always wanted to do a remix of this song by x. i never got the chance to meet him in person but the art he created is beautiful <3

OFFICIAL VIDEO

what are you so afraid of (reimagined)

tell me your feelings and i won't tell you mine

snowflake (feat. Jaden & Sarcastic Sounds)

i hate waking up

i hate waking up (feat. Rxseboy, SadBoyProlific & Alek Olsen)

She been telling what I wanna hear
Just to make it through the day
But I know that somethings off
Shit dont suddenly change

Lately she aint give me hugs
She been taking more drugs
Trynna find quality time but I been working too much

I aint sleeping like used to
Wish that I could
I aint been talking to God
But I know that I should

Been together two years
And its been worse than ever
Girl I know that somethings missing
I dont gotta be clever
Trynna give u my all
You aint accepting my gifts
U used to run to door
When I got home from shift

Our house is falling apart
Your words aint giving me warmth
If I was on my death bed
You’d be pulling the chord


Verse 2

How long has it been since I posted a pic
It Feels like years ago that u were sitting here in my midst
U would cuddle up close
Now you just blow me a kiss
I see secrets in the corners
Of the room that u sit
I been left in the wind 
Maybe its time I walk home
U keep dodging my questions
Like girl u think I aint know
I see the tracks in the snow
I hear the wings on the crows
And the part I can’t get over 
Is me letting you go
Idk

Why Would do it
I know u smart u aint stupid
U knew it leave me 
In ruins

Im just hole in the earth
An empty shell on the beach
U knocked the food off the table 
While I was watching your feet
U came and bandaged me
Didn’t know that u were the one stabbing me
Calamity was tumbling down the hallway
Chasing after me
Runny nose and puffy eyes
Blame it on my allergies
Never told my family
I rather let the matter be

They dont need another tragedy 
No more dishes needing shattering
Evil in your eyes should be hung up in a gallery
The way that you deceived is a masterpiece

a garden in the shade (boyfifty)

poisonous waters (feat. sadeyes)

beehive w/ rxseboy (switch)

apartment in ashes w/ rxseboy (enra)

(powfu x ollie x alek olsen) prod. Sarcastic Sounds

Lyrics:
give us  
5 minutes
i just bought you this car
didnt think id say goodbye in it

brought you some pretty flowers
but stomped em down the drain
built this room to keep us safe
but aint no stopping a train

Of course id go crash 
if u actually asked me
nasal cavity bleeding
because i crushed it with candy

rampantly been doing blasphemy and acting a heathen
my garden got no fruit
losing a lot more than im seeing

Its all confusing
when i see you now and then
i feel like puking
When i picture us again
life will start blooming
when i start accepting its the end

i think of you all the time

tell me your feelings and i won’t tell you mine, Pt. 3

ML4U

death bed, Pt. 2

the part you left out

Shoutout eric godlow for the epic beat. Music Video out now on YouTube !

i'll keep protecting you

@sadboyprolific 
@pauli-niemi

just another sad song...

Lyrics:
V1
I’m sick of loving 
Every time it’s just a misconception
I find a girl 
and she lead me into a new dimension
Thinking bout the future
Counting out all of our blessings
And then I find out it’s all fake
And she leaves me guessing
I guess I learned my lesson
I guess we’re better ended
I wish I never gave my heart out
Dummy should’ve kept it
Just like a piece of paper
She ripped my heart in half
I guess this kind of thing is something I won’t ever have
But it’s fine
Soon I’ll just get used to it
To keep my mind off of love
I’ll just do stupid shit
I fell asleep
Questioning is anyone for me
Laying on my back using 
Music as a remedy
Listening and writing
All these sad songs
Happy for a bit
But doesn’t last long
I’m Trynna find the joy
In all this chaos
Keep on praying
for my future hope it pays off

Hook
Broke my heart I
U tore it in two
So why am I
Still thinking of u

V2
Lately it’s fuck emotions
Grab the dope and then I roll it
I’ve been tripping off the potent
Honestly I’m omnipotent 
Used to think about r memories
I cleared em like my history 
Wrote this in a grave 
To set the scene
Cuz love is dead to me
R love was one sided
I know u ain’t felt the same
I bet u relish the fact
That I fucking felt this pain
U gave me comfort
U were like my shelter from the rain
Gripping the razor blade I swear I’d never love again
I’ll keep that promise
Trust me I won’t break it
I’ll rip my heart out of my chest
And chain it in the basement
Knocking bottles til I’m wasted
Clear to see I’m changing
Rather stick to blazing
Then the dreams that I’ve been chasing

V3
I know hearts don’t physically break 
but my chest hurts
I can still smell her perfume
On my sweatshirt 
They say that time can heal
Soon I’ll feel better
But all that can heal this
Is if I never met her
Story never ends 
If the story never starts
Take these sad feelings
Trynna turn them into art
Paintbrush light stroke 
Out all of my feelings
Spitting shit typing quick
Keep writing lyrics
Take the wheel I can’t see
But keep steering
Moving on kicking out 
My past demons
And I’m not walking I’ll be running 
From this torture
I see the light
Do my best to move forwards

scars on my heart | Feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. Slipfunc)

Some boring, Love Stories

Spotify

i can't sleep (Prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

Now on SPOTIFY & APPLE etc.

