Dear Depression,

Lyrics :
I’ve seen dead people in front of my eyes
Searching for a high that couldn’t provide
A lifetime of a lifetime
Now who am I?
To tell you what to do and not do
Well I’m just a guy
I’m only 19, but I’ve seen things that no one should see
Body laid out pale
Dead from an OD
Willing to die for something that’s gone be temporary
Searching for a high that’s gonna be unnecessary
Soon as it’s over
And you forget what happened
10 minutes of being sober and then you right back at it
You say you not an addict
They say I should stick to rappin
But I've seen too many people die
And I finally had it
I’m tired of seeing people I love
Getting caught up on drugs
Not knowing when to say enough is enough
I’m tired of all the pain
I’m tired of all the sorrow
I’m tired of not knowing if I’ll see people tomorrow
Or they’ll
Be gone because they want to live reckless
Thinking that the drugs are gonna make them be stressless
But when the high is over
Life becomes real again
The feelings that they had before they gonna start to feel again
So they popping on them pills again
In an attempt to never feel again
They thinking that it’s healing them
But in reality it’s killing them

I don’t want to throw my life away
I don’t want to see you die today
I don’t want to throw it all away (yeah)
I don’t want to throw my life away
I don’t want to see you die today
Don't want you to throw it all away (yeah)

Why we gotta separate so soon?
Because you thought the drugs would heal your internal wounds
Living life on the edge like your body would be immune
To all of the consequences till you ended up dead in your room
Now it’s crazy
Cuz we won’t ever talk again
I just wish I would’ve told you stop popping them
And to stop shooting up heroin deep inside your veins
But at that point I already knew that nothing would change
You were addicted
And there was nothing I could do
I can’t imagine all the pain that you were going through
You said you thought that no one loved you, I just wish you knew
How much that God honestly cared for you
You see the problem is that people think that Gods is evil
We blame God for the problems that we create as people
We've got a choice between life and death and we choose the needle
In the end
The consequences prove to be lethal

I don’t want to throw my life away
I don’t want to see you die today
Don’t want you to throw it all away (yeah)
I don’t want to throw my life away
I don’t want to see you die today
Don’t want you to throw it all away (yeah)

I’m sorry that you went out like that
You were drowning and the drugs were your life raft
You didn’t know they were pulling you down
And now I’m praying for your family, you’re no longer around
You're no longer around
You're no longer around
You're no longer around
And now I’m praying for your family, you’re no longer around

Drug Abuse

Lyrics : Jonathon Martinez (Presence)
Instrumentation : Samy Loudini (Shaiah)
Mix & Master : Gregory Goldstein
 
Lyrics :
Your mother called me up last week and she told me that she knows we're through
And she always knew
The two of us would never work
Now her daughter's hurt
And she said 'I put the blame on you'
Wow
Maybe you're lying to her
Or maybe you're lying to yourself
Or maybe I've got it twisted
But
I'm pretty sure I'm the one who dealt
With somebody lying to my face for months
And finding out that someone else was what they want
And honestly moving on is fine
I just wish you would've told me
Cause the way that I ended up having to find out completely broke me
And to make it worse now you're lying to everybody about what happened
I guess if you just put the target on my back then
Nobody's gonna question any of your actions

Did you tell your family about
The day that I surprised you
With flowers at your house
Only to find you laying there with somebody else
You cheated on me
Then turned around and put the blame on me
For being the one to leave

But I wouldn't have left if you didn't leave first
You lie with every breath that you say that I hurt you
More than you hurt me
You weren't trustworthy no
And the fact that I ever thought that you were
Is still crazy
I guess that maybe
Love makes you blind
For better and worse
I woulda known that you lied
If I observed
All of these blatant signs
But I was cursed
With loving you way more than you were worth
Out of all of my priorities, I made you my first
But you wasted my time, then to make things worse you
Lied to everyone about what happened soon as you got the chance
And I understand, but before you go I've just gotta ask you

Did you tell your family about
The day that I surprised you
With flowers at your house
Only to find you laying there with somebody else
You cheated on me
Then turned around and put the blame on me
For being the one to leave

For being the one to leave
For being the one to leave
For being the one to leave

The One to Leave

Still Holding On

Nightmare

Sad Days

Loving Me & Losing You

I'm Okay I Swear

Sabotaging Myself

Young Forever

SCARED OF THE FALL!

PAST LIFE!

YOU DON'T KNOW ME ANYMORE!

