
They called it a door.
It's only a key.
Saw it slipping away.
Right in front of me.

Falling away.

Thought of a box.
Inside of a cube.
So many faces.
Four dimensional youth.

They called it a door.
But it's merely the key.
Felt it fading away.
So I let it be.

Falling away.

Beyond Tesseract

I found my voice at the bottom of a glass.

Grew Up Wrong

Chance's Folly

The Odds Are Against You

What's pressure?
Can you make it stop?
Silver lining is little cake, little candle on top...
It tears the heart in two.
Rock bottom, it comes fast...
At the door, your ghosts are greedy, like fox in hen house.
Your blouse was loose.
I fell into your eyes.
The skies were blue.
I knew then, what I always knew.

Reckless.

It tears the heart in two.
Rock bottom, it comes fast...
At the door, your ghosts are greedy, like fox in hen house.
Your blouse was loose.
I looked into your eyes.
The skies were blue.
I knew then, what I already knew.

Young And Reckless

Hypothetical apogee reached.
It grows inside, O the apathy!

When the spirit moves...

I've been waiting for someone just like you.

(guest vocals by Kimmy K)
Eat it up, before it consumes you.
O the darkness chases light.
All together now, taste your prize.

When the spirit moves...


When The Spirit Moves

Sitting alone in that garden waiting to push that button...
I've always had a penchant for self destruct.
I've always had a yearning for self destruct.
Awaiting that day when all the days will end.

Alone In The Garden

You stood at the door.
The robin sang his song.
I drifted away...
There was something with your eyes,
something that was gone.
And nothing I could do
could bring it back along.
Something in your eyes,
something that spoke volumes
on who we were...

It's so cold alone,
not that you would know.
Time changes everything.
Time changes too slow,
matters of the heart,
not that you would know...

A Robin Song

Wait... just wait... wait.

I can't hold to your word.
I can't hold to your voice.
I can't hold to your choice.
I just can't hold...

I think you're missing the point, I gave it all I had.
The memories won't last, nor the pictures that I have.
You missed it when I said it's up for grabs.
I gave you all I had.

Wait... just wait... wait.

I can't hold to your word.
I can't hold to your voice.
I can't hold to your choice.
I can't hold.

Slippery Hands

Sweet love of mine,
how'd you get so far from home?
Mother of all,
please take her in to your arms.
When will I see you again? 
O when the wind carries me in...

TB Anellah

See me in my larval state, I am so wet.
I don't mind I'll stay in bed.
I don't mind. I'll rise again.
After all I'm just a speck.

I'm so tired of this half life I live alone.
I have no form. I have no home.
I'm so tired of this state I cannot own.
I need my wings. I need to roam.

There is no sunny day.
There is no solace for me.
There is no sunny day.
There is no.... blood.

Flea Larvae

Out of nowhere she approached.
Taking count of what she's owed.
One by one we sang our songs.
They were hers all along.

After years she's here again.
To pull my darkness from within.
One by one we sang our songs.
They were hers all along.
Taking count.
Take me down.

My dark muse is here again.
To take me where I've never been.
One by one we sang our songs.
They were hers after all.
Taking count.
Take me down....

My Darkest Muse

A walk in the park, said no one ever.
You see the face they use when they call our number...
The face they call our name.
The grapes.
The bed.
The same.

A shot in the dark, said no one ever.
You see the face they use when they call our number...
The face they call our name.
The grapes.
The bed.
The same.

They've called our number.

Grapes

Had a dream float by.
Had a song in my mind.
Had a wish grow cold.
Had a girl now she's gone.

These things go on.
These things go on.

Had a friend now he's dead.
I had a life instead.
Had a thought in my head.
Let it wash he said.

These things go on.
These things go on.
On and on.

On And On

I was half way there,
when you got that text.
We're really on our way.
I know you're on next...

I'm on my way out;
just let me grab my hat,
gotta finish my beer,
and have a smoke real fast.

I really mean it now.
The door has closed.
We're in the car,
but we're parked real close...

I'm half way out;
just let me grab my coat,
gotta finish my cigarette,
maybe do some dope.

I'm on my way now...
I'll be right there.

OMW / On Empty

Wherever I am it calls to me,
it's in myself, not me.
Whoever I am please stay with me,
but it won't change, that's not me.

It's so bright.
Nothing's gonna turn out right.
It's alright, they'll say...

Whatever I am it sings to me,
and in the dark you'll see.
Whoever I am stay for me,
cause without you I'm not me.

It's so bright.
Nothing's gonna turn out right.
It's alright, they'll say...

Night Bloomer

Drinking alone.
The softest touch.
Call in my equal.
You're calling my bluff.
You went out a ways,
never come back...
Grieve.

The sounds of violence,
the silence of streets.
The nights of darkness,
the life of me.

A window left open,
a sore exposed.
This is no pageant,
no crown, no rose.
You went out a ways,
never come back.
Grieve.

The sounds of violence,
the silence of streets.
The nights of darkness,
the life of me.

Grieve.

Griever

Pack light, walk don't run.
No whisper, no one.
There's much to do before the sun.
Pack your bags then I'll come.

Feeling is lost in this life.
Everyone's lonely inside.
We'll never fail if we don't try.
Please, please, pack light.

Leave your luggage at the gate.
We're all going away.

Carrion

Drunken songsmith. Concord -> Chico -> Oakland. All songs written and recorded (poorly) by myself unless otherwise noted. Thanks for listening. Live shows nightly on my porch...

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