Produced by: @otterpop123 Feat. @beabadoobee
Suggested from Martin <3

Lyrics:

Hook

Dont stay awake for too long
Dont go to bed
Ill make a cup of coffee for your head
Ill get u up and going out of bed

v1
I don’t wanna fall asleep
I don’t wanna pass away
Thinking of r future cuz 
Ill never see those days

I don’t know why this has happened
But I probably deserve it
I tried to do my best
But u know that I’m not perfect

Ive been praying for forgiveness
you’ve been praying for my health
when I leave this earth
Hoping you’ll find somebody else

Cuz ya we still young
Theres so much we haven’t done
Getting married
Start a family
Watch ur husband with his son

I wish it could be me
But I won’t make it off this bed
Hope I go to heaven so I see u once again

Ya my life was kind of short
But I got so many blessings
happy u were mine 
it sucks that its all ending

v2
Im happy that u here w me
Sorry if I tear up
When me and u were younger
U would always make me cheer up

taking goofy videos
And walking through the park
U would jump into my arms 
Every time u heard a bark

We would cuddle in your sheets
Sing me sound asleep
And sneak out through your kitchen at exactly 1:03

Sundays go to church
Mondays watch a movie
soon you’ll be alone
Sorry that u have to loose me

SPOTIFY

death bed | Feat. beabadoobee

Produced by @user-949132137
Featuring @kammichaelmusic and @beabadoobee

Out on Spotify and Apple etc.

God can heal anything & everything

talk tomorrow | feat. Beabadoobee, Kam Michael (M.E.)

break ups suck ass | feat. sadeyes

would look perfect | feat. Rxseboy (Prod. Prettiboi)

Prod. Fantom & Feat. @rxseboy

im falling to pieces
Im crawling can’t resist
I know that your worth it
Im sorry I’m not perfect

Letters in December | Feat. Rxseboy

Producer @maryjanexx

Verse 1:
U always do annoying things 
I kind of like it though
I fall in love with everything
Everything
Every touch
Every time I see that butt
Everytime I feel you close
I just wanna pull u closer

losing u is my biggest fear
Wanna get that ring for you 
but gotta wait like 20 years

U got some type of power putting smiles up on everyone
cant wait to go travel w u do shit that we’ve never done

Hook:
When I’m with u we aint even gotta talk
we So in love u can hear my thoughts
Ill drive an hour for a minute with u
every little thing about u I’m into

Verse 2:
I woke up with u wrapped up in my arms
I Love the warmth
Ill protect u like a shield and a sword
Look towards at our future 
We still got a lot left
I’ve been Recording with my mic
While u study at your desk 
You so cute
When u read your book
Sitting by the furnace
people jealous of us 
And they only see the surface
Listen up lil buttercup
U the girl for me
Dont pay attention to the other ones
sleepin in watching movies eating food its way better with u
having deep talks with a box of tissues
But thats no issue these tears will bring us healing
Praying for each other
it gets dark in certain seasons

Outro:
I’m into
Come kiss me
all my dreams are coming true
Its cold out
Come closer
ill never be over u

Hear my thoughts (prod. Mai.)

V1:
Yes Ive thought of things
I wanna say but never said it
Searching how to get a girls attention up on reddit
Sick of all these worries
Burying my face hiding
wishing I could talk
Without awkward silence 
Shit im indecisive
never make my mind up
Say I’m not depressed cuz 
isn’t everybody kind of
Hope that imma win u over eventually
Wonder if I can steal the heart of someone better than me

C:
And I Don’t care for what Ive got
cuz you’re the only one I want 
But I can’t reach whats in my sight
Take a step into my life

V2:
Diving into the weekend
All I do is sleep in
Friends hit me up hardly
all they do is party
How am I supposed to have fun
If I know that I’ll never be the one
Diving into the night time
All I do is write rhymes
Flipping through these pages
Nothing ever changes
Show me how to have a good time
Cuz I can never get this shit right

step into my life (prod. ocean)

YOUTUBE

im used to it

Featuring @rxseboy
Produced by @pauli-niemi

Hope u enjoy!!
Music video for it up on my Youtube channel <3

YouTube

Laying on my porch while we watch the world end.

Produced by ENRA

LYRICS:

Dont fall asleep yet
I'm wide awake still
I wonder if u think about me when u lay still
Don't fall asleep yet
Promise me you’ll stay here
Are my pictures on you wall still like last year

Don't fall asleep yet
I'm wide awake still
I wonder if u think about me when u lay still
Its been a long time
Miss u around me
When I dream about u r u dreaming bout me


Verse

Dont fall asleep
Im wide awake
I hope that we
Have brighter days
U still have my heart
So don’t let it break
I want u all mine forever
I’ll put my heart on a projector
I wish we settled all the struggles we got into
The best part of my life was with you

Rap

Think about u too much
Trynna fall asleep 
But my eyes won’t shut
Said u need a break
And thats ok
But when u feel alone
Always got my place
Life throws curves
Sorry for your loss
Praying for your peace
When the night feels long
Writing songs for you with my guitar
Leave if u want but please don’t go far

don't fall asleep yet

ill come back to you

Now 2020

death bed (coffee for your head)

feat. ivri, jomie, and rxseboy
prod. Skinny Atlas and Monty Data

a world of chaos | feat. ivri, jomie, rxseboy

Popular Girl, Typical Boy | feat. sleep.ing

stay4ever (Prod. Mounika)

some boring love stories pt 5

no promises

shoutout all my freinds that helped my with this <3
Rxseboy x Sarcastic Sounds x Ayleen Valentine

You don’t see that im a kid
With all these problems 
Evolving inside of me
Im seeing two of u
And u don’t see a single flaw in me


#scfirst

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