damn it this is so realable i look up to her more then anyone else cause no one else would even my family all they do is shame me and decided to make me go live with my mom and that means i had to say goodbye to my first best friend and she hated me😔

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...How free it felt to be in this moment until the moment was gone. We fell asleep on the shore, using our clothes and a spare blanket we brought down from her car as our only covering. Our bodies kept each other warm. That night, I dreamt more vividly than I had in a long time—borderline lucid. I was at the beach, doing the same thing I did this night, but with a different person—Heather. I was so happy in the dream, even happier than I was tonight. Toward the end of the dream, Heather fell out of my reach in the water. The sea washed us away from each other and I jolted up into reality. I woke up next to Auburn. Despite my startling body movements, Auburn stayed asleep, breathing heavily over my arm. It was 6am and the sun was coming up over the cliff. I had only been asleep for 3 hours. I reached for my phone out of the pocket of my pants and quickly sobered up to dozens of missed calls and texts...

We left a message in a bottle
Beneath the tide
It said “don’t come home tonight”
I need you love
Oh can’t you see?
That it’s killing me
'Cause you don’t seem to need me
And that’s so clear to me
My soul dear, it pains

'Cause I just wanna be with you
I need the truth
Who thought moving on would be so hard to do?
So just let me go now
Just let me learn
And maybe I’ll be fine when I return
I’m moving on

We left a message in a bottle
Beneath the tide
It said “don’t hold on tonight”
I’m fleeing love
Oh can’t you see?
That it’s killing me
'Cause you don’t seem to need me
And I could try to read your mind
Or see the signs
Goodbye

'Cause I just wanna be with you
I need the truth
Who thought moving on would be so hard to do?
So just let me go now
Just let me learn
And maybe I’ll be fine when I return
I’m moving on

I’m moving on
I’m moving on

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Moving On

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I reached for my phone out of the pocket of my pants and quickly sobered up to dozens of missed calls and texts from Jade and my friends. Everybody was wondering if I was okay and where I went. I remember telling Derek I was leaving the party with Auburn but he probably didn’t remember anything from that night. Jade was concerned about my well being but much more about who I left the party with. Apparently word travels quickly in the county. She seemed irritated and let down:

“𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴—𝘏𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳? 𝘊𝘩𝘭𝘰𝘦? 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘚𝘢𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢𝘩 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘕𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘷𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦? 𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘸??? 𝘋𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘳é𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯’𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘨𝘯𝘪𝘻𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳...
𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵’𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘰𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘗𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘦, 𝘸𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳. 𝘐 𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘶𝘱 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵!!! 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯’𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘯, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘺”

I understood her thinking... But what did I do wrong? I wasn’t in a relationship with anybody. Jade herself was the one who said she wasn’t interested in doing long distance right from the start. I was so confused—then it all clicked. You decided you were mine again as soon as I found my own happiness. Needless to say that’s just not how it works, love. And that’s how you create some bad blood. Just know, you were my best friend…

You were my best friend
Now we never talk
Every now and then
You give me a call
To say how your day went
“Hey there, I’ve been good”
You’re complaining, basic
Often shook, hmm
You yell and you scream
We used to be a team

Now it’s bad blood all the time
Now we got bad blood all the time
Static from your last call on the line
Know you were my last love, I’ll be fine
And in some moments I miss you
And in my dreams I’m still with you
Now it’s bad blood all the time
Now we got bad blood all the time

Tried to hit you at night (But you’re away)
But you’re never around, no (You’re not okay)
Tried to reach out in spite... (I’ll find a way)
...Of all of the downs (Hey)
You were my best friend
Now it feels like a job
I still wish you the best
Even though we still got

Bad blood all the time
Now we got bad blood all the time
Static from your last call on the line
Know you were my last love, I’ll be fine
And in some moments I miss you
And in my dreams I’m still with you
Now it’s bad blood all the time
Now we got bad blood all the time

We don’t have to hate each other (I miss you)
We can talk to one another (Still with you)
We’re both tired of the struggle (I miss you)
I just hope you know I love ya
Even though it’s...

