YOUR MOTHER KILLED HERSELF  - yharim to John calamity

YOUR FATHER ENDED HIS LIFE - john yharim calamity

THIS IS NOT A SONG, THIS IS FUCKING BANGER

BPM: 204, chosen specifically to match the tempo of "It Has To Be This Way".
Keys: A Minor, C Minor, E Minor

*What is Infernum mod?*
Infernum mod is an extension mod for Calamity that adds an extra difficulty - "Infernum", that's harder than Death mode, with a primary focus on expansive reworking of boss AIs.

I'm sure y'all have many questions regarding this track, and I bet the main one is "Why did you make this? CDMusic is already making the official theme!". For that, allow me to tell you the story behind this track, and why it means so much to me.

It all began back in march, on a day where I was feeling particularly motivated. At the time, I was really obsessed with draedon's motif, and I wanted to do something with it. So, asking the calamity dev team to make sure that it's okay, I began working on my own version of the exo mechs theme, intending for it to be an alternate exo mechs theme in infernum mod.

No calamity bosses will get this treatment, so don't ask for them.

At the time, I decided to keep this project a secret from the infernum team, intending to surprise them once it's done. Was it silly, and perhaps immature? Yeah, it was. But I just couldn't help myself, ya know?

I then poured my heart and soul into it for the next few days, really sure that this one will truly be my magnum opus of the year. Unfortunately, after I managed to reach the 2 minutes mark with the track... awful stuff happened.

I won't go into details, but basically, my self-confidence took a massive dive. Same with my mental stability, to a lesser extent. It was so bad that I essentially lost all my passion for the track, as my insecurities started to set in. Suddenly, the prospect of people comparing my piece and Charlie's official one, and potentially mocking mine for being "worse" became really dreadful. Paranoid thoughts of people accusing me of trying to "one up Charlie" or "steal his spotlight" didn't help matters.

So, with a heavy heart, I abandoned the project and left it to collect dust. The next few miserable months flew by, and I had started to resign myself to the fact that I'll have to move on from it eventually. But a while ago, as I was sifting through at my unfinished projects, I stumbled upon it again. Thinking "why not?", I decided to post the WIP track for the infernum team to check out, not expecting much.

To my surprise, they really like it. They then encouraged me to finish it. With some hesitation, I decided to give the track a try one last time. It was then that, as I was tweaking a few things about it and listening to it on repeat, I realized that my passion for the track was back and stronger than ever. Suddenly, all those insecurities and fears I had about the track during my rough patch didn't seem so bad anymore.

Mind made up, the day after that I was hell bent on completing the track, and went straight to doing so after lunch.

An over 5 hours marathon of a composing session later, and there's breaks don't worry, it was ready to go!

... Yes, I know that when the official exo mechs theme comes out, most people will likely flock to that and leave this piece of mine behind. I'd be lying if I said that the thought doesn't make me a bit sad. But that's alright, because when the time comes, I'll learn to accept it eventually. Sides, Charlie deserves all those views for his hardwork!

That and... my best friend Dominic, the owner of infernum mod loves the track to bits, and I'm sure there'll be at least be some others who do too. And that was all the encouragement I needed to post this.

Treat this track as just something to listen to while waiting for the official theme if you want, heh.
There'll be a toggle to swap between the themes once the official theme is out too, so don't cha worry.

Anywho, thank you SO much for all the support y'all have been giving me! It means a ton to me :D
Now, have a good day everyone! See y'all next time! ^w^

Catastrophic Fabrications

BPM: 165-210
Keys: C# Minor, G# Minor, A Minor

What is Infernum mod?
Infernum mod is an extension mod for Calamity that adds an extra difficulty - "Infernum", that's harder than Death mode, with a primary focus on expansive reworking of boss AIs.

One of my more experimental boss tracks! I couldn't resist references touhou here, as you can see by the theme name and the use of ZUNpets. I know it's not the same feel as the original EoL theme at all, but I hope the new feel still fits the fight! ^w^

Shining Kaleidoscope ~ Prismatic Radiance

Terraria Catalyst Mod Music Galactic DestructionTheme of Astrageldon (Phase 2) by Heart Plus Up!

BPM: 231, 264, 176, 220
Key: Changes a lot
Vocals: SOLARIA and Mai (SynthV)

And so... an era has ended.
It's time that I move on from this community, and onto something new.
Thank you to everyone who has been supporting me up to this day, and I'll see y'all next time.

(The dark, ugly side of myself, spawned by certain parts of the community... Revealed for all to hear. How many people will get the message, I wonder...?)

Lyrics:
[S&M] "For in their heart remains their guiding light..."

[S Growl] Have you all known what it's like to feel hatred?
To realize that there's room for it in your heart?
[M Growl] Long ago I never thought I would feel it
But it seems that I was just too naive to see the truth

[S] See these scars that hide memories before I tried to live with myself?
[M] Those scars that hide memories of the times I could not live with myself
[S] They were born of pain from my heart, which had become blackened and broken
[M] If they're born of pain from my heart, is it blackened and broken?

