but nothings for nothing. 

@waitingoncisco did some extra guit stems

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-nothings-really-everlasting-lyrics

Nothings really everlasting

Biteki AMV: https://youtu.be/aMOX-qUEWMw
prod. farber
this 1 been in the works for a while 🖤
i hope some of you find relation & or clarity.
ft. @user-411557229

[autumn]
so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

cause i’ve always really wanted space
now i just wanna see your face
(see your face)

girl i want this bad
i told you that
i’m not just sad
my world’s been plaid

hello?
praying you’d pick up the phone 
how’d it go?
being on your god damn own

so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

[not home.]
they wanna be me
she gonna leave me
for somebody new
off of the shrooms
cold in my room 
lost in the ceiling
look at the moon

[autumn & not home.] 
(2x)
look at my face when you’re talking
(when you’re talking)
i get bored so i smoke now i’m coughing
(bitch i’m coughing)
all the friends at the house 
now i’m yawning
(what the fuck bitch)
they be chasing all the
shit up in my pockets

obsessed w/ not home. [prod. farber]

Sunray, the thunderstorm

thank you to @softhert

im just tired im not feelin right
just tryna catch my breath
pullin down the lights
facing a feedback loop
crawlin tryna catch you
i let all the doubt through 
i couldn't lie

i reach over empty space
see how far i take it
even with all in the way
wake up to the same
it's the same shit every day
i got water to my waist
but thats just the price i pay

ive been way too focused in on all the minutia 
glarin at me feeling like they lookin right through ya
recurring dreams of running from the pain
staring at the ground because i don't know what to say
with my hands tied up, feel it fade out, numb
i don't do enough before i have to give it up
so keep it up it's not too far
i fall through it isn't hard

empty space ft. softheart

imma crack my skull on the floor
imma hit my head on the wall 
i don't wanna live this life anymore
i won't change i'll simply ignore
how depressed my life got 
yeah my life's fucked so what 
no1 cares about me no1 calls  
i won't pick you up, if u fall 

go to school and come back everyday
n i haven't spoke to u in days 
shit idrk what to say
but i promise you that everything is still the same 

imma crack my skull on the floor
imma hit my head on the wall 
i don't wanna live this life anymore
i won't change i'll simply ignore
how depressed my life got 
yeah my life's fucked so what 
no1 cares about me no1 calls  
i won't pick you up, if u fall

imma crack my skull on the floor (ten50)

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[@navyxower]

yeah it washes it away, when im not doin so great
yeah you takin all ur drugs, just to wipe away ur pain
sit and cry about my feelings in the shower, so i stay
i think im loosin grip and yet, deaths scaring me away
its, visual all our lives just fade away
and all my tears, will wipe away
its all i want for you to stay, oh oh
yeah i hop right in the shower with my clothes on
thinkin every night what do i try, for
i wish i had you everynight to hold me on to giving grace
i wonder in three years, can u just look me in the face

[hero x @navyxower]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
singing to myself am i best alone
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

shower thoughts (ft. navyxower) (boyfifty)

Lyrics

clocked out on this evergreen bed
and i been questioning for hours why we'd end up a mess
and after all this time
i do not agree
but it's you who needs convincing
yea it's never been me no
bong rips, drugs, money, and sex
got my values hella screwed but i'd do it again
yea
been passed out at the foot of my bed
i'm boutta tear my brain up out of me to get out my head yea

-

u can use me any way you deem
it's ok i been thru it all this year
i'll never take ur shoulder
i do not need to lean on you
think i would cry
but i just can't cry
even evisioning a kiss in the streetlight
that i know could never come uhhuh
but still i make her c- uhhuh

i've been talking all my friends down
but i won't open up myself
don't fucking care about me
i mean i couldn't care less about myself
oh oh
it's a weird fucking feeling
recieving shit you've been giving for a living
i'm never used to human kindness
and my actions show it
it's best to end it all in violence
b4 she rip the treaty open

clocked out on this evergreen bed
and i been questioning for hours why we'd end up a mess
and after all this time
i do not agree
but it's you who needs convincing
yea it's never been me no
bong rips, drugs, money, and sex
got my values hella screwed but i'd do it again
yea
been passed out at the foot of my bed
i'm boutta tear my brain up out of me to get out my head yea
clocked out on this evergreen bed
and i been questioning for hours why we'd end up a mess
and after all this time
i do not agree
but it's you who needs convincing
yea it's never been me no
bong rips, drugs, money, and sex
got my values hella screwed but i'd do it again
yea
been passed out at the foot of my bed
i'm boutta tear my brain up out of me to get out my head yea

red flag (riddiman x oldboyy)

a @user-411557229 cover, luv u residential (:

purple magic in the cup I see
when the fuck you gonna leave me be
only hit my phone for thc
but you a lick so count your money g

started to express my feelings told me tough luck
look at me in my eyes before I drive drunk
hitting me up to party, but I'm still slumped
telling me I'm too mean but I give no fucks

thought she was yo bestie
till she try and text me
heartbreak in a Bentley

codeine on my white tee
heart so cold my friends leave
cocaine till my nosebleed x2

its 3 in the morning and I pour up twice
but nobody like me when I'm getting high
so fuck everybody that keep me alive
I'm cutting the ties
you aint even try

