ang inis ay hindi na matiis
Lingas lang ay di mo kayang itago
Ang unang tikim ay lalabo
ng paningin, ng malay
Wala nang totoo
Sa halip ng makabawi
Inilibing mo na ang dignidad mo


sige, at malunod ka nalang ng magisa
huwag mong sabihin na nilayasan ka din nila
ka-ka-kahit artipisyal ang iyong pagsagot
nakakabwisit ka na, hoy tol
Masyadong ambisyoso
ang nahuhumaling sa alegasyon


Huwag mong utusin ako
Hindi ka tagapayo
Bitin pa rin,
Makinig ka nga sa akin
pag kinaladkad kita sa impyerno!
Inumin ang pinagpala mo
at uubusin mo ang pasensya ng mundo
Bakit ba nahihiya ka pa?
Diba parehas lang tayo?


Nakakasawa, nakaka-alinlangan
pinakanakakapagngitngitngitngitang-pagsisinungalingan
At sa aking puso
Sabay ng sabay ang mga tukso

Huwag kang maingay,
Hindi ka ba nauumay?
Paulit-ulit ka lang,
Tangang nagpapanggap na tunay
Isinugal mo na lahat, wala nang natira
Gusto mo pa ba?

Magsinungaling kayo
Diba nakakagago?
Uulitin pag iba ang hahanapin
di ka nararapat saking respeto!
malasing na sa ugali mo
At ilunok ang katotohanan ng mundo

makisalo dito

Pinakanakakapagngingitngitngitang-Pagsisinungasinungalingan / vflower

❖ Midazolam ❖

◈ music/movie - ponkansoup
twt ⇒ https://twitter.com/citrus_soup

▼ links + download ▼

■off vocal/mp3/lyrics
⇒ https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1fheI0oRWHxbKYARzAnZqnPoWFQxK2lvG?usp=sharing
■vocal midi
⇒ https://drive.google.com/file/d/1_dUf3oeHAxG1B46RseCEgFOnlQZ7xv2z/view?usp=sharing

Lyrics:
Live to feed on pointless issues
Sickening, I say “I miss you”
Reckless, you cut the tissue
Proceeding to tell me that
“None of this will hurt at all!”

Sedated memories melting away
as my heart beats on
Racking up my nerves with deception
How my brain turns raw

apart from the hurting,
saying that all the pain I felt was all a lie
we've forgotten, so it seems

it's a fake past, fake life, faker than me
just another headache that I can't relieve

apart from assumptions rotting,
the argument repeats and then dies
selective facts that stemmed from biased cries

since no one dares to see through the opposite side
pain that you caused, you'll never realize

Assess the notion,
“Too defective against our needs”
In fear, you’re forced to
biting the hand that feeds

Dissected memories melting away,
I conclude my part
leading up the progress by fractions
then it falls apart

Far from hurting
I’d rather have the pain to be a lie
Ain’t it nice to forget?

While a fake past, fake life, faker than me
Better than a wound without a remedy

In spite of the life you’ve given
I’m just another version of you
And somehow I’d rather forget that too

Since no one dares to question the things we do
Let us pretend that this was all just Deja Vu

since no one dares to see through the opposite side
pain that they caused, they’ll never realize

Midazolam / vflower

Better Off Worse - CircusP

MV: https://youtu.be/nrsr_-QXCv4

|| LYRICS ||
it's 4 AM on a school night
100 calorie life
Making sure the set ups just right, just right

Burning every bridge that I grace
Making sure that I feel pain
Getting in a bitter headspace

At this pace I'm ready to go
I know your craving for a brand new low
I'm ready to go
To halt my growth and put on a show


To you I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
My happiness is never cared for

Over-analyze my broken heart
As the tempo kicks up a notch

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me in this spiral of despair


No, we must go back
Go back to 'my' roots if you could call it that
Go back to the hurdles that I've already passed
Reliving them over and over
And when there is closure
We gotta go bolder

I'm ready to go
Because I know my woes are a product to be consumed
Now you're running low
I know you want something new


But what else can I do?
Oh, what else can I do?


To you I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
My happiness is never cared for

Over-analyze my broken heart
As the tempo kicks up a notch

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me in this spiral of despair


Better off recovering than recovered
Better off hurting than to have hurt
Better off in the dark than in the light
Better off near death than be alright

Bleed out for audience approval
Tragic, but perfectly on schedule
You think by now that we would have learned
Behind every piece of art is a human to be heard


But I'm still better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
Rejecting change to keep you there


Because I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when I'm running out of time
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
The mourning of one still alive

I oversimplify the tears I cry
While you tear them down line by line

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me- 
Only ever like me when I wanna die

Better Off Worse (ft. フラワ)

Grillé Ndzilashi (7).mp3

I've recently found out my YouTube video for this has been blocked in America! So sorry about that-- not my fault here. I worked damn hard on that video, and I'm as miffed as you are. I've enabled downloads so you can keep listening no matter what!

Miku Hatsune/Fukase: "Lost One's Weeping" Vocaloid Cover

and now the biggest culprit when it comes to reposts!! honestly i should have uploaded this way earlier sdfjhglkdjfg

crossposting from youtube!! check out the video here!!: https://youtu.be/nPQOFz9pUgI

【Fukase】My Crush Was A Monster Boy / 気になるあいつは怪獣少年【VOCALOIDカバー】

【V Flower】Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis【Vocaloid Tagalog cover】

yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6UyvNN93I3c

files: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1boPglF8VDAeXFe1FKUSgBk2DwLDachVD?usp=sharing

DAHILAN / vflower

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