Name: Even If You Don’t Care (feat. kennedyxoxo) [prod. qryy] by POPSTARR
Duration: 2 min 9 s
Description: 1st single form my new EP "I don't wanna be sad anymore" coming soon to a SoundCloud near you

if youre not goin then im ready 2 die
i spent two whole years what a waste of my time
no ill never get it back idk why i tried
i dont know why i tried
if youre not goin then im ready 2 die
saw the texts that you sent baby why do u lie
do u love him more than me am i wasting my life
am i wasting my life

why does life get hard to fight thru
i cant lie i cant say that i like u
love once lost 
wanna see what the knife do
all these scars when i was right there beside you
but it dont really matter now
stomachs been so nauseous
fuck that cupid kid he let me down 
shot me with an arrow through the chest in hopes that i would drown 
cause real love feels like concrete while the monsters lightly pull you down

its over
i dont think ill evr be sober
i would ask why you did it i was needing closure
only thing ive evr gotten was a little closer
now its over 
dirty empty bottles in my room im such a loner
meant all of the things i said 
all the things i told her
wish i never met her 
yeah i wish i didnt know her

deadbeat pt. 2 (prod. cobalt) +LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION+

back out (@prod. aspect x @prod. malloy ✰ x @ayoleybeats)

im alright (+capsized)

💕 love u all 💕
prod nachte

yuh it's junk u know im feeling numb
took enough pills my body going dumb
tell me why, i never feel the rush
i try to try but never been enough
feeling in my face, feel it dissipate
crawling through my skin, i can feel it in my brain
know i love to love
know i love to hate
even when i die they gon label me a great

roll a back, watch me flip another pound yuh
money countin ho i love the fuckin sound yuh
need some work i might front the whole town yuh
need it back or u won't come around

sit and watch me pout while i roll my dope yuh
get another crown and i wear it ho
bitch im junk king yea u know me
i been dying on my lonely

feeling in my face, feel it dissipate
try to take my life, im dying from the pain
tried to take my life, but see another day
maybe i was meant to be great

yuh it's junk u kno im feeling numb
took enough pills my body going dumb
tell me why, i never feel the rush
i try to try but never been enough
feeling in my face, feel it dissipate
crawling through my skin, i can feel it in my brain
know i love to love
know i love to hate
even when i die they gon label me a great

i feel it in my chest, body nodding out
i know i tried my best, even with doubt
i feel like I've regressed, these feelings in my brain
i keep it all depressed
im going insane
put me to the test
i do and try my best
let my body rest I stay up in my bed
took 4 percs im somehow not dead
took 4 percs im somehow not dead

how am i alive freestyle

prod. numb - https://www.youtube.com/@_numb

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wish i didn't feel a thing 
i don't want this at all
pick myself apart
i wont catch me when i fall
dangerous cycle
keep crying at walls
i cant look at myself
cus i'll end it all

don't you look at me
wish i could change myself
pretty girls look in the mirror and they hate themselves
i cry at her
cus she don't know herself
i look in the mirror just to break myself

detrimental to my mental health
i cant find the strength to rebuild myself
i'm done pretending
i'm overwhelmed
for this long, how have i dealt

wish i didn't look like this
i cry at the thought
'beauty is pain'
i guess that's true after all
painful cycle
but it's my fault
i can't look at myself
cus i'll end it all

don't you look at me
wish i could change myself
pretty girls look in the mirror and they hate themselves
i cry at her
cus she don't know herself
i look in the mirror just to break myself

pretty girls (numb)

(COVER ART BY @htp.dylan)
I don’t wanna stop pretending
But I don’t wanna feel this pain anymore
I know ill hate the fucking ending
But I hate the way that u can just ignore

You know what?
Fuck it and fuck you
I made my bed to lay in
And you stay pretending
Stage lights blind
I cant see you
And it’s better like that

Did a few lines in the back
You talk to me like we ain’t go bad
You’re perfectly fine
Im wasting my time
We’re Better off in our own separate lives

But I’m not sayin I don’t miss you
I don’t wanna fuckin lie
I see the way that he looks at you
Maybe it’s better that you’re not mine

pretending

you look fine look so fine in that dress,
I can’t lie, I can’t lie I’m impressed,
miss ur touch, miss the lies, it was for the best,
sunken deep in my ship, don’t find the chest,
all the time on my mind, can I rest,
I’ve been tryna find me ever since I left, (x2)