TEARS IN THE MOSHPIT! & INSTRUMENTALS

YOU DON'T KNOW ME ANYMORE! (INSTRUMENTAL)

BAD FRIEND! (INSTRUMENTAL)

LIKE HELL! (INSTRUMENTAL)

RUNNING BACK 2 YOU! (INSTRUMENTAL)

NO REMEDY! (INSTRUMENTAL)

SCARED OF THE FALL! (INSTRUMENTAL)

MY LOSS! (INSTRUMENTAL)

'TILL YOU DON'T! (INSTRUMENTAL)

I DON'T WANNA BE LIKE YOU! (INSTRUMENTAL)

PAST LIFE! (INSTRUMENTAL)

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Losing Patience 8/9

Just Hold On

Just Hold On (Car Version)

i feel empty

Youth... i feel empty

She's Falling In Love With Someone Else

i feel broken

A Song About Drug Abuse... Sober

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Short message:
I wrote this song over the course of the past year and half. It's the most important song I've written to date.
I know what it's like to feel like you're drowning in your own sorrow. 
And how hopeless you can feel in that. 
But I also know that there's a light at the end of the tunnel. 
And it's waiting for all of us. 
Just Hold On. 
Pain doesn't always end, but your response to it does


Song produced by Raspo Beats and 27swens
Lyrics written by Presence


Lyrics:
Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Control
Now

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Your Soul
Now
x2

I know that this life gets hard sometimes/
I know that depression’s running through your mind/
I know that sometimes you just want to cry/
But nobody understands so you close your eyes

I know that sometimes you just want to die/
I know that sometimes you just wonder why/
They leave you on your own just to fight this fight/
But I promise you that you gone get through the
night/

I’ve seen it with my own eyes
I’ve felt it in my own life
I’ve seen it with my own eyes
X2.5

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Control
Now

Just
Hold On
That pain
Gone slow down

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Control
Now

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Your Soul
Now

I know about’ the feelings that you’re feeling deep within
And i know that sometimes all you want is the evidence

That life gone get better
And that the pain fades away
I know you’re under the weather
And wanna see brighter days
I know that you’re in a chapter you wish that you could erase
I know that life gets hard 
And you’ve been losing faith

And I know
You feel like nobody cares
And I know
You feel like nobody’s there
But I swear
That everything your going through
Is just gone make you stronger
But only if you can promise to

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Control
Now

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Your Soul
Now

This is the most painful song I've ever had to write and record. I hope you guys can appreciate the vulnerability of this track. Available for download and streaming everywhere at midnight est.

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Lyrics:

I wish I would’ve picked up the phone
And been there when you needed me most
I wish would’ve texted you back
And cherished all the time that we had

I wish I would’ve paid more attention
And I wish I would’ve asked more questions
I wish I woulda been there for you
Like you were there for me

I can’t go back in time
But I wish I could
All of these feelings that i’m having
I really just cannot put
Them into words
Honestly my heart feels shattered
I’m tryna keep my composure
But it’s hard
When there’s a dagger
In my heart
I can’t believe that this is real
It’s been a week since you passed and ion know what to feel
You were my best friend
My ride or die until the end
Now it’s the end and my brain just cannot comprehend
That you’re gone
This pain just keeps on hurting
I’m screaming out to God cuz I know you ain’t deserve this
I’m carrying this guilt on my shoulders
It’s a burden
If you were here I know you’d tell me just to keep on working
Through this

But it’s so difficult without you here
I’m in an ocean full of sadness filled with all my tears
I’m in the depths of mind and i just can’t see clear
And now all I really want’s to make you reappear

You were my best friend
My ride or die until the end
I can’t believe the end’s here
I’m drowning and i can’t see clear
x2


This was supposed to last longer than it did
I can’t believe that you’ll never meet my kids 
I can’t believe that it’s really all over
And i’ll never hear your voice again as i grow older
Man

This all is crazy
We just was on the phone
You hit me up about my show and said you couldn’t go
You said that earlier that day you stopped breathing
My heart sank but it wasn’t that hard to believe it

Cuz i remember when i was with you
You fainted for the first time
I look on it now
And understand that was the first sign

That yo time was coming
I should’ve understood then that your time was running 
Out 

And if i could i would go back in time
But I can’t
And that’s the reason that i lose my mind

Because I shoulda been better to you/
I showed you love but should’ve showed it better 
I can’t believe that you’re gone forever

You were my best friend
My ride or die until the end
I can’t believe the end’s here
I’m drowning and i can’t see clear X2

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You Were My Best Friend

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I'll Get There Too

Stay Alive

With this song I really tried to put myself in the mind frame of someone who just got out of a relationship, but isn’t necessarily upset with their former partner, and is instead more upset with with their self for letting themself grow away from the person they once loved so dearly. 

It's out on Spotify, Apple Music, and all those other places as well if you use those platforms too!

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Story Of A Heartbroken Girl

Presence - Hide My Scars

Big thanks to the homie  @Gremlin  for hopping on this song! Expect more from the two of us in the future.

This song is available on Spotify and all other platforms! Another song is coming out next week! If you guys can get it to 100 pre-saves, I will release a car video of the song before the official release next Friday. You can pre-save it here : https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/presenceandwovy/dont-let-me-go-2

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