Social Anxiety🖕🏼❤️

prod. noria
mixed & mastered - the insomniac lab

When the Rain Is Falling

prod. boyfifty
mixed & mastered - the insomniac lab

Carved Names

Dead and Gone (ft. Nep)

Dead and Gone by seon(feat Nep)

Bad Luck

Death Wish

SEON
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Feel trapped and i feel weak
If these broken bones could speak
They’d say i’m worn out all the time 
Daytime gets more bleak
Wait for mood swings to reach its peak
Before i can shut my eyes 

I see all the beauty in life 
The next minute i wanna die 
Drugs ain’t been getting me high
I can’t get outta of mind 

I’m so in love then i’m not 
Ice in my veins but i’m hot 
I run away from my thoughts 
But i get scared when they stop

I guess that i’m crazy or maybe i’m bad at just numbing the pain 
I know there’s people that feel how i feel but i Guess they just better at running away  
living so fake  
I wish they’d say 
How they been feeling so i can feel safe 
With how i been living and all my mistakes  
I’m trying but i cannot change

Highest highs then lowest lows 
Undiagnosed with no way to cope 
Prescription pill make me feel alone 
I wish i’d know 
Where i’m supposed to go

When i’m at the peak i can see the valley
Why i’m still depressed when i’m feeling happy 
Will there come when it not coming at me 
Will they find me dead and laying in a alley 

Feel trapped and i feel weak
If these broken bones could speak
They’d say i’m worn out all the time 
Daytime gets more bleak
Wait for mood swings to reach its peak
Before i can shut my eyes 

I got back what i asked for 
My life’s a dream but i’m still bored
Stopped popping pills 
Thought i’d be alright
But i still like
Getting high more 

When i float up then im wanting down
So i’m flying back but i hate the ground 
So i seek for love
Till i see it comes
Then i chose to run 
Like i never found   

As i keep turning i’m running in circles and stuck at start 
Looking for signals that i’ll never find cause i Lost the key that would open my heart 
I’ve been to a victim to all of the scars 
And all of the times that they’ve torn me apart
Then fix it with the stitches just like it’s art 
But lately it’s getting too hard  (delay


You’ll never be who i am 
You cannot see what i’ve seen
That’s why my bones getting weak
I stand in defeat 
And planning to leave 
I’m planning to go im planning to end
Living this life without any friends 
Living this life no where to begin 
Start over a life without any sin

Broken Bones (feat. Deyaz)

SEON
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I hurt my mom and all my fam when I was on the drugs
I never called to say I love you but I’d text the plug 
It hurt my soul when she had told me she had given up 
But I can’t blame her I was not around and not enough 

I couldn’t see that what’s important was inside my grip 
And all the money sex and drugs it wasn’t meaning shit 
Cause I was fucking getting high and I was getting rich 
it took me having everything to want the love that I had spent

And I was standing in the cell when I had called my dad 
I told him that I love him and I wish that I could change the past
It’s in those moments that you see who really have your back
I posted bond and came back home I’m grateful that we made it last 

He lost his battle to the cancer I still got regrets 
All them arguments and shit I wish I never said 
Cause that’s the type of stuff that haunts you when they fucking dead 
I’ve done too much up in my past to ever go & get ahead

I don’t want to wait too long 
I don’t waste my time 
I just wanna be right here
Till it’s over 
Till it’s over 

I don’t want to wait too long 
I don’t want to waste my time 
I just wanna be right here
Till it’s over 
Till it’s over 


It’s crazy all the promises they make that never stay 
Damn it’s crazy I could fall in love but then I’d push away  
When I’m never feeling worthy cause I’m holding onto shame 
That’s from moments in the past that I just wish I could erase 

Like the days when it was me shaking facing my disease 
Frozen in my bed and looking out on my beliefs    
When I was watering a seed soon would sprout into a tree 
Then it burned into my heart and spread into the seams

Don’t take my life before I get to find
The inner reasons why we living just to go & die 
We born again to lay alone it seems a waste of time 
I just wanna feel some peace for I say goodbye 

My time will come and so will yours we’ll see what lies ahead
Is all the life we thought was real really just a thread 
That we imagined we created only in our heads 
And now we finally know the truth but we fucking dead 

I don’t want to wait too long 
I don’t want to waste my time 
I just wanna be right here
Till it’s over 
Till it’s over 

I don’t want to wait too long 
I don’t want to waste my time 
I just wanna be right here
Till it’s over 
Till it’s over 