I’m sorry,
cuz I’ve been in my head again,
the feelings running in my head,
and you know what u want instead,
to live ur life or see me dead,

Yea I know that I fucked up, I won’t do it again,
you say you love me but ur just a friend,
leave it all in the past come to an end,
I know ur trying that’s why I said,

u gotta change ur life, u gotta make it right,
stop popping drugs stop smoking at night,
ur in a tunnel trapped with no light,
I know that you see me I know that u cry

you look fine look so fine in that dress,
I can’t lie, I can’t lie I’m impressed,
miss ur touch, miss the lies, it was for the best,
sunken deep in my ship, don’t find the chest,
all the time on my mind, can I rest,
I’ve been tryna find me ever since I left, (x2)

sunken deep

Lyrics:

(Verse 1- benzo)

She 600 miles away (she 600 miles)
Im texting her phone again (i'm texting her phone)
But she's boarding on that plane (she's boarding the plane)
And she's jetting off to spain

She's 600 miles away
Only got my cocaine
Poured all my problems away
Don't wanna think today
I bought an uber home
I cried the whole ride
I told the driver that my girlfriend left my side

When i got home
Crashed onto the sofa
Fell asleep woahh
Dreamed until it's over
Then i saw her face
So perfect she was staring with a gaze
Such a beautiful girl (woah)

She 600 miles away
And she boarding on that plane
She jetting of to spain
I tried calling her again
No response 
Tell me what you want
When you wanna talk i'll be here
When your answering or not

(Verse 2 -spookybands)

She on the road right now
You know i couldn't keep her
I asked the driver if he could pull the car to the side
Cos i was too high to keep breathing
And everything's dust, its done
Will i ever find a reason
To keep anyone around more than a season
I swear i aint an angel she was a demon
She on a flight back to Tuscon
I was on back to New York already
And I been on fetty, on fetty , on fetty, on fetty
I popped a benzo my eyes heavy
I miss doing cocaine with her all night
I dont care
Its been a long flight hope i dont die
Motherfuckers wait they're whole life for a long time
For this love, fuck these bitches all night cos i'm fine

(Outro-spookybands)
She's 600 miles away
I'm texting her phone again
I miss doing cocaine with her all night
I miss doing cocaine with her all night

600 Miles Away

600 Miles Away w/spookybands (prod. thorley)

1st single form my new EP "I don't wanna be sad anymore" coming soon to a SoundCloud near you

Even If You Don’t Care (feat. kennedyxoxo) [prod. qryy]

lyrics ⬇️ 

everybody see the the leaves
they be changing but I don’t
you won’t ever see
me do what I won’t
if you wanna leave
don’t pick up the phone
you only deceive 
me when I’m not home

I’ve had enough of it
and idk what else to say but yea I wanted it
but you then you gave me so much pain now you are haunting it
upside down is how you left me
i don’t wanna wake up
every day is so dumb
you don’t ever listen
i just wanna love you
you just want attention 

I’ve had enough of it
i wish that everything was perfect but it never is
i really wish that we could flourish but I never win
so will it ever end
you won’t look me in my eyes but I’m no enderman
at one point I was him
and now it’s overwith
and now ur stalking him 
like u r slenderman
what is up with this

all the commotion you cause jus to tell me that
I’m the one that you don’t want
oh it hurts so bad
& they all tell me I should stop but I don’t wanna tap
& ik that they wanna laugh but they know I’ll attack 
maybe I’ll come back again and then I’ll wanna stab
wanna Stab em In the back for all the feelings lacked 

like I’m December you told me I was all you ever wanted like forever
now you got me pullin strings so that you will surrender 
and honest you don’t give a crap so you’ll say never ever
but I just wanna give back
Cuz I never got to do what I had wanted to
why won’t you give me a chance to show I love you

leaves (yunnygoldz)

figuring shit out

Just another sad Emo guy making sad Emo music for you guys to vibe to! ⚰️ 𝕻𝖗𝖊𝖙𝖙𝖞𝕸𝖚𝖈𝖍𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖉⚰️
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Email: Popstarrxoxomgmt@gmail.com for inquiries

Even If You Don’t Care (feat. kennedyxoxo) [prod. qryy]

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