[S&M] Hear my last hopes
Engrave them for all to see
The shattered wings that still dream of taking flight
My soul will burn
(My soul will burn)
By the flames of calamity
(By the flames of the world that scarred my heart)
Despite these trials of fire, in the end I still see the light

[S Growl] WHAT IF THE LIGHT THAT YOU SEE NOW IS JUST A FAKE- AN ILLUSION?
[M Growl] WHAT YOU'RE DOING IS DELUDING YOURSELF INTO SEEING FALSE HOPES!
[S Growl] YOU REALLY THINK THAT WHAT YOU'VE DONE WILL BE ENOUGH FOR THOSE VOICES!?
[S&M Growl] THEN LET THE ONE INSIDE YOUR HEAD CONTINUE TO MAKE YOUR LIFE HELL!

[S&M] Here we are again back in the void where my heart lays dead and my mind's driven insane
The pale imitation of myself trying to reach for the stars
But if in the end there's no one that can hear the sounds of my soul writhing in pain
Then let the storm before dawn become as dark as my own scars
(Here we are again back in the void where my heart lays dead and my mind's driven insane
The pale imitation of myself trying to reach for the stars)
But if in the end there's no one that can hear the screams of my soul howling in vain
Then let the sky after rain become as dark as my own scars

รอยแผลแห่งหายนะ (Scars of Calamity)

YouTube link: https://youtu.be/813sX8QEbYs

My links:
Discord: https://discord.gg/VHwdASn
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/thriplerex
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/Thriplerex
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Original by DM DOKURO: https://soundcloud.com/dm-dokuro/stained-brutal-calamity-ost-version

Art by SharkDraws: https://twitter.com/shark_draws/status/1703177317441298553

0:00 《Grief》
No more holding back
They'll wish for demise
They thought they were invincible
But you could see through their hollow lies

You've seen how far they've come
How many they've slain
You will gladly tear their limbs apart
All before they start to kill again

They were seen as a threat
By the moment the dragon was killed by their hand
Now you're sent to demolish the foe
Upon your ruler's despondent demand

Something tells you they have scaled in their power
Should they win, it shall be your final hour
But you still have control of the fight
If they mess up, you might have a chance to destroy them

But is this the right path that you've taken?
Are your morals correct, or mistaken?
Are you sure you want to lose your mind
From a legend whose power could salvage mankind?

02:53 《Lament》
You have known for certain
Your path is one of justice
All those who try to obstruct shall have paid the ultimate price
Yet, upon inspection
Your foe is overwhelming
But you remember what she tried to sacrifice

Signs of self disappointment start infiltrating (these putrid emotions begin to take control)
Symptoms of paranoia begin invading (such petty emotions have sabotaged your soul)
Your mental fortitude is fading
Losing trust, ending friendship, and rage escalating

Right on the road to your sadness
Watching closely as courage turns into madness
Are you sure you'd want to lose your life
From a witch who had caused you nothing but strife?

05:08 《Epiphany》
The end has come
The witch and the prophecy
Deciding fates with the world on the line
Who shall emerge
From the ashes of calamity?
How shall this fable end through these legends intertwined?

End of reasoning
Carnage and pain
A feral sense of dominance
As all the blood melts into the rain
A clash of history
In blood, sweat and tears
This war will cause our world to change
And will be remembered through the years

End of reasoning
Carnage and pain
A feral sense of dominance
As all the blood melts into the rain
A clash of history
In blood, sweat and tears
This war will cause our world to change
And will be remembered through the years

09:11《Acceptance》

Stained, Brutal Calamity v4.5 (TRX Ultrasymphonic Maxima 𝓥 Arrangement)

"Make your choice."

Thumbnail by CosmaticMango

Signal Received (Ingame Version)

Roar Of The Jungle Dragon (Ingame Version)

Birds of a feather destroy worlds and consume deities together.

The Devourer Of Gods (Nonstop Mix)

Stained, Brutal Calamity (OST Version)

This has to be the single largest undertaking I have ever done, I think. I dunno how long this has taken, honestly. Probably since the beginning of the year, if I remember correctly. 
There are no loops, or anything. Just one journey from start to finish.

A huge thank you to all that have supported me on the journey to this song's completion, especially the guys and gals at the Shadows Of Abaddon development team.

And a huge thanks to splet for providing the artwork here, though it is to be updated.
Also, a shoutout to Turquoise is due, since he provided the original first section for this. Thank you for that, my dude.

Though it isn't over yet. As of this song's release on 18/07/2019, I still have a blaze I am yet to snuff out. Stay tuned for that.

Before The Storm (Ingame Version)

I like eeveelutions, video games and music, and I make music sometimes~ That's all you need to know ^w^

รอยแผลแห่งหายนะ (Scars of Calamity)

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