flesh w jons (greentop)

friday w novastein

https://youtu.be/ltTRsYMsEKU

relapse molly lately i don’t really give af
wearing long sleeves to cover up the cuts
if i can’t have her i don’t want anyone
i ain’t gettin no sleep everynight i’m stayin up
yea my hearts in debt babygirl i wanna pay it off
i’m not ok but it don’t matter ima shake it off
ima try to play it off
but i’m not ok at all
i burned my bridges put the lighter to the aerosol
tryna fix everything but she’s stuck on how we left off
and i regret it
why did i end it
when that shit hit my heart swear it felt like a cannonball
i tried to text her
but she left me on read again
…
burn me treat me like ashes
pop 4 pills now i’m layin in the attic
blacked out fuck it i don’t remember what happened
woke up ina dream i was laying w a bad bitch
ugh
n then i woke up
realized it’s been a couple months since it was over
cuts on my thighs i do this shit till it don’t hurt
idk bout u but i can’t stay sober
…
relapse molly lately i don’t really give af
wearing long sleeves to cover up the cuts
if i can’t have her i don’t want anyone
i ain’t gettin no sleep everynight i’m stayin up
yea my hearts in debt babygirl i wanna pay it off
i’m not ok but it don’t matter ima shake it off
ima try to play it off
but i’m not ok at all
i burned my bridges put the lighter to the aerosol
…
got bruises
on me
hurting i’m jus lookin for some molly
if u see my ex around tell her to call me
tricked me bo2 i was waiting in the lobby
no love yea she told me ima addict
said that it’s the new year an im not gon make it past it
always needed help but i never liked asking
bet that she won’t show up even when i’m ina casket
…
relapse molly lately i don’t really give af
wearing long sleeves to cover up the cuts
if i can’t have her i don’t want anyone
i ain’t gettin no sleep everynight i’m stayin up
yea my hearts in debt babygirl i wanna pay it off
i’m not ok but it don’t matter ima shake it off
ima try to play it off
but i’m not ok at all
i burned my bridges put the lighter to the aerosol
tryna fix everything but she’s stuck on how we left off
and i regret it
why did i end it
when that shit hit my heart swear it felt like a cannonball
i tried to text her
but she left me on read again

MUSIC VIDEO

aerosol (tommet + basr) MUSIC VID IN DESCRIPTION

https://open.spotify.com/track/7fDHRYfYUYkqiVRvDlJE92?si=d35c07b30ab948d8

shoutout @poisionedcheeto and @hialyx 2 goats

lyrics :

i had to sacrifice 
everything in my life
so that you won't be mad at me
i thought it had to be
wonder why i'm tired
when arguements one sided
do you hate me or love me?
paint me as the enemy
ur friends say they hate me
thought they were a friend of me
losing all hope 
think this is the end of me ohhh

out of touch
out of love
can't pick myself up when you
fuck me up
you said all those things i'm giving up
can't handle the pain
think i've had enough (x2)

(epic drop)

out of love (simon m x alyx)

i get nervous when we touch
2 fatigued i ran it up

@psych
@3xogmel
@7ripp0

fatigue w psych (3x + rippo)

my favorite least favorite song w/ keepsake

@angelsflight 
(prod/mix/master Cody Benjamin)
@cody_benjamin

*OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS*

*lyrics*
Yeah 
I been trying to find 
Some peace in the middle of it

(chorus)
I can’t stand it
All the walls in my house I bleed in 
So many broken pieces 
I can’t fucking leave it 
Got the drugs it’s not enough 
I gave you what I thought was love but Fucked it up when I was drunk 
Got nothing to say to you no more

(verse)
Cause that’s the least you gotta stress now
I don’t really know where you’re going 
Gurl it’s so cold it’s really snowing 
And you’ve been all up in my head so I wrote this (Yuh) 
For so long I can’t hold on 
Cause you’re all that I think about 
Cause your all that I dream about 
And it’s so old getting hung up on 
All the things that didn’t last 
Never asked to live like that.

< 3

Can't Stand It (codybenjamin)

can u tell me? + levonn

muh bae feat chanelfather sevendsr (prod. sharkboy)

yes men + zee6crew p hallow

all for you, i stumble round looking for clues, looking for you, its hard to find, so hard to find, just what to do, i feel you close, i got to leave, i got to go, when im not seen, everything just hurts the most.

just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed.

im so naive, how should i compete? you made me complete, you made me complete, who am i to keep? please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me.

behind closed doors, theres nothing more, im looking for, im looking for, you make me complete, cant make you be me, i need you to leave, just leave me just leave.

please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me.

dont tell me what to do, ill try to let it go, you tell me everything, but i know... i know... i wonder bout my worth, if everything's absurd, i know that everything will be gone. be gone.

just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed.

flesh w jons (greentop)

LuvDior @topkidevil

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