saw my crush at the bus ramp today I screamed because I thought they weren't a bus rider I don't think he realized I screamed because of him I'm glad I sounded like a girl 💀 wait I sound like a girl all the time

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dead_space - 3/17/21, 10.01 PM

The result of crazed vocal experiments that coagulated into a pleasant little song. Thanks for listening :]

Since You've Been Gone

PRESSURE

Pretty girls, 
They never notice ugly boys like me 
Even if I wear my heart on sleeves 
They always seem to put me down 

Pretty girls 
They always seem to bite so hard 
Even when I say don’t play 
Insists that I will stay till dark 

Its okay 
I don’t much care 
For the kempt hair 
That’s just all looks 

And if you say 
That you do care 
What people stare 
Then that’s how you look 

Pretty girls 
They always want to be alone 
But everyone time their by themselves 
They always tell me help yourself 

Pretty girls 
They never deal with sadness well 
And never think about their joys 
That’s why they need ugly boys 

Its okay 
I don’t much care 
For the kempt hair 
That’s just all looks 

And if you say 
That you do care 
What people stare 
Then that’s how you look 

Hey there baby I just wanted to let you know that 
Its pretty hard being so damn pretty 
And whenever you feel sad and blue 
Just know that I am the one watching you while I sleep 
The one that feels your tears drip down to your pillow 
And hears all your dream nightmares and inhibitions 
You pretty pretty girl

Pretty Girls

so many days i prayed and wished that i 
could find a true love 
i could call all mine 
I've searched here and there
nowhere could it be found 
just when i thought my luck was running out 
you came into my life 
baby now i've been so satisfied 
there's no other love I need because i 
would never find another true love

i've been wishing on a star 
praying that your love 
it never drifts too far apart 

oh i've been wishing a star 
praying that your love never drifts too far 
never gonna let it drift apart

Heavy Head Music (ASCAP)
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Loaded Brew serves up 11 shots of pure ’70s heat — from the tear-stained confession of “If He Ever Makes You Cry” to the tender surrender of “I’m the One Who Loves You.” Each track walks you through Carlena and Peter’s forbidden love story: the secret dances, the whispered wishes, the bruised nights, and the final run for freedom.

“Close Your Eyes” pours out Peter’s promise of escape.

“This Feeling” rides a groove you can’t talk yourself out of.

“You’ve Been Crying” holds the hurt in one hand and hope in the other.

“I Can’t Stay Away” spins like a slow dance in a smoke-filled lounge.

“Kisses” simmers with fire-softened tenderness.

“Wishing” looks up at the stars and dares to believe.

“JT Lude” crawls through the city like a shadow.

“Shadow of a Man” lays bare the weight of doubt and broken pride.

“I Had to Run (You Came For Me)” runs breathless through the night.

“I’m the One Who Loves You” is the sunrise after the storm.

Loaded Brew: sippin’ smooth, hittin’ heavy.
Drop the needle, dim the lights, and let the movie play in your mind.

Wishing

for a very special person named caitlin

music video created by talented boi @wuty_32 (subscribe 2 his youtube Wuty Productions)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gaVBMbBho5g

3 million ways
to let you down
and i dont even know
where to start

count my fingers 
not the thumbs
just like claire cottrill would say
and how youd start your day

youre not
just some lover
youre more
than i'd ever ask for

though we may live far away
youre in my thoughts every single day
in every way

youre not
just some lover
youre more
than id ever ask for

YOUUUUUUUUUREEE MY BEST FRIIIIIIIEEEND
YOUUUUUUUUUUREEE MY BEST FRIEEEEND

my best friend, caitlin (x4)

fin

best friend

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My Heart Longs For You, Pizza

w/ jagger finn

i guess it makes sense
you don't want me here
and i guess ill leave it
in an other year
see i've been waiting for someone to come and rescue me
it can't be me and it cant you so who can it be 
i'm not too sure

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Balto

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Alone Together

you look so pretty in your red dress 
(say)
well can i help you go undress?

i like the way you eat your french fries,
i think i've fallen for your eyes

baby, will you hold me tight
darling, won't you kiss me tonight
baby, i will treat you right
darling, won't you kiss me tonight

i stalked your instagram feed
i think you're everything i need
plz don't wear your heels, i'm not that tall
you're perfect the way you are, thats all

baby, will you hold me tight
darling, won't you kiss me tonight
baby, i will treat you right
darling, won't you kiss me tonight

heeeaaaaaoooooooo

baby, will you hold me tight
darling, won't you kiss me tonight
baby, i will treat you right
darling, won't kiss me tonight

Red Dress

red dress

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