I Love You

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ENTRY ONE

prod by tee8
written by kay

made during some tough times
thank you to everyone who taps in much love 
🤲🏾🤲🏾🤲🏾🤲🏾
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[LYRICS]:

head buried in my palms like the answers in it 
trynna find my soul
hope the devil didn’t get it
at my lowest you was missin’ that was unforgivin
lit up like five blunts za got me trippin
out my right mind 
need some assistance 
out of lifelines so I hope you listen
if you find time can you send some blessings my way?
I need a reason to stay
send a sign 
somethin’ showing there’s a chance for some change
lesson learned 
stifling tears only keep you insane
feel like im really wastin’ away
drinkin’
til’ I hit the bottom but its still not enough
to get through this pain, 
can you send some blessings my way? 

I need a reason to stay (I need a reason to stay)
send some blessings my way 
(send some blessings my way)
I need a reason to stay 

send a sign, 
somethin showin there’s a chance for some change
lesson learned, stiflin tears only keep you insane

I need a reason to stay

does god know where harlem is? (prod. tee8)

[LYRICS]:

God bless me
God help me
I think I’m insane

God bless me
God help me
I think I’m insane

I know you only calling cause you bored
no longer eager for our conversations anymore
but I should ask about those shoulders you been leaning on
cause I been fucking random women just to even score
and shit been deaded for a while, fuck I’m grieving for?
I guess I need to find a peace of mind to cease this war
you say you love me
then tell me what you need him for
your contradictions don’t only leave me at a loss
it got me flippin’ thru these women like a catalogue 
and you got no reason to be mad at all 
cause you took advantage of my 
forgiving spirit
and I got a lot to say but I doubt you’ll listen 
and pay attention
to every word emitted 

truth be told, I’m still missing you
but I can’t let the pain undercut the principle
it ripples through my inner-view
I worked so hard to get to you not knowing
you’ll never love me like you really say you do, baby

you’ll never love me like you really say you do
I must be a fool for thinking different
still I’m missing you
but I can’t let the pain undercut the principle
it ripples through my inner-view
I worked so hard to get to you not knowing
you’ll never love me like you really say you do, baby

like you 
say you do

never luv’d me ft. rachel claue (prod. yogic beats)

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produced by juno. 

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much luv, godspeed! 

- kay


another day of living with this..

damn
another day of living with this heavy conscience,
its been a while since I got to shut my eyelids
granny said I need to see some rest but that's the problem
im shopping nooses thinkin' it'll get my soul out this rut, 
fake straighten spine like i'm holding up
conversations held, 
not brave enough to fully open up, 
yet,
i left a note, 
please take it as a token of my love
even though, 
I only feel sorrow at the moment (moment)
mirror showed my biggest demon, 
man I should've known it (known it)
messing with my head, 
explain and people think im bogus
telling me im losing focus, 
but the mission not complete
without a solid peace of mind,
and I know these niggas really wanna have
a piece of mine
i’m not trynna be on no cocky shit 
claims based on witnessing the defamation of my character
while my soul was in the pit 
with the innards of my stomach
Can’t take another hit
But my legs gave up on running
So I hope this verse help me in the bout
Gotta lotta proses stored, hope you 
hear em out before I pay the deathly costs 
Of blood burdens, 
join my palms, as my knees hit the floor
Ask granny “how you know its working?”
(how you know its working?)

so obsessed with the prayers cause its
sins in my blood, I can’t write em off
the pen dryin up, I can’t write em all
why I gotta pay the costs? 
why I gotta pay the costs?

sins

Finding Fear (prod. Xay)

i couldnt not hear it so i had to hear it you kno

💋stressed-kisses💢

I ain’t ever own pajamas 
Type of random topics rappers start they songs off with 
For starters, you must know, ain’t a offering in this catharsis, it’s strictly heart but remain impartial
It’s awkward if you get too close 
You close in, I close the door 
You peak through the window
That house been burning down 
So, why would I let you in for?

Correct me if I’m wrong 
I mean, don’t tell me if I’m wrong just move according how I’d do a stranger and ignore all my calls 
Whatever’s right is always slightly off anyway - who cares long as the lights is on 
And my belly’s full occasionally when I’m not smoking more than my pockets want
Piling on all these problems and nada solved, all day long
It be exhausting 

I used to be anti-drugs, now I’m anti-anti-drugs 
Some would say the anti-Christ got a hold of me young and I would say yeah, you might be right but God had a righteous plan for the kid ever since day one 
I mean, I don’t mean to stunt but I’m sure I’m good if God’s graces exist he’d prolly cure the whole hood
In whatever case, I wouldn’t be thrown to the wolves 
Or banished to pits unless my sins outweigh the good
In this lifetime I did - I doubt it but it lingers sometimes, I know I’m doing as I should
I mean I hope assuming best and rest assured, get the rest secured 
Feeling less secure in my worth and I been there before
Wonder how I fell so much further 
When I already got so far

My momma threw away my favorite pillow
I watched my nephew chew on his nails 
I wrote wonderings to instrumentals 
I spent so many nights awake tryna figure out why I couldn’t sleep 
Came up with zilch, zero, nothing but the steeze
The unique, mystique 
My admirable attempts at peace 
Feel like the only admiral for me is me to 
take lead Off the Cliff or summits peak 

I don’t believe my friends when they say they love me 
I think I’m damaged goods - I’m never comfy
Eyes peeled regardless
I wanna trust you so bad but I can’t 
I’m not allowed to
Your heart could leave you brainless and your brain could leave you heartless
I’m somewhere caught in between so it’s hard for me to see passed the possibility you lying to me 
Need to put my guard down to get punched in the teeth

Fake what? 
I can’t if I tried, my face never hides it 
I swallow my pride like that bitter pill you disguise with whatever beverage to wash down the lies 
Lessen the disgusting flavor, discipline: never exercised that part of the mind but wanna wine bout how shit don’t change as you lay on your side and type away every feeling that would get you closer if you fucking tried 
You know I love you if you could get me tight 
You find it cute when I’m on the explosive side
Whether it’s The Strokes or Voidz I’m still that guy
Same then and now - nothing changed but the sound and you can still hear em intertwine every once in a while but catch a different vibe

1927

4Uuu (prod. PeaceofMND)

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does god know where harlem is? (prod. tee8)

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