I stay making money and picking my fights
pull out the purple and pack that shit
I play with the paper and let that shit fly
word from the wise
set shit aside

purple magic in the cup I see
when the fuck you gonna leave me be
only hit my phone for thc
but you a lick so count your..

prpl magic (cover)

I love u if you’re reading this :’)

Lyrics:

[hero]

i should write a million songs
a discography is not one

so maybe i'm lovin the silence
prop up my fifty pound eyelids
spent years in this room on my own and if u don't believe i could paint u the tiling
most of my friends are one-sided
bout time that i cut all of my ties and
i'm looking rough in the mall yet she likin my hair and i don't even style it
these r my guys that i could not betray
i wouldn't even know how to
awol n timeless
grounds n lowlifes
the rest of my guys i can't rhyme thru
where did the time go
feels like i started a cyclone
i never imagined i'd make it here
or know the friends that i know

[navyxower]

every day i am outside in
this cold weather makes me feel alive, andr
your always inside of my iris
i wish id take you out for the night, then

i dont wanna casue a problem
i lost a couple friends that i loved
i need to make some sense, of what i, have known
im in love with you and no one, knows
i need to make up my mind again, timeless the gang, yeah we know how we ride in this
i dont fw hoes or a side bitch, i made it far, now im thinking where ive been
up in my minds a mess

times going by, and i cannot stop it
im tryna make sense of this
but i cant even breathe through my concious
nobody fuck with me
my style yeah i see
the pain in ur eyes
baby i got your back, even if you aint mine

[hero]

so maybe i'm lovin the silence
prop up my fifty pound eyelids
spent years in this room on my own and if u don't believe i could paint u the tiling
most of my friends are one-sided
bout time that i cut all of my ties and
i'm looking rough in the mall yet she likin my hair and i don't even style it
these r my guys that i could not betray
i wouldn't even know how to
awol n timeless
grounds n lowlifes
the rest of my guys i can't rhyme thru
where did the time go
feels like i started a cyclone
i never imagined i'd make it here
or know the friends that i know


thank you

to all of my listeners
to my idols i base my sound off of
and to all my friends that have stuck with me.
(names in the order of who i met first to last to the best of my memory)

@kurayuz-rageex
@kukisawus
@seltzerkrys
@xweepings
@yokaidreams
@canyouseetheghost
@navyxower
@killsadghxst
@adoretaiken
@lovecliqxe
@noeke
@prod_emerald
@solofttt
@cyzun
@emptychest
@autumndropsdead
@sadtxnshi
@shizukesaaa
@swno
@ztope
@powla
@prodselfdoubt
@camertin
@luvsig
@yxvngjones
@nevrwrld
@x1fern
@caspywaspy
@drewisdead
@failure404
@paperthinwallss
@im_slendr
@drewisdead
@anmldoctor
@betweentheveinsandi
@safeatlast
@lxstboymusic
@heyzbee
@dxnnyymusic
@mxlatonin
@crizzywhite
@cuts
@sivistial 

and so many others i couldn't find the @s for or aren't on soundcloud (or i missed cuz i was tired writing this list LOL)

you made me who i am today
and i am forever grateful all of you have been part of my life

thank you (ft. navyxower) (skellington)

young existential crisis V2 (prod. young taylor)

https://soundcloud.com/caspr

lyrics:

girl shut me down 
go and drain me out 
I've been about 
I've seen them drown 

lost myself in an empty crowd 
will you wake me up when you're coming round

I can't recall I watch them fall 
bodies yours just needs installed 
bouncing off the fucking walls 
cause I can't find no fucking cure 

no need to save me baby 
don't even start with safety 
just wana taste the same thing 
don't pick me up I'm fading 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away 

girl shut me down 
go and drain me out 
I've been about 
I've seen them drown 

lost myself in an empty crowd 
will you wake me up when you're coming round

I can't recall I watch them fall 
my bodies yours just needs installed 
bouncing off the fucking walls 
cause I can't find no fucking cure 

no need to save me baby 
don't even start with safety 
I just wanna taste the same thing 
don't pick me up I'm fading 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away

take my heart away and burn it 
light my darker days no curtain 
start to think that they're deserving 
Am I a waste of space a burden

spotify

body installed (prod. caspr)

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body installed (prod. caspr)

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