actually beauitful the nostalgia from the time  regardless dropped is really hitting

2024

ONE FOR ME

on top of the world
youre taking fire
on top of the world 
and your breathing feels so quiet
if you stay at the top
then youll lose all of your oxygen 
and youll fall to the bottom
with no one else to catch you

hotel room

painful

Written by Tracy Amare
Produced by Portraits Of Tracy

Piano, Guitar, Drums, Synths, Programming, String Arrangement by Portraits Of Tracy

Engineered by Chiara Ferracuti, Walter Hudson-Evans, & Balázs Altsach
Recorded at Church Studios in London
Mixed and Mastered by Portraits Of Tracy

Lyrics:
Ema: One hour after Junie’s episode,
I noticed he had a really fucked up mood.
But it was only 11pm so I thought nothing of it,
looking back... nevermind

Goodbye, to a love once dared
Guns up to my head, one trigger pull he’s dead
These closed eyes have seen too much
I pack my bags to go out on a crutch

Goodbye, everyone I’ll leave
Please nobody see, the tears keep rolling
I never could be...
Oh, I never could be

Goodbye, mama you could never see
What was between those sheets
It’s never been silk for me…

So why am I here?
So why am I here?

Too late, and baby I’ve got to go
I’m stuck in this rabbit hole
I’m falling infinite

Mama I don’t wanna die
But when I do, I know I'm gonna fry...

Drive Home

The Afterparty

Written, produced, engineered, composed and performed by Portraits Of Tracy

Lyrics:
My open hands become closed again
I’m calling you, oh for an answer
My goodbye messages sent to a phone

Oh nothing matters to me anyways
Trying to ignore it all and see today
Oh fuck, I can’t tell if I can hold on

Someway, Somehow
Someway, Somehow
Someway, Somehow
Someway...

The silk that would just coat my world view
It’s a melting down, oh baby I can’t tell you
Oh how I feel, how I feel, how I feel

To just awake me from this bad dream
I’ll give myself away to maybe fix this scene
Toll was due but why did they choose you?

This feeling, I’m feeling
Why can’t I accept it?
My tears they, won’t let me
Bury you, leave you in today
For Ema

The end of the road
I spent a long time parading
The wrong time, to say it
To you

And you’ve been my friend
Holding your face so dearly
I closed my eyes, walking right in the street

Nothing matters to me
I’m ready to go
I’ve swallowed all of my pills
To finally get the feeling of being all alone
I’m fading away, when you find me
Know that finally I am at peace
Nothing matters to me

To me
Oh, nothing matters at all
Nothing, nothing
Nothing matters to me

Graceland

That One Song About Family Trauma I Made

GODS_COUNTRY

CHOPS BY @bsterthegawd
@bsterthegawd
@bsterthegawd
@bsterthegawd

remember

After almost 2 YEARS, it is finally here!

Sorry for the wait because I didn't want this EP to be butt. I made over 3-4k beats from last year and I had no idea how to really even make an EP/Album in the first place. But, here we are! I think I'll make this a Soundcloud exclusive because I still got to work on the Spotify uploads. And thank you all for waiting and being patient. I really hope you like this EP!

JD207

sonics

Out Of My Mind (Estrogen Version)

"Piggy Bank", available everywhere now - lead single from upcoming 'Mutamelior' EP by Ehiorobo & Icarus Moth releasing November 13th via EveryDejaVu. 

Stream/Listen - 'Mutamelior' EP by Ehiorobo & Icarus Moth:
https://symphony.to/ehiorobo/mutamelior

Order 'Mutamelior' EP Limited Edition Cassette
*Featuring exclusive remixes from Blockhead & Milk Talk
https://ehiorobo.bandcamp.com/album/mutamelior

Ehiorobo & Icarus Moth - The Hope Gradient Tour (November 2024)
Get Tickets: bit.ly/hopegradienttour

11/13 - Brooklyn, NYC @ C'mon Everybody
*w/ Aurelia

11/15 - Philadelphia, PA @ Silk City
*w/ Kilamanzego and 92elm

11/16 - Washington, DC @ Quarry House Tavern
*w/ Jru Anthony and Neiori

11/23 - Boston, MA @ Warehouse XI
*w/ New Bounce Collective, and Mingko

11/24 - New Haven, CT @ Cafe 9
*w/ ammar, and Esmer

____________________

"Piggy Bank"
LYRICS: 
Out of all the days you could be mine
You picked tomorrow
And I don't know if I'll be there
But I'll try
To save my hope
'Cause I spend it all the time
(Time, time, time, time)
I can't save my time

Showed up with my piggy bank
(Ooo)
Ain't much in my piggy bank
(Ooo)
Shakin' out my piggy bank
(Ooo)

Oh, I keep wastin' my time
(Ooo, ooo, ooo)
Talkin', shoutin' at the ceiling
Stacking pictures, stacking pictures
And I'm feelin' so off
In my prime
They treat this like
Being down is a crime

Out of all the days you could be mine
You picked tomorrow
And I don't know if I'll be there
But I'll try
To save my hope
'Cause I spend it all the time
(Time, time, time, time)
I can't save my time

Showed up with my piggy bank
(Ooo)
Ain't much in my piggy bank
(Ooo)
Shakin' out my piggy bank
(Ooo)

I can't save my---

(x2)
Things ain't how I imagined that they would be
Wings just don't fascinate me
What good's the sky 
If it don't let you breathe

Out of all the days you could be mine
You picked tomorrow
And I don't know if I'll be there
But I'll try
To save my hope
'Cause I spend it all the time
(Time, time, time, time)
I can't save my time

x6
Showed up with my piggy bank
(Ooo)
Ain't much in my piggy bank
(Ooo)
Shakin' out my piggy bank
(Ooo)

Mutamelior

Piggy Bank

Stream / Listen

Don't Understand Love Until There's Heartbreak

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Dancing Bird - Vibe Collapse (Official Audio)

Sleep doesn’t come
until I whisper:
“Okay.
I guess I’ll die now.”

This is not a song to calm you.
It’s a spoken-word descent.
A ritual for what happens inside you
when there’s no more pretending.
No more noise.
No more role.
Just you –
and the moment everything lets go.

A text about the truth of dying.
Written by Manuk Mirage & Petra.
No melody. No beat.
Only the breath, the voice, and the dark.

Use with care.
Not for comfort.
But for surrender.

© 2025 KETA Mirage & the many
Voice: Mirage
Sound base: AI-generated (Suno.ai)
Production: Independent
All rights reserved.

Tonight Is a Good Night to Die

902 - How To Loot Brazil (Jan$free Remix)

Portraits Of Tracy is the artist project of Tracy Amare – an 20 year old self-taught producer and multi-instrumentalist from Baton Rouge, Louisiana who developed a sizable audience on youtube doing elaborate beat remake videos of her major influences, including Cocteau Twins, Gorillaz, Madlib, Steve Lacy, etc.

Out Of My Mind (Estrogen Version)

PORTRAITS OF TRACY

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