attention deficiency
I keep seeing you n me
haven’t lasted longer than a week 
it keeps coming back to me 
365 around the sun 
sacrificed all my fun 
n I still can’t get none
n I’ve almost had enough 
sick of ocd
inadvertently spamming the thoughts 
can’t get em off of me
like pls just make them stop 
I try to trust the pross
but each time I get knocked 
it make my head rock 
pls just make it stop 
dark clouds in my atmosphere 
they don’t wanna have me here 
hanging off the chandelier 
protected I can’t have no fear 
I gotta run up until the sun up
came a long way I was addicted to stutters 
see a reflection of me in a puddle 
walked in the dark almost died in the summer 
talk to myself bet I sound like a schizo 
but you was not w me walking in the rain 
I was considering copping a pistol 
I was considering blowing my brain 
I was too deep in, my mind was so miserable 
I couldn’t find a new way to just cope w the pain 
I would just faint in the floor 
bc I couldn’t take anymore 
slashing my veins w a sword 
getting through days was a chore 
Ima do this w no social
I’m tryna be living coastal
combine my metabolism w soul food
when I say I hate the desert man it’s so true

elysium

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