self

headless horseman

human instrumentality project

i don't like looking in the mirror because i'm afraid i'll summon bloody mary

vs self

these tracks are from the sad tapes split. which is available here.http://sadtapes.storenvy.com/products/3906628-euphoria-again-mormon-toasterhead-frozenboy

Fairy Forrest

why am i so fucking weird

Meaning happiness - Ming me Rong

고개숙여 마치 포물선으로
눈에 아른거려 보물섬들이
채워지지 않아 외로움같이
저기 저사람들 봐봐 난또
술에 취해 행복 해보였어
나도 행복 하고 싶어서 거기서 실수해버렸어
Daylight 아침에 해가 뜨니까 난 
궁금해졌어 바깥에 실수에 흔적에 자국들
Hey love 진심 아니라면 마
장난감이 되고싶지 않아 난
넌 어디쯤이야

Meaningless alcohol happiness
이게 편해 지니 내 마음속은 희비
삶의 고통 따위  딱 10잔정도로 회피
Meaningless alcohol happiness
아빠 마음 이젠 이해 할거 같애
엄마 마음 다시 이해 할거 같애
그래서 숨겨야해 나의 고통을

Black shirt & wide beige trousers
입고 저기 studying 하러 가는데 난또
Don’t look at for me hurt may be a hobby
Living in fuck de de de deep sea sea
아니 see 떠날래 저위로
시덥잖은 장난 아니 바껴가는 밤낮속에 난또 
다시 살아나가 아 근데 저 집밖 에는 악마들이 넘 
많아 그래서 난 걸음을 옮겼어
술에 취해 걸어가
여기여기 바라봐 나를 사랑해
네 기가 살도록 나를 자랑해

Meaningless alcohol happiness
이게 편해 지니 내 마음속은 희비
삶의 고통 따위  딱 10잔정도로 회피
Meaningless alcohol happiness
아빠 마음 이젠 이해 할거 같애
엄마 마음 다시 이해 할거 같애
그래서 숨겨야해 나의 고통을

행복하게 해주겠다던 너의 말은
시발 좆도 의미없는 가식질이였어
한국으로 돌아오면 수능이 끝난다면
아 시발 그냥 꺼져 나만 진심이였어
행복했음 좋겠어 성공했음 좋겠어
너가 칼로 쑤셔 놓고 안아팠음 좋겠어
이거랑 뭐가 달라 상처 주니까 달아?
존나 이기적인 시발 쓰레기 년들

Meaningless happiness

vulnerable people aside treacherous seas

we would make an EP but i think we're both too impatient for that so!! :p

lyrics:
You expect more of me than I could ever meet
Everything I do is never quite complete
I know I disappoint you but I'm trying as hard as I can
You'll never care and I'll never understand
Please just give it a rest and don't expect the best
For I know you'll expect too much and I'll just let you down
I'll just let you down

I want to tell you that I need you to be proud of me
I know it's annoying and I'm sorry please don't hate me
I'm sorry
Without support, this is so hard, it's so hard
Will you believe in my vision
I need to stop wishing
It's so hard

it's so hard

support @wishing-music
bandcamp: https://wishing.bandcamp.com/album/to-forget

make your way back home
to the other side of town
or anywhere i don't come undone
but you hold my hand and you promise me
that we'll be just fine when we fall asleep
you'll be the one that holds me up

but when you're gone it's all just
black walls black sheets black eyes black clothes
black cars black streets black skies black holes
i'll be the one that's giving up

make my bed and leave
soap and shower clean
tugging on my sleeve
i need to leave
hope you got that job
at the bakery
it keeps escaping me
crazy me

are you coming home?
you've been gone all week
i can feel the gaps like they're missing teeth
you're the one who keeps me up
but when you're gone it's all just
black walls black sheets black eyes black clothes
black cars black streets black skies black holes
i'll be the one that's giving up

https://wishing.bandcamp.com

to forget

wishing - missing teeth

smoked so much till i could feel something
the cold resided i'm erupting
cleared the dew as a drip to the ground 

take my heart and twist my tongue
rip my teeth out one by one 
squeeze my arms so i don't feel so numb

did you know i'm not great at communication, i sit alone but my mind's abrasion wears me down

did you know, i'm too scared if scaring you off so i'll just leave

being dead is still better than being me (demo)

the loner(s) to kitchen

(summer 2016)

released
November 27 2018

Romcom (4 Old Songs)

jealous type

frail is how I see me
giving up on changing is ending me
feeling like I can’t feel
just another symptom you can’t heal

find nothing in everything 
mend my brain don’t want to break again
i can make you crave to be
someone that you’re really afraid to see

ignoring that corner inside of my
mind
tried to make sense of the patterns
im wrong
dream of a beauty in being so 
dull
disordered condition of living 
done choice

heart pounding why not be
learn to swim inside the dark abyss
you can make me so weak
use me like you used to when im sick

ignoring that corner inside of my
hell
tried to make sense of the patterns
they’re gone
dream of a beauty in being so 
numb
disordered condition of dying 
done choice

frail

embarrassing

im also on spotify n apple


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human instrumentality project

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