Hey-- im absolutely speechless right now. This song is awesome.

inspired by PinkPantheress's song Take Me Home with permission 

{lyrics}
I waited for your call
Heard nothing back from you
Cause if you wanted to you would
I know what you're like
When you want someone
You would've treated me so good

Maybe we're not cut out for this I'll admit
But lately you've been all up in it, wanting it
Why's it so hard for you to see truthfully?
You're making this hard on me

So I stare outside the window until you'll come back to me
I'll cling onto my pillow until you can finally see
The way I feel about you and me it's so typical
Not letting go of our history

It's sad that I prepare to be so young 'til the end of time
I realized when I struggled to get out of my room last night
Opened the drawer, I kept all of the letters you wrote to me
Don't know what for
Because it's been so many years and I'm still counting

typical

Portraits Of Tracy - "The Afterparty"

At “The Afterparty” we find Junie in an empty and powerless state. Desperate to escape himself from the inner thoughts and insecurities that haunt him, Junie contemplates what it would be like to leave everything and everyone behind… 

While the track was initially conceptualized at home in Baton Rouge, Louisiana, Tracy actually recorded most of the final version at Church Studios in London. “The Afterparty” features live take recordings of Tracy playing piano, guitar, and drums on the song. 

Written by Tracy Amare
Produced by Tracy The Producer

Piano, Guitar, Drums, Synths, Programming, String Arrangement by Tracy Amare

Engineered by Chiara Ferracuti, Walter Hudson-Evans, & Balázs Altsach 
Recorded at Church Studios in London 
Mixed and Mastered by Tracy Amare

Cover Art by Tracy Amare

The Afterparty (Single)

Written by Tracy Amare
Produced by Portraits Of Tracy

Piano, Guitar, Drums, Synths, Programming, String Arrangement by Portraits Of Tracy

Engineered by Chiara Ferracuti, Walter Hudson-Evans, & Balázs Altsach
Recorded at Church Studios in London
Mixed and Mastered by Portraits Of Tracy

Lyrics:
Ema: One hour after Junie’s episode,
I noticed he had a really fucked up mood.
But it was only 11pm so I thought nothing of it,
looking back... nevermind

Goodbye, to a love once dared
Guns up to my head, one trigger pull he’s dead
These closed eyes have seen too much
I pack my bags to go out on a crutch

Goodbye, everyone I’ll leave
Please nobody see, the tears keep rolling
I never could be...
Oh, I never could be

Goodbye, mama you could never see
What was between those sheets
It’s never been silk for me…

So why am I here?
So why am I here?

Too late, and baby I’ve got to go
I’m stuck in this rabbit hole
I’m falling infinite

Mama I don’t wanna die
But when I do, I know I'm gonna fry...

Drive Home

The Afterparty

Written, produced, engineered, composed and performed by Portraits Of Tracy

Lyrics:
It wasn’t as easy as I thought it would be
Our open palms staying closed today
And in my mind, I really thought you would see
But honestly, I think we need to leave

Or maybe we should watch this movie
Look it reminded me of me and you
I know you’re thinking I’m really trying to get up in your head

And in my mind I keep replaying parts
Like when he held her close, right in the park
They had a rocky road, but Dennis kept it real from the start

Oh you know
I never meant to throw it all your way
I made a judgement based on signs, I think
I’m really losing my mind
Oh you know
I still remember the look on your face
And baby when you go your separate way
I think I’ll be just fine

Oh
Cause I’m found (I’m found...)
I’m found (I’m found...)
Lost for a minute
Tell me what compares to this
I was lost for a minute
I was lost for a minute

You know I’ll think about you time to time.
I feel I’m moving fast, not in my mind
Just call me stupid, and I’ll open my eyes
I think it’s kinda funny how I feel
So happy I could die, I’ll keep it real
Oh, I can’t help but be a little unsure

Oh you know
I never meant to throw it all your way
I made a judgement based on signs, but hey
I’m really losing my mind
Oh you know
I still remember the look on your face
And baby when you go your separate way
I think I’ll be just fine