Bad blood all the time
Now we got bad blood all the time
Static from your last call on the line
Know you were my last love, I’ll be fine
And in some moments I miss you
And in my dreams I’m still with you
Now it’s bad blood all the time
Now we got bad blood all the time

Bad Blood

Cost Of Freedom

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...Just know, you were my best friend when we were together. It was a lifetime ago but sometimes it feels like yesterday. I’m not mad at you, but I feel a little disrespected when you hit me up to hang out at 11pm—considering everything we’ve been through. I wish I could have replied to your texts and calls, but I was out at the fair with Auburn. On the Sky Lift, she told me that you guys were friends when you were younger, but only catch up once a year now. Small world. Before I could ask why you guys don’t hang out anymore, we ran into Heather at the lift exit by the lemonade stand. Out of all people in the county…

Heather and Auburn conversed briefly, pretending to be friendly. We all went to school at Nassau so we reminisced on the good old days and people we all knew. The conversation began to get a little too personal between the girls, and I sensed something was about to go south if I didn’t intervene. I pulled Auburn away and told Heather it was good to see her. I felt bad that I didn’t really catch up with her at all, but maybe it was for the best. The night went by in a flash. Before I knew it I was back in the house I grew up in. I fell asleep to blink-182 just like I used to…

I ain’t gonna be your booty call
No, I ain’t gonna be your booty call

I done liked you for so long
Please tell me, why do you care now?
Is it ‘cause I got some riches and fame?
Or is it ‘cause you like to play them games?
I don’t know where my mind went missing again
But I gotta lose myself sometimes to win
Baby girl you know that I ain’t your doormat 
So miss me with that “I need you” text

Call me when you stay home instead
All alone you lay in your bed
Only when you’re lonely, it’s sad
I won’t be an option you have
I’ll never pick up the phone
Never pick up the phone
I’ve been down for too long
I’ve been down for too long
Guess it’s just how it goes when there’s karma involved
But I ain’t gonna be your booty call
No, I ain’t gonna be your booty call

Ahem, sorry truth
And did your friend tell you we hung out last week?
I think I like her, I think I might see
If we could be something
I ain’t need nothing, I just need comfort
Calling me sobbing, I ain’t do nothing
I’ma be honest
Baby girl you know that I ain’t your doormat 
So miss me with that “I need you” text

Call me when you stay home instead
All alone you lay in your bed
Only when you’re lonely, it’s sad
I won’t be an option you have
I’ll never pick up the phone
Never pick up the phone
I’ve been down for too long
I’ve been down for too long
Guess it’s just how it goes when there’s karma involved
But I ain’t gonna be your booty call
No, I ain’t gonna be your booty call

I ain’t gonna be your booty call
I ain’t gonna be your booty call

Booty Call

I Adore U

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I fell asleep to blink-182 just like I used to and woke up to my phone buzzing uncontrollably by my head. The caller ID read “Heather” —a name I hadn’t seen on my phone in years. I thought maybe I was dreaming because I had just ran into her at the fair but it was real. I answered.

“Did I wake you up?”

“You might have”

“Not a thing has changed, you love your sleep”

“You know it’s my favorite thing in the world”

Heather and I talked for over an hour. We caught up on literally everything we missed over the past years, and it was surprisingly comforting and therapeutic. She apologized for the fair incident and said it wasn’t her intention to make me uncomfortable. She asked about Auburn and if we were seeing each other—I told her we had reconnected at the New Year’s party and that we were just passing time before I headed back to Nashville. Toward the end of the call, Heather invited me to a party at her friend’s beach house. I hesitated but told her I’d love to go. In that moment, everything I felt when I was with her came back to me. When we hung up, I sat on my bed in silence, absorbing those emotions. The passion was still there, but would we ever be able to see eye to eye? Dozens of thoughts and questions flooded my brain as I talked myself through it. Maybe now that we’re older, things will be different… 🗣

I see you like to play
I see you running game
You posted on your snapchat, yeah
And you’ll call me insane
But I just find it strange
Why you never snap back, yeah

The writing’s on the wall
I’m talking to myself
I’m going through withdrawal
Think I need some help
By now I might as well
Before the mighty fall
Because you were bad for me
But I couldn’t see it then
Oh, what a travesty
Told you I’m leaving, yeah
The writing’s on the wall
I’m talking to myself
I’m talking to myself

