this whole album beautifully captures losing someone/something you were deeply connected with on an eternal level so much so it reaches beyond dimensions.it's in every plane of existence.but when one leaves this world, the one left behind has nothing but to live yearning, coping and waiting for the day they meet in another life.thank you for this album, really...thank you...

mastered by @alexanderpanos
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You've got a hold I cant explain
you would make me writhe in pain
you watched me as I grabbed the brake
and you made me hesitate

I falter but I own my faults
Though I can't control my thoughts
If you tell me im a piece of shit
Ill believe it

You complicated a simple stance
Could you give me one more chance?
You blew me off, said à tout à l'heure
Could you give me one more chance?
Could you give me one more chance?
Could you give me one more chance?

You know id kill to be your man
but you counter half my plans
I try to make you change your mind
Youre a loveable landmine

I know I should have self respect
But I cant put down the phone
You would throw me like an apple core
You dont like me

You complicated a simple stance
Could you give me one more chance?
You blew me off, said à tout à l'heure
Could you give me one more chance?
Could you give me one more chance?
Could you give me one more chance?

Bubba

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marlboro red

album release show on may 30th in chicago: 
https://link.dice.fm/P9e4e3ae41d4?dice_id=P9e4e3ae41d4

music video: https://youtu.be/mu1dBfg4SiE

master by alexander panos in northern illinois
clarinets by zachary alexander in baltimore
backing vocals by oyeme thomas in chicago
horns by padraig greene in kingston

lyrics: 
the problem breeds a novel thief
and you conned it, ironic

you stayed with me, connected seams
and i loved it, i covet

and i needed that, i was catatonic
you carefully returned for me

calligraphic notes, stars would ink the pages
(you called my name with covered eyes)
blooming from the basement

that's like flashing hope to the patient
(you called my name with covered eyes) 
don't give them a reason

your combination i've never seen

but you've given me that, it was catastrophic

you're simply eternity

calligraphic notes, stars would ink the pages
(you called my name with covered eyes)
blooming from the basement

that's like flashing hope to the patient
(you called my name with covered eyes) 
don't give them a reason

your combination i've never seen

your combination

official music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-48_1Q8rXfY

horns written and recorded by @clovehitch in kingston
album mastered by @alexanderpanos in northern illinois

---lyrics---
bubba, wait there for me,
i will find you.
wait there for me

i will find you bubba.

when you left me i was scared pup
i still hear you scratching up my 
vinyl door and running in the yard
it's baren, empty, fucked - cause i still love you 
like the last day that i saw you

now that you're gone,
i can't believe that you are.

i am lost,
i'm sorry I left you again.

they would not allow me to be there for you,
but I'll never leave you again.
i'll never leave you again.
i'll never leave you again.

i'll never leave you.

bubba

i know you're sickly
well i'm not the cure
but i know where to find it 
for you, but not for me
i'll bleed unnecessarily 
across the rugged floor

i know the best thing that i've ever seen
i was carefully counting 
the breaths in between
i can't say i was right 
but i know i'm not wrong
when i dig myself into 
the withering ground

i remember that morning - i watched as you died 
and i felt the conviction
the grass starts to die
and i ran by the red light
the engine would scream
like it knew what it meant 
what was there had been seen

so i flooded that engine down high-75
past a hundred, felt nothing 
but it coddled my eyes
as the trees started blurring 
the lines became vague
so i guessed their positions 
and kept it opaque

and i know now i wasn't
prepared for the loss
i was bound to my heart
contradicted by cross
on the hill i was buried
with christ by my side
we were dead but could never have
come back to life

(x2)
i accepted defeat 
and the angels would sing
of the glory of god 
as my ears start to ring
out the noise i had carried
down into my grave
and my name became letters
my face now decaying

the critters partake in my hollow remains,
i am carefully put back
to where i became what i was when i knew you
your name stays the same
as i'm dirt you are life

you are more than remains

the critters

music video: https://youtu.be/CyFUlA_qQ3Q?si=oefwFinVOnfvXPDV
mastered by @alexanderpanos

I think part of me died too
yeah I sink when I swim

and part of me wants to
drown in this world without you

but I can't find the rhyme
the reason's what's getting me

and I can't find the line
I'm lost and it's dark out

and i'm scared that i'm not scared
and i'm scared that the nicotine's helping
and i'm scared you might see it too

well, do you?

I think part of me likes to
walk the thin ice

I wish I was still with you
now i'm tearing at the straws

but I can't find the rhyme
the reason's what's getting me

and I can't find the line
I'm lost and it's dark out

and i'm scared that i'm not scared
and i'm scared that the nicotine's helping
and i'm scared you might see it too

and i'm scared that i'm not scared (your combination i've never seen)
and i'm scared that the nicotine's helping (your combination i've never seen)
and i'm scared you might see it too (your combination i've never seen)

well, do you?

not scared

BGbDbGbBbDb capo 4

watch myself speak in the mirror
how my words fall off their string
tell myself there's nothing different
this is how i've always been

i'm just cradling my fears
alternating between shooshing and singing
lullabies about their angels

i want to believe

i'll come out the other side
i will not turn into smoke
one day i'll be strong enough to
press a kiss to your collarbone

i stayed up and poured what's left
of myself into a fishbowl and back
felt like the fitting thing to do
this feels like all i can do

all i can do

Wilt

for kt

you're just out of reach
standing in the snow
i call out to you
but you don't wanna go
i wanna hold you close
protect you from the cold
when we're together feels like intertwining

one body one image
i don't want to go mess it up
still waiting on your message
if you say it, then i'm listening

if i can't hold on to you
if i can't hold on to you

one image

drums and additional production/arrangement by @fernanq
cowbell and tambourine by isaac corby

promising

im terrorized
as you keep holding on the snowstorm
heading nowhere but the back of my mind
and the police say that you're wanted on the news
and youre on the run for the money affairs

we couldve skyped or we couldve called if you said so tonight
cuz the moon looks so bright on you
and when you answer my missed calls and you reach out from your door
for something that you're not used to anymore
its alright

i said "when youre be gone from this city, ill be there for you"
my feet are buried in the sand
and between the shreds of sleep and the hours begin to creep
my soul has turned into pieces of your skin
if youre afraid we will look togheter, if you call my name i will be a feather on your skin

we couldve skyped or we couldve called if you said so tonight
cuz the moon looks so bright on you
Slowly off my touch
A moment of despair in your mind
and when you answer my missed calls and you reach out from your door
for something that you're not used to anymore
When i'll leave the ground, the moon will be so gentle to you
its alright

most wanted

i don’t know
what i can’t see 

i can only hope 
that you 
will
read it to me 

i do sketches 
but not in full

i’m half empty

just digesting
matted hair 

ugly pull 

keeping me down 
keeping me down

there’s a lot of things i wouldn’t tell you just to take the load off of you

keeping me down 
keeping me down 

there’s a lot of things i wouldn’t say 
just to keep the load off you

and it’s not a reason
and it isn’t right for me to blame 

i’m not believing 
i’m only shame 

it never seasons 
it only swings

i’m only tired
and what does that ever bring

not scared

‎preston woolsey

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