Okay we grew up on that sidewalk
Bike lanes and high talk
I ain’t felt this way since the first song that I dropped
Thinking bout the way we used ride around the lights off
Dreaming of the future we’d create. I pulled the heist off
Yeah
Wonder where the time went 
Wonder what it’s all for 
Got these thoughts in my head
Cuz I ain’t felt the same 
Since I lost all my friends 
No 
and I felt a pain 
Worse then hearing that he dead 
Frozen right there 
Thought that I could fight fear 
Feeling life is unfair 
Lost in a broken mirror 
My depression my reflection in you
That’s my lesson 
time’s blessing all we got is the truth 
All we got is a few days what do I do?
If I already made the same pain wash on to you
I got these thoughts all in my head I hope I make it time 
And that ain’t too late save em when they closing they eyes 
I don’t want to wait too long 
I don’t want to waste my time 
I just wanna be right here
Till it’s over 
Till it’s over 

I don’t want to wait too long 
I don’t want to waste my time 
I just wanna be right here
Till it’s over 
Till it’s over

Nostalgic  Drive (feat. Drex Carter)

The Light You Hold

Words I Didn't Say...

Talking To The Moon - Bruno Mars

Produced - AdotKdot

Mixed - K1yng3

やり直す

imagination

Music video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ED8-mym1uXU
You are not alone. It is okay to not be okay. Message me on instagram @seon_47. I am here for you
Maybe I can be so sad when I’m not 
Life can be so lonely and I’m stuck up in the thoughts
Everything I’m wantin I can have it at the top
But I’m at the bottom I’m surrounded by the rocks

If I had love would I still feel this lonely 
I was by myself and nobody had to show me 
Never gave a fuck nobody tried to know me 
Handing out these guns but nobody tryna blow me

I don’t wanna be here I just wanna go 
Wanna leave my family everybody that I know 
Suicidal thought will they miss me when I go 
Tryna get high i been riding all the lows

Finally getting sober and it bringing back the pain
Sunny for a minute now it’s cloudy with the rain 
Shit falling down and it bringing back mistakes 
future looking blurry I don’t see it in my fate 

Whyy oh whyyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright 

Please come and save me I really need saving 
These are not just lyrics I’m really not playing 
This life that I’m living I feel like I’m faking
If I can’t be real then it time for the taking

Come take my life and my soul
When I’m not even old
I been searching for hot cause my heart is so cold 
say I dont listen not doing I’m told
don’t fit the system I’ll never be gold 

If I hit escape would i just fall and go to hell 
Moses say I would but who is he to go and tell
Wanna judge me now but not gon hear me when I yell 
I been crying out said I really need some help

Nobody wanna talk nobody picking up the vibes 
Smile on my face but they can’t tell that it’s a lie 
Cover for the sorrow that I’m feeling deep inside 
Hit em with the shock when they hear i wanna die

Whyy oh whyyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright

Video

never be alright [prod. kado] (video in description)

Produced - Musicality 
Mixed & Mastered - The Insomniac Lab 
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Goodbye

Another Memory </3

Produced - Musicality

Mixed & Mastered - The Insomniac Lab

Novocaine (Prod. Musicality)

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Vocals by Samson Ace Miller
Lyrics by Samson Ace Miller
Production by llouis
Mix/Master by Sergio Cortez
Art by Kurl
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Changes (Prod. llouis)

Produced - Noria Beats
Mixed & Mastered - The Insomniac Lab

in a world of my own... 🖤💭

She Was My Universe

Prod. Raspo
Mixed & Mastered - The Insomniac Lab
in a world of my own... 🖤💭

I'm Doing My Best

cause
I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
i can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
my friends probably hate me, can't answer a message

filled with anxiety, always be hidin me
feeling inadequate's always what's driving me
not a role-model, that's not what i strive to be
Can't go outside, i'm afraid they be finding me

paranoid bout my privacy

and they always asking questions bout my face, can't relate
Fuckin caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
Got alotta bad shit that I'm taking to my grave 
Got a fuckin date with death, on house arrest till trial date

so I grab the red wine on rainy days and then i pour it
cause i'll age another fuckin thousand days before I know it
yeah I'll spend em all inside, waste my time while i'm scrollin 
but I love when it rains, cause i'm agoraphobic

i'm not okay
what's the point




prod. Heartful

🌧️ 𝘢𝘨𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘤 🌧️

Here's ur chance

prod. raspo
mixed & mastered - the insomniac lab
in a world of my own... 🖤💭

Social Anxiety🖕🏼❤️

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