Lyrics:

i never thought i'd make it this far
i never thought i'd take it this far
never thought it would be this hard
never thought it would be this hard

I don't know what I expected
I don't know i seem collected
my train of thought's disconnected
i don't know to correct it

I dont know why im burning at both ends
pretend
to concentrate
manipulate
tell me why im losing all my friends again, to make this shit
and im losing myself why i drag you to hell
and i cant stop myself
is it bad for my health

i am just a wilted flower in a field of thorns
pushing myself to the limit to make something more
sacrificing energy until my pedals fall
hoping that im ending up with something beautiful
as the days go by i feel like i am losing touch
and i never seem to know it when enoughs enough
will i lose my sense of self, i'm working day and night
but im trying to make something that could change a life

I don't know why im burning at both ends again
i cant pretend
i'm not losing myself when my brain is consumed
am i in my death bloom?
tell me why i'm losing to the thought again
i hate this shit
but the flower stands tall
it'll be my downfall

am i a good person?
or a fate worse than death
or a suffocating poison
that'll take your last breath
restricted submission
in a mountain of debt
and prolonging the misery
until your last breath
i dont sleep at night
the doom is impending
try to keep it out of sight
but the fear is extending
i dont feel alright 
but im too good at pretending
the futures too bright
but i cant wait till the ending

i dont know why im burning at both ends again
i cant pretend 
im not losing myself when my brain is consumed
am i in my death bloom?
tell me why I'm losing to the thought again
i hate this shit
but the flower stands tall
it'll be my downfall

i dont know why im burning at both ends again,
i cant pretend
im not losing myself when my brain is consumed,
tell me why im losing to the thought again
i hate this shit, oh
but the flower stands tall
it'll be my downfall

i am just a sleeping siren in a world of dreams
how could i let everyone just slip away from me?
i've been searching for the edge, another fall from grace
now the only thing i have is all this empty space
i've been staying up all night in my lucidity
and the cost of it is lonliness and misery
and one day all of this time will get the best of me
but for now ill keep on focusing my frequencies

Death Bloom (Demo Version)

I don't wanna be so sentimental
I don't wanna end up in the middle
Too much history
Nothing left of me

I don't wanna make this accidental
So don't play me like an instrumental
You weren't sent to me
We weren't meant to be

You don't change your mind
You just wanna say goodbye
You don't even see your  side

You don't change your mind
Puzzle Pieces you can't find
Running circles till you're tired
 
 I'm still here With Without you
Is this still a bout you?

Disappear with all my value
Fade like a tattoo

I don't wanna be so sentimental
I don't wanna end up in the middle
Too much history
Nothing left of me

I don't wanna make this accidental
So don't play me like an instrumental
You weren't sent to me
We weren't meant to be

You weren't sent to me
We weren't meant to be

Sentimental (Prod. Rafiki Music)

LikeMe

LikeMe (Prod. sundwnn)

love is so expensive w/ Ezra *mndlss1600*

How It All Unfolds w/ Ezra *silver + methboiswag*

LYRICS:

I was here, and you were there when we needed a minute
Now it's quiet, couldn't bare that you needed the distance
I'm tired of losing people, I just wanna be okay
I don't wanna be your friend so you can walk away
There were tons of signs, I couldn't be bothered to listen
I heard the sound when you took off and I couldn't forget it
I know I'm wrong for giving up on you that day
While you still needed me but now it looks like we could fade away

We were both on a different path
But we couldn't find the light
This moment couldn't last
Ships passing in the night

I don't know if I can handle that
I couldn't try to fight
How do I get all of these moments back
Ships passing in the night

You were here, when I was not, I created the distance
You stopped fighting, I was trying To find out what this is
You were in our place, but I was in another
I'm always saying that I loved you like a brother but

I'm not so good at holding on
I push away until they're gone
I know I gotta let you go instead of holding tight
You should move on
It's like we're ships, just passing in the night

Nobody's permanent, no matter how I wanna be
They go one way or another way eventually
One by one or all at once, and then another
I remember, was a time you said you love me like a brother, but

They're always saying that you don't know what you've got
Until it's gone, its been so long that i forgot
how you watched me fall deep in my misery
Overspend, and misuse my energy

We were both on a different path
But we couldn't find the light
This moment couldn't last
Ships passing in the night

I don't know if I can handle that
I couldn't try to fight
How do I get all of these moments back
Ships passing in the night

Letting Go - Jorby & KarmaXX

A cover I made a while back, using a modified version of my beat from mine and KarmaXX’s song, “Letting Go”, aka the Instrumental, ‘The End’, from my  LoFi EP,
‘D E C E M B E R’ 
The covered song is ‘Introvert’ by Brakence, if that wasn’t obvious.

Introvert [COVER + SC EXCLUSIVE]

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finish line (feat. ezra)

@jorbyisbad

prod. mcx 

(Lukas)
What's good, I'm back in , no more distractions
We could have a one-on-one
If you wanna tap in Dance slow, no talkin', eyes lock, we started
Sumn that could last a minute or end in the morning
M-m-m-morning, m-m-m-morning
Meet me in the car, we don't have that long
M-m-m-m-m-m-m-m-m-m

Where we ended up, I thought I was wrong
Face down on the side of the road, my old girl
Always knew the way to keep me composed
Since we cut contact, I was losin' control,
I got it right back, you would never know

Three days turned into 2 years, there's no way
I would've listened to you explain
Over and over the mess we made, was it worth it

(Jorby)
I don't fuck with the sudden headaches
I can't ignore when you make my heart shake
I don't know if I'm stayin', can't let you see my face
No time to conversate, we'll go back to your place

You know I don't need you, baby,
Maybe I won't see you in the m-m-m-mornin
M-m-m-m-mornin
Fly out when you wake up, baby,
Promise you won't stay up till the
M-m-m-m-mornin
M-m-m-m-m-mornin

Can't hold you down now, she took my soul out
Picked up and let down, can't trust a soul now
Ruined us from the start, I died in her arms
Stole our chances, you took my hand then

Three days turned into 2 years, there's no way
I would've listened to you explain
Over and over the mess we made, was it worth it

Was it worth it
Was it worth it














#hyperpop #hiphop #altpop #glitchcore #emo

NO WAY (feat. Jorby)

(prod. fadenhere)

Ion know a lot
but I know enough
like this shit 2k
imma lay it up
Ion care ill say what I f*cking want
wht u finna do
b*tch im one of one

bro went down a couple ranks
like he got demoted
and I say to his face
ion owe him nothing
oh u not afraid?
that pistol make u scared of something
I think i might move away
somewhere on a island

my money up
living lifes a lil harder
when u low on funds
taking cash right out the bank
you cant hang wit us

I hate everyone
yo girl in my bed just because
I didnt fuck witt ya

She think im hot
not the temperature
she like me
yo bitch isnt
who u think she might be
this shit getting outta hand
took it lightly
smoking gas
take one hit
and you gon dry heave

(x2)
Ion know a lot
but I know enough
like this shit 2k
imma lay it up
Ion care ill say what I f*cking want
wht u finna do
b*tch im one of one

Sentimental (Prod. Rafiki Music)

Indiea

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