Shawty she was a friend of mine
I wasn’t in the right
I had to take some time
And now I’m undignified
Oh, what a shame besides
I got some fish to fry
See you with your new thing, he ain’t it 
You used to be my boo thing till we quit
But I’m done with the name calling
I’m done with your play calling
I bet you gon’ say something, yeah

The writing’s on the wall
I’m talking to myself
I’m going through withdrawal
Think I need some help
By now I might as well
Before the mighty fall
Because you were bad for me
But I couldn’t see it then
Oh, what a travesty
Told you I’m leaving, yeah
The writing’s on the wall
I’m talking to myself
I’m talking to myself

The writing’s on the wall
I’m talking to myself
I’m going through withdrawal
Think I need some help
By now I might as well
Before the mighty fall
Because you were bad for me
But I couldn’t see it then
Oh, what a travesty
Told you I’m leaving, yeah

The writing’s on the wall
I’m talking to myself
I’m going through withdrawal
Think I need some help
By now I might as well
Before the mighty fall
Because you were bad for me
But I couldn’t see it then
Oh, what a travesty
Told you I’m leaving, yeah
The writing’s on the wall
I’m talking to myself
I’m talking to myself

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Talking to Myself

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Been a while since I seen you
Took a while, didn’t mean to
Been a while since we been close
Left me out in the deep blue
Left me walking in a straight line
I’ve never been a sweet tooth
But I’ll take you up on this night
And we can hit the beach too
I’ve never been your momma’s favorite
Daddy’s favorite, anyone’s favorite
They said “Don’t waste your time”
But I’m not complaining
I’ve been thinking, what’s the meaning?
Can we just press rewind?

Just say what you’re thinking
Don’t play with my feelings
I know we’ve been dwindling
Love, it’s hard to lose you
‘Cause another night with you
Would be heaven on earth
And I’d spend all my life with you
If you’d comfort me first

Been a while since you came through
In July when I hit you
Been a while since we made love
By the fire and the swimming pool
Left me longing for a good time
I’d never been a fiend till
You popped it like the first night
And now I’m in the scene still
I’ve never been your momma’s favorite
Daddy’s favorite, anyone’s favorite
They said “Don’t waste your time”
But I’m not complaining
I’ve been thinking, what’s the meaning?
Can we just press rewind?

Just say what you’re thinking
Don’t play with my feelings
I know we’ve been dwindling
Love, it’s hard to lose you
‘Cause another night with you
Would be heaven on earth
And I’d spend all my life with you
If you’d comfort me first

Just say what you’re thinking
Don’t play with my feelings
I know we’ve been dwindling
Love, it’s hard to lose you
Love it’s hard to lose you

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Heaven

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‘Cause her lips, they taste like candy
And in the east she lay like Bambi
I don’t mind, I say quite frankly
Why you gotta be so angry?
‘Cause her lips, they taste like candy
And in the east she lay like Bambi
I don’t mind, I say quite frankly
Why you gotta be so angry?
Why you gotta be so angry?

Get a hold of yourself
You’re gonna fall off the edge
I can’t cope with the guilt
Or the words that you said
Now I ride on the freeway
Listening to Wayne
“Mess” in my two ears
And I’ve been going through it
Know that it’s useless
Wonder if you care
Bambi, Bambi
Show me what we can be

‘Cause her lips, they taste like candy
And in the east she lay like Bambi
I don’t mind, I say quite frankly
Why you gotta be so angry?
‘Cause her lips, they taste like candy
And in the east she lay like Bambi
I don’t mind, I say quite frankly
Why you gotta be so angry?
Why you gotta be so angry?

Can’t believe what you’ve done
Thought that you were the one
Thought that we were in love
Guess I wasn’t enough
You’re so precious
I’m so reckless, I’m invested
Swear I’m trouble, you know better
But it’s tempting
Bambi, Bambi
Show me what we can be

‘Cause her lips, they taste like candy
And in the east she lay like Bambi
I don’t mind, I say quite frankly
Why you gotta be so angry?
‘Cause her lips, they taste like candy
And in the east she lay like Bambi
I don’t mind, I say quite frankly
Why you gotta be so angry?
Why you gotta be so angry?

