Featuring @itsyungvan
Produced by @taurs & @prod5head
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
You can't relive the past tense and it's not fair
Stuck into my old ways like I'm still there
I'm try'na move past this
Grown cold from your absence
But I won't cry I'll just be glad that it happened

No I won't lie you really hurt me
Wounded my pride
Am I deserving
Of all this pain
I long for better days
'Cause I don't wanna feel this way

(yung van)
We weren't perfect
But you got me
And I thought we were steady as a
Steady as a heartbeat
Oh now you've turned into a nightmare
And I can't let you go until I've held you
But you're not here

I miss how things were better than
You didn't need acetaminophen
I know I talk to fast without my ADHD medicine
Some sounds still trigger memories
Like that loud train on Elmer's street
That woke you up at night
After you had fallen fast asleep

Listen on Spotify!

Past Tense w/ yung van (Prod. Taurs & 5head)

tired out w/ noahh

Featuring @ihateshinigami
Produced by @horoshavibes
Art by Kat (artstation.com/katieimbro)

LYRICS
I've been living in a dream for far too long
Desperately in need of
Someone to wake me up
Stuck in a state of
Suspended animation
Can't escape this simulation
And it's getting harder just to fake it

Nothing seems to stimulate me
And all the while I'm deteriorating
Feel like everybody hates me
Can't get out of my head
 
I've seen the world for what it is and I'm not convinced
There's gotta be something more to all of this
If ignorance is bliss than I
Am living in a paradise

(Horosha)
If all of this is just a dream
Then what visions will we see
When we wake up
Do I even want to know

(shinigami)
I’ve been living in a dream
Everything feels so far from me
I can’t tell if I’m asleep
I just really need you here next to me

And I just wanna give you the best of me
Butterflies every time that you’re texting me
Sick and tired of turning in my sheets
Lately it’s been really hard to breathe

I can’t take this anymore
Hands to my chest I’m on the floor
Wanna live a good life ‘cause this shit’s short
That’s one thing I know for sure

Suspended Animation w/ shinigami (Prod. Horosha)

official music video: https://youtu.be/_9n5A6eBnc0

if u bring the camera, make my life a movie
i could b the actress if u wanna shoot me
what i mean 2 ask is how u wanna do me?
im not trynna mask, yr not trynna b a groupie
now im on my last ditch efforts of the nite
i dont wanna not hold yr hands this tite
i dont wanna stop, when we dance feels nice
and im feeling like myself, hope yr seeing this rite
when im out up on display, hold my heart up 2 the light
and im screaming every choice i made 2 lead me 2 tonite
and theyre saying that im made of star stuff, gotta shine
ive been starkid since 2 0 1 9
push 2 start it, light it up and spark it
torch it if its getting in yr way, its a target
u would think im famous when im working at a target
u dont kno what fame is, never even seen guitar picks
never had the grip tape tearing up the carpet
pedal board skateboard, amp sounds garbage
iPod touch only tunes when i charge it
i done fell in luv w/ the music when it started

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by crybabycam
recorded @ mirrorville. hq 6/30/22
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

starkid2019 (+ crybabycam) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

Committed (14)

ohh 
she think im the one i just told her im not that one
and i luh to drive her crazy i blame it on how i was brought up
i aint have no father in the crib it was jus my momma
hey at least ill treat you proper
and my money long like a doctor
if i give you all my heart baby then you better know i got ya
and i want you to win baby so there aint no point in stoppin ya
she say jai i love you now i wanna jump on top of you
she think im the one i just told her im not that one
she want me to pull up like yeah lets have some fun
and all i said waa good luck baby im not that.. damn

pass me the lighter
pass me the roll up 
im about to smoke a lil bit and get sum higher
you been tryna kill my vibe for a minute
at first i was addicted and im not scared to admit it
but now you tryna
you tryna chew me up and spit me out 
bleh
she start complaining when im pulling out 
what
dont put me down bae jus pick me up
feel like a clown when you call my bluff

how tf can i really tell who i can count on
i know ill be straight ill be good in the long run
i can see you hating on me dunno why you hating on me
go get sum money nigga
go get sum go get sum

u tryna chew me up n spit me out😪 [p. jkjmetasco]

Ket Addict +Kacie Free [haku]

★..my intentions are pure if held up to the light..★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/hunnyuwu

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/lowquall

[lyrics]

hook:
tell me everything you wanna do
i could watch forever wont you show me how you move
you could call my bluff, babygirl you know its true
wanna fall asleep forever always next to you

when were together everything is so golden
dont wanna leave ever since that i rolled in
everythings fine if you just spend the night
i cant say no when i look in your eyes

im falling hard and i swear that i know it
think its a lie but just wait till i show it
my intentions are pure if held up to the light
im in too deep and im losing my sight

verse:
my gaze is locked on you
when you walk into the room
interlock our fingers and our lips
tell me you want nothing more than this

n-n-n-nothing more than this

tell me everything everywhere you wanna go
nothing isnt nothing when im beside you my love
they all pushed me to the side but you gave me peace of mind
i would give up my whole life for a little bit more time
with you

repeat hook:
tell me everything you wanna do
i could watch forever wont you show me how you move
you could call my bluff, babygirl you know its true
wanna fall asleep forever always next to you

when were together everything is so golden
dont wanna leave ever since that i rolled in
everythings fine if you just spend the night
i cant say no when i look in your eyes

im falling hard and i swear that i know it
think its a lie but just wait till i show it
my intentions are pure if held up to the light
im in too deep and im losing my sight

★streaming★

★i’ll dream of you..★ w/ hunny (prod. benji the machine)

★i dont care!★ w/ dev0 (prod. benji the machine)

(YEYO, I LOVE YOU)

she just popped a perc

i popped like two but at the same time

said she wanna fall in love no baby

i cant waste time

quit calling my phone baby i dont wanna

face time

why you keep calling my phone i dont wanna 
facetime

uh 

i dont wanna

i dont wanna

i dont wanna

fa- fa- 

facetime

she just popped a perc

i popped like two but at the same time

said she wanna fall in love no  baby

i cant waste time

why you keep calling my phone no i dont wanna

face time

better not fall in love with me cus baby you gon'

hate me

ever since i came up all these bitches wanna 

date me

ive been blowing up why they acting like they

made me

i dont wanna fall in love 

no baby that wont save me

i dont wanna fall in love 

no baby that wont 

PLAY BALL
(BALL-BALL-BALL-BALL)
PLAY BALL
(BALL-BALL-BALL-BALL)
PLAY BALL


facetime

This was my submission for Form's All Nighter Vol. 10 
(Made in less than 24 hours)

Had a lot of fun with this one ngl. Even though unfortunately it didn't make it to the final compilation, still happy to share this one with you guys. Definitely trying to explore some new directions for my music right now :D

tired out w/ noahh

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