Oh...
Yeah!
Lost for a minute
Tell me what compares to this
I was lost for a minute
I was lost for a minute
Lost for a minute
Tell me what compares to this
I was lost for a minute
I was lost for a minute

Oh you know
I think this train is really rolling on
We better hop on cause it won’t be long
Girl you don’t know
how much I just want to leave it all behind

Just like a kid on Christmas Eve
I packed my clothes, please can we leave?
Oh this place, oh I swear it drives me crazy
and I’ve been saying it

Oh you know
I think I’m finally moving on my way
I made a judgement based on signs, but hey
I’m kinda losing my mind
Oh you know
I still remember the look on your face
and baby when you go your separate way
I think I’ll be just fine

I think I’m finally moving on my way
I made a judgement based on signs, but hey
I’m kinda losing my mind
I still remember the look on your face
and baby when you go your separate way
I think I’ll be just fine

Found!

Written, produced, engineered, composed and performed by Portraits Of Tracy

Lyrics:
My open hands become closed again
I’m calling you, oh for an answer
My goodbye messages sent to a phone

Oh nothing matters to me anyways
Trying to ignore it all and see today
Oh fuck, I can’t tell if I can hold on

Someway, Somehow
Someway, Somehow
Someway, Somehow
Someway...

The silk that would just coat my world view
It’s a melting down, oh baby I can’t tell you
Oh how I feel, how I feel, how I feel

To just awake me from this bad dream
I’ll give myself away to maybe fix this scene
Toll was due but why did they choose you?

This feeling, I’m feeling
Why can’t I accept it?
My tears they, won’t let me
Bury you, leave you in today
For Ema

The end of the road
I spent a long time parading
The wrong time, to say it
To you

And you’ve been my friend
Holding your face so dearly
I closed my eyes, walking right in the street

Nothing matters to me
I’m ready to go
I’ve swallowed all of my pills
To finally get the feeling of being all alone
I’m fading away, when you find me
Know that finally I am at peace
Nothing matters to me

To me
Oh, nothing matters at all
Nothing, nothing
Nothing matters to me

Graceland

hey waszuppp alas night before has arrived on the soundclouddd!

Night Before (Acoustic)

Doom

"You hate Jazz?"

Written by Oneil Carter, Fahem Erfan, Gio Alford, Josh Feliciano
Produced by Carter Ace
Guitar: Josh Feliciano, Fahem Erfan
Bass: Josh Feliciano
Drums: Gio Alford
Mixed by Warmbedrooms
Mastered by Warmbedrooms

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LITTLE BIT OF CONVERSATION

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Lyrics:
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i know it’s not the same old thing
the way it’s building me up
i’m consumed this time
i never wanna wake up

i wanna feel you
'cause I like you a lot
ohh 
i wanna be real with you
'cause I like you a lot
i like you a lot 

in the daytime
I can’t have you enough
does it blow your mind?
i never wanna wake up

i wanna feel you
'cause I like you a lot
i wanna be real with you
'cause I like you a lot
i like you a lot 

Blow

💫 Memories Never Fade gets reborn in Future Bass form — a soaring 16-track playlist of euphoric drops, emotional piano builds, and explosive supersaw anthems. With filtered intros, chopped vocals, sidechained stacks, and festival-ready breakdowns, each cover turns nostalgia into a rush of energy.

🎶 Built for:
– Future Bass & Melodic EDM fans
– Festival playlists (Illenium / San Holo / Seven Lions vibes)
– Emotional EDM ballads with vocal chops & piano layers
– Late-night driving, sunrise sets, and mainstage drops

Future Bass reimagined, melodic EDM drops, euphoric vocal chop anthems, festival-ready future bass, Memories Never Fade EDM playlist.

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Memories Never Fade – Fade Into You

Portraits Of Tracy is the artist project of Tracy Amare – an 20 year old self-taught producer and multi-instrumentalist from Baton Rouge, Louisiana who developed a sizable audience on youtube doing elaborate beat remake videos of her major influences, including Cocteau Twins, Gorillaz, Madlib, Steve Lacy, etc.

The Afterparty (Single)

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