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Bambi

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Lyrics:

I watch your story, story when you’re drunk
I know you’re lonely, lonely and need someone
To tell you they love you
Just you, not anyone
And show you they want you
Trust you, be there when you fall

Know you’re looking for the right guy
I’m not your typical nice guy
I got options on the sideline
But I can sub you into bat like… a pinch hitter
And if you come clutch, we can go get dinner
Know you’re fed up with the boys this winter
Trust me my love, it’s about to get realer
You ain’t gotta worry ‘bout them anymore
I got a spot I can show you if you’re down to explore

I watch your story, story when you’re drunk
I know you’re lonely, lonely and need someone
To tell you they love you
Just you, not anyone
And show you they want you
Trust you, be there when you fall

I got a soft side for a girl who converse at the wrong time
It’s a late damn night on the south side
And she wanna come along for the pop guy
I’m vibing, please don’t try me
Since I got you, I don’t need nobody
Said this be true, I can’t trust nobody
Let this be used as the proof you got me
Thinking ‘bout love like I ain’t ever before
I know we’re young
I can’t help but think that you are the one

I watch your story, story when you’re drunk
I know you’re lonely, lonely and need someone
To tell you they love you
Just you, not anyone
And show you they want you
Trust you, be there when you fall

We don’t have to wait, I got you
I think that you’re great, girl
Said I’ll stop playing around as soon as I got fame, girl
Watch my words, I’m eating now
I’m stumbling out of place, girl
Hold my breath, I’ll say aloud
I love you to your face

I watch your story, story when you’re drunk
I know you’re lonely, lonely and need someone
To tell you they love you
Just you, not anyone
And show you they want you
Trust you, be there when you fall

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Mastered by Luis Moreno

When You Fall

Numb

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Are you down or not at all?
Is my heart too afraid to fall?
Is my mind not fit enough?
For your love I'm giving up
Ayo ayo, ayo ayo
Ayo ayo, ayo ayo
For your love I'm giving up

Pace left, no talking no stress
Fake death, don't you take the meds
I was at a low place in time and I never told my family
Waking up at night, having dreams they harass me
Driving in the line, making threats like "He can't be...
...serious to try" but I might split a Fenty
Commas, commas, commas on my mind get me high
I go ghost up on this campus, put my eyes to the sky
Am I losing you the more I try?
Is it soothing you the more I fight?

Are you down or not at all?
Is my heart too afraid to fall?
Is my mind not fit enough?
For your love, I'm giving up
Ayo ayo, ayo ayo
For your love I'm giving up
Ayo ayo, ayo ayo
For your love I'm giving up

I've been in my feelings all week, yeah
Tryna find someone to get to freakin'
Don't care why you called, don't need a reason
All my dawgs we ball, don't need a season
It's my star weekend
It's my star weekend
It's my star weekend
It's my star weekend

Pull up valet park on the lot
In a mansion dawg, Camelot
And the honeys ride after dark
And we taking shots, pouring shots
She got a 'gram to flick
I got a ways to go
She been so passionate
I'ma just take it slow
I feel you down my spine and I know that you're right
So won't you stay the night and we'll both take a dive
I don't care about your man, he ain't notice it before
Now I'm out here popping bands, making choices at the store
Do you really wanna ride with a young legend?
Don't you really think it's time that you undress?

I've been in my feelings all week, yeah
Tryna find someone to get to freakin'
Don't care why you called, don't need a reason
All my dawgs we ball, don't need a season
Ayo ayo, it's my star weekend
Ayo ayo, it's my star weekend
Ayo ayo, it's my star weekend
Ayo ayo, it's my star weekend

Are you down or not at all? Ayo ayo
Is my heart too afraid to fall? Ayo ayo
Is my mind not fit enough? Ayo ayo
For your love I'm giving up
It's my star weekend

Giving Up / Star Weekend

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I left normal a long time ago. Yet I feel the same way I did when I was a child…

I re-analyzed everything I was taught, peeled back the layers and realized—I was right all along.

Everything I felt instinctually was right… and then society became the barrier.

It never felt good going against my intuition. Something was off. I was out of place for a while.

I came back to my roots only to find I had never really left. I don’t second guess anymore — I just feel the right answers.

I’m the same as I was on the playground.

In a world where everyone’s struggling to find out who they are, I know exactly who I am.

Bad Blood

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