prod @misalivee
feature @skellingt0nn

@gutzxx
I sense something coming down
im feeling frightend
stuck in a world of silence
can you hear me fucking suffering
ohh I cant forget my lifes mess
mental health is rubbish
I cant fucking stop it 
I wanna see my knife inside your guts
I wanna show you bae come be my everything
if you give me what I want
cuz im addicted im addicted yh im addicted
leaking red blood fuck it up
tryna be like us 
im feeling homicidal im tryna light this whole pace up
I heard you like violence I like it when ur silent
when your bodys mangled up im fucking crawl inside it 
woah I cant forget my lifes a mess
mental health is rubbish
I cant fucking stop it 
I wanna see my knife inside your guts
I wanna show you of bae come be my everything
if u give me what I want

@skellingt0nn

oh,
i think about u bleeding every fuckin day
i know u know im not okay
it was not meant to be this way
i know i said that i would change
im so sadistic, so insane
put a bullet in my brain, put a bullet in my brain

slit my wrist
just for fun
sippin vodka, getting drunk
just so i can feel a lil numb
u know u make me feel so dumb
i know im hated by like everyone 
u put me down until i feel like nothing
ur the reason im holding the fucking gun

i cant forget w/skellingt0nn  (p.misalive)

prod. takuori
@gutzxx

i dont wanna fucking wait, for the k to hit my brain
life is like a horror movie, i just wanna numb my pain
take my soul, all my fault
winter time, missing calls
pills in my stomach, i just wnna fucking dance
my life is a misery, why cant u just bleed 4 me
i got played a hundred times, now i want u 2 b mine
bloody valentine, i cant even feel fine

 i cant even feel fine (tonight)

i feel so fucked up, bitch cut me up
eat up ur pills, lets get drugged up
i dont wanna wait, grab u by ur waist
u look so fucking cute, black metal in my veins

tell me that you're terrified, babe dis is a long night
gonna cut ur fucking throat, you're my princess, im you're knight
pretty like my corpse bride, in my room, im getting fried
i will miss you all night

black metal w/ gutzxx (takuori)

prod me
sample is elfen lied ost lilium 

https://open.spotify.com/album/5ep5K5RcsW5vy4ttrk0gbQ?si=RXQ56rxGSlyEicDd9aPp4w

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJ54Q2HRBos

https://www.instagram.com/deadsince2011/
https://www.instagram.com/cy4ne/
https://www.instagram.com/swaglikejoms/

lyrics

(wintr)

dont check the bathroom
omg shes fkn dead
yea im laughing at u
coz u let it get to ur head
i wont yield
my scars will never heal
i wish that u were here
so i could kill you, my dear

ladies and gentleman open up your eyes
welcome to the circus where people come to die
mommy didn't care, coz she was never there
and i cant even blame her so i rip out my hair

(cy4ne)

i feel like i cant even understand your sorrow (alright)
come on baby let me take another photo
you look so cute whenever i cut you into pieces (yeah)
sink my teeth into your flesh, because i need it

i stared the afterlife, right into the eye 
when i saw my future it made me fuckin cry
i went to heaven and hall and said goodbye
but before this happens ill make sure u fuckin die (what)

(disoc8)

welcome to my fucking life, welcome to the shitshow
lost so many years and all my friends over a bimbo
so much anxiety, i'm peeking out the window
i can't fucking sleep cuz its my third day up on mephedrone 

ur so fucking hot oh my god ur so deceiving
took too many drugs, sorry bbyg i'm leaving
ur too fucking good for me
overdose on xtc
love 2 fucking self destruct 
cuz ik that we're meant 2 be 

enjoy <3

open your eyes ft. cy4ne + disoc8

PROD @1lav

@kiryoo

turn it up
all these faggots wna switch on me
i been reppin club xp
u can s m fkin d
yea i cant turn down
turn the bass up
fkin on raver slut
in her guts like sum drugs
idk if im in love
took to much i might throw up
throw up
do u wna b my prom queen
yea i might die see me on tmz

