Wow, This is epic! Man you got game bras.

Resen

memory garden || 8/13/2023 - 1/6/2024 

This song is about realizing that no matter how low you get in life, you can always remember the times where you didn't give up and back down, giving you the motivation to keep moving forward.

Song written and composed by me with contribution from @foryears
Lyrics written by me
Vocals recorded by the wonderful @pookikitty


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lyrics:

Lest I forget, even if the world was so cruel to me
I managed to come out okay
As the worst came to shove, I refused to let it take me
"At least I'm alive to see another day"

I walk through this garden that holds my joy and holds my pain
yet I wonder, "Will I ever be the same?"
those feelings have torn me apart and they still rip at my heart
I'm just lying to myself, anyway

But I've come so damn far, I just can't afford to die
I lay down in the flowers and I look up at the sky
reminisce on all who I've lost 'till I started to cry
but through my willpower, I made it out alive

Hope, a funny word I hate, yet I cherish
a fallacious savior for all to flourish
but I don't believe in hope
or maybe I'm just not ready to accept that

I walk through this garden that holds my joy and holds my pain
yet I wonder, "Will I ever be the same?"
those feelings have torn me apart and they still rip at my heart
I'm just lying to myself, anyway

But I've come so damn far I just can't afford to die
I lay down in the flowers and I look up at the sky
reminisce on all who I've lost 'till I started to cry
but through my willpower, I made it out alive

I made it out alive
I made it out alive
I made it out alive
I made it out alive
...
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘦𝘭]
[𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨]
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨]
[𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶.]
[𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳, 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶.]
[𝘴𝘰 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘶𝘱.]
[𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨]
[𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘥]
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶.]

[Originally made in 24 hours for FORM's All Nighter event, to which the rejection allowed me to work on this track to bring it to this version you are hearing right now.]

memory garden + foryears. & Pooki

Small update on some WIPS & Ideas 
@thelordoffools
@inventa

⟢𓇻

The 41st release of katharsis is the EP “swansong” by jhl & jett mucicca coming out on May 3rd. The two New Zealand-based artists portray a dark and dramatic world of love and pain in this five-track collaborative release, drawing inspiration from poetry, opera, and fantasy worldbuilding. The result is both endearing and epic with its glittering synths, grandiose sound design, and poignant orchestral elements. jhl’s vocals carry big emotions through all five songs, as the lyrics are characterized by heartbreak and despair though still full of hope and love.

jhl, jett mucicca - tar

jhl, jett mucicca - shafts of flame

jhl, jett mucicca - pollution

jhl, jett mucicca - resentment

jhl, jett mucicca - time

"A song that fulfills the creative potential of every second - where each beat is as organically distinct as the next. An ode to my mentor, @strigi_official."

"Onward" is OUT NOW as a single ahead of the upcoming @fullflexaudio compilation - Sui Generis Volume 7, dropping April 29th ⚔️🌸

It features some of my most versatile writing squeezed into 2:30 minutes. Fully embracing the frenetic, unpredictable writing I've come to associate with this project - the Fehu. sound 🌸

I really hope you guys will discover something new after each listen - be it the texture detail, the multi-layered melodic harmonization, or the calls and responses nested within other calls and responses.

Onward's main idea stemmed from one of Strigi's old abandoned WIPs. This is my attempt at revitalizing that moment in his journey. Breathing new life into long-forgotten ideas. Cheers, my guy Drew! Appreciate you helping me get to where I am now.

Sui Generis Vol. 7

Onward

MONSTER:ULTRA at3AM = =!? FUCK MY 🧠 UP
lil fun tune, dont expect more of this stuff tho !!!
dropping on streaming at 2K !"!!

MONSTER:ULTRA

had a lot of fun with this, gl to everyone who made a remix :3

Paper Skies & Nasko (Norhkuna rmx)

Part-time Eardrum Acupuncturist.
1/2 @setique
contact: popbotmusic@gmail.com

Resen

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