@salvia06

i cant see clear
i cant get back
i dont wanna be here
but i cant get back on track
i cant wake up
i get nightmares
its inside my head ill never let it be real

end it right here
its in my head
i cant wake up
i cant wake up
its in my head
i cant wake up
i cant wake up


@blairrwitch

big ass fuckin scythe n i keep it by my blade 
ion wanna talk at all today
no way
no way
no way 
no way 
ion wanna die bby put me on display
oxys
tipsy 
bby were so fucked 
were to fuckin drunk
n im keepin all my love 
therapy cant save 
bby are you crazy
ima kill a bitch if she rlly fuckin plays me

WELCOME TO THE CLUB #BRINGUSBACK (#lavendr)

produced by 1stress

lyrics 

Winter:

I like to kill the ones i love, because i don't have a heart
Nothing behind my eyes, baby where do i start?
So judge me there, and cast your stone
For being so empty, maybe i should just be left alone?

Where the fuck did it go, i wish i'll never know
I wish i never run, because now you're done
Maybe i could've been a better son
Now you're the one infront of the gun

I only think about myself
Maybe i should go and get the gun on my shelf
Will i get into heaven if i kill myself?
Shit, times' up, guess im never leaving this house

x2

I like to kill the ones i love, because i don't have a heart
Nothing behind my eyes, baby where do i start?
So judge me there, and cast your stone
For being so empty, maybe i should just be left alone?
  
x2

suicide song (stress)

Prod mix me
master ldlad
w snuffcide

Yes im aware that there are some clicking sounds , I made this in a rush and couldnt fix them

Lyrics :

Decay :

Always comes to highschool
And looks me in my eye
I think she wants me dead
But I have no fucking time
Melatonin down my throat
Really helps me sleep
Sing me a lullaby
And dont peak
I hate her everytime she walks past me
Why do you still give a fuck about me
See her everytime when I go home by bus
Sits there in the corner making nothing but a fuss
3 2 1 hide and seek lets go
pictures of ur corpse all over my phone
Her body's really cold
She's in my wardrobe
Keeping it locked
So no one can find your corpse
Knife in my pocket but I wont really use it
Got no shit to lose, but i dont want to abuse it
Body in the closet, no one knows her name
never letting go, trapped inside my game

Snuffcide :

and u look better dead
let that get in ur head
can u do it tonight 
n stain ur wall red
carve my name into my wall
im so skinny chronicle
such a pretty dirty doll
in a lonely sadning fall
i dont look too friendly
i cnt even bare me
scars like sally
may god fkn spare me
inner lies a crooked smile
a sad goodbye its been a while

Decay :

Thought I saw you move, guess I was wrong
Got you in the dark where you can't belong
Cold breath on my neck, but I don’t feel the chill
Fucked up my mind, I took the wrong pill
3 2 1 hide and seek lets go
pictures of ur corpse all over my phone
Her body's really cold
She's in my wardrobe
Keeping it locked
So no one can find your corpse

Locked + snuffcide

i tell a story in this, so if you enjoy that stuff pay attention to the lyrics
produced by me

lyrics:

we start to smell you
doesn't make father impressed
he tried to tell you
she was dead in her little pink dress
i cry and i weep
check the floorboards underneath
you'll find rosie
with cuts on her knees

such a pretty little soul
no way you could've known
you would die all alone
cuts on her knees
not her day of the week
give it time all that's left is teeth

rosie is rotting
rosie is rotting
rosie is rotting
she's fucking rotting
rosie is rotting
rosie is rotting
rosie is rotting

we start to smell you
doesn't make father impressed
he tried to tell you
she was dead in her little pink dress
i cry and i weep
check the floorboards underneath
you'll find rosie
with cuts on her knees



rosie is rotting

[@pr6blms]
what the fuck is wrong with me i should fucking kill myself
everytime that i get close i cut myself wanna die
can i fucking kill u i just wanna eat ur gutz
lets run away together ill fucking kill you if u run
omg im so jealous wont u run away with me
u dont need a different guy baby u just stay with me
im so sick of you are u fucking sick of me
im so fucking obsessed got ur name on my body

[@bandiicam]
im so anxious girl idk what u see in me
when i look at you i gotta look away cus i just weep
i can hardly fucking sleep i can barely fucking breathe
ive been crying on my floor cus i seen you inside my dreams
tried to kill myself last night but things aint always what they seem
you say you love me girl i swear to god we aint meant to be
you love to me cut me up, you love to watch me fucking bleed
sat here with my fucking tears while you just sit there and scream

[@pr6blms]
what the fuck is wrong with me i should fucking kill myself
everytime that i get close i cut myself wanna die
can i fucking kill u i just wanna eat ur gutz
lets run away together ill fucking kill you if u run
omg im so jealous wont u run away with me
u dont need a different guy baby u just stay with me
im so sick of you are u fucking sick of me
im so fucking obsessed got ur name on my body

i wanna see ur fucking body hit the fucking floor
oh my god oh my god girl ur such a whore

wtf is wrong w me + Bandiicam [ilybeam]

prod @ldlad

@tnfmb

doctor can you fix me
yeah i rlly need a surgery
yeah my heart so fucking heavy
tear my heart apart im rlly fucking lazy

find your reflection on my chainsaw
tumblr girl 2 a fucking monster
in the snow im fucking bleeding
burn a cigarette im fucking screaming

@ldlad

bloody hands around my neck i cant get enough
she cant stop fucking screaming n i cant stop fucking crying
sleep deprivation x insomnia i cant sleep again
is there something wrong will i die again

i feel pretty when im skinny
can u save me im so fucked up
would u miss me if i were 2 be gone
bloody razors on my wrist im so close 2 dying
so close 2 death & i cant stop crying

@morbidsnuffstar

i always hide like a rabbit close to death
dont wnna see ppl n i love 2 get upset
ill carve my name in ur walls
like a porcelain doll she is graceful n small

i wnna shatter my ribs can u kill me please
ur all that i need i wnna dress in ur skin
why is my corpse always sad
will u meet me in the end

@decaying4u

Wrap my hands ‘round your neck like a rosary
Crawl inside your fucking head and never leave
Call it worship or call it sin
Either way I’m fucking sinking in

Nails down your back just to mark what’s mine
I don’t want your heart but I want your spine
You're too pretty to run so why even try
I'll put you in my bed and press rewind

close to death w tnfmb, snuffcide n decaying4u (ldlad)

prod @tnfmb

@ldlad

lets go fkn dance
lets go slit our fkn wrists
leave me deadxx
idegaf

crying in the bathroom w the doors locked
kmfs just 2 feel the love

crying in the bathroom (tnfmb)

I love you more
Than you will ever know
In this crazy world, you are my only peace
I love you more
Than you will ever know
In this crazy world, you are my only peace
I love you more
Than you will ever know
In this crazy world, you are my only peace
I love you more
Than you will ever know
I will never ever leave
You're the air I breathe

I chase the stars for you
So every night will feel like day
I wish on moons so bright
That you will never drift away
I’ll freeze the skies in blue
So every moment here will last
This love will see us through
We'll hold each other through the past

I love you more
Than you will ever know
In this crazy world, you are my only peace
I love you more
Than you will ever know
In this crazy world, you are my only peace
I love you more
Than you will ever know
In this crazy world, you are my only peace
I love you more
Than you will ever know
I will never ever leave
You're the air I breathe

Thank you to @neoglam for letting me flip the track!!
Listen to the original: https://on.soundcloud.com/9GLDI8FkDZeHTvoMKA

wtf is wrong w me + Bandiicam [ilybeam]

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