Keeping Me Crying

lyrics 


i cant succumb to my fate
jus tell me u need me
and gimme some faith
blood that i taste
im keeling over im green in the face
carry a blade
carry a weapon
i need me a mace
sorry im late
business as usual but i cannot say
get out the way
i got someone i need to erase
stuck in a maze
jus let me guide u i know me the way
feel my hate
feel my anger
take u away
im so dazed
that’s how im knowing that its a good day

its the first rain of the season
why we always fighting for no reason
they say that im evil, im a heathen
thats part of the plan , im strategic 
they don’t think im real
im the realest
i got 30 wounds that aint healing
looking at the fan on my ceiling
looking at my life, is there meaning

i dont wanna die
but my time is almost up
i cannot cry
without always throwing up
u tell a lie
tell a fib
what a schmuck
presses against my temple i can feel a loaded gun

i can barely walk around
tell me what to talk about 
im running out of breath 
and ideas
think im ugly now
i think that she luv me now
i think that im lucky now
i think when my bones fall to dust she mite stick around

back to the cabin [single]

back to the cabin

self prod
guitar by hiraeth
<3


in ur own ways
tell me where u stand
no. its not 2 faced
dont understand? :)
is all that you take
left the way u found it? 
now this i cant shake
not this, i doubt it

Maybe on a different day
You’d have been nice to me
Maybe in some different ways
U formed apologies
If the weather was a different type 
Would u still be with me?
Cloudy, with seafret in sight 
Does that mean anything?
its the way that you are
i thought you loved that i hated myself, not to mention
my critiques are poor
theres nothing left in this hollow, ashen and hes tarnished
to
no ones support
i probably could do more
baby watch me fumble, every chance i get in love
im
cutting down my line
is that what you planned for my life ?
its clearly out of spite, youve done it 3 or 4 more times

shake w/ hiraeth

lyrics

[maesk]
this state I'm in concerning
the story’s say i’m learning
but the double fire in my chest says otherwise while burning

hidden leaf is purging
these questions got me turning
but the truth is i can change the way u see it with my right use of my wording

love i don’t deserve it
a different shaded person
how am i supposed to think with foreign substances, i'm hurting

but this pressure, i keep working
i keep pushing for a purpose
wish someone could just understand and close the fucking curtains

[decks]

lately i don’t think i feel quite like me anymore
open up a door
close another three or four
i’ve been pushing to be better but its hard to cure
both my eyes are sore
you’re the one i can’t ignore
hard to cement my status as a graduate
i told you once i’d heard of it
i won’t be unlearning it
spar with the gray light painting you a pacifist
if its how it is
say it like you’re meaning it

if you’d embrace it like i know you could
we’d have a chance, maybe we aren’t the only ones
i need a break, love, odds are only ten to one
i know its all but done, but you’re the setting sun
if you’d embrace it like i know you could
we’d have a chance, maybe we aren’t the only ones
i need a break, love, odds are only ten to one
i know its all but done, but you’re the setting sun

[maesk]

wrapped around my wounds but i am heartless
healed in your view theres not a scar left
baby if the clouds had lightened up i would've parted
just trust you'll remain inside my heart

nothing left to lose now for me 
but dear this is the last time you see
i can't do this anymore ok
baby would you please just look away

setting sun

setting sun ft decks (jolst x pekarot)

lyrics: six fucking days til i can try again 
40 fucking ways that i can execute the plan 
second guessing it, then ill regret it all 
find an easy way,im gonna turn my mind off yuh

when my body turns grey 
will u hold my hand? 
or 
will u watch me and let me die in vain? 

let me die in vain.

i can see through you 
i can see it all
i can see the text 
where u pretended to call 
me the one 
it’s 0 to 1 
i can’t see myself win 
anytime soon 

so when my body turns grey 
will u hold my hand? 

or will u watch me and let me die in vain? 

let me die in vain.

contributing to my decline 
i can visualize it all tonight 
i can see the way u set me aside 
and i can feel the way u hate my mind 
so 
i cannot keep going 
if ur gonna walk away
so if ur gonna hurt me 
lay my down inside my grave

in vain (prod. grayskies)

corbin cover
cover of "mask it to the casket" :)
https://open.spotify.com/track/16u5jqodaQ5oWqhoTxhJhe?si=CeaWjF9zSFumLTxvtCpsbg

I can't be your crutch, can't hold myself up
Most days feel like a scumbag, I'm pushing my luck
Always saw through it, puppet on a string
I'm no narcissist, not in love with me
I get too frustrated when I'm not sedated
Threw away all my passion, baby I'm paying for my actions
Why you gotta celebrate it? I think that the wall's 'bout to cave in
I'm a kraken, my feelings being drowned, yeah, I sank them
Pathetic, yeah, I'm so pathetic, I get it
I'm a menace, it's time for my penance
Confession, I've been known to cause infection
A weapon, lethally inject, no discretion, no
I can't be your crutch, can't hold myself up
Most days feel like scum, I'm pushing my luck
Always saw through it, puppet on the screen
I'm no narcissist, not in love with me
No emotion, I mask it to the casket
Can't control it, do you really want to see me relapse?
Overloaded, I think it's time I pack in
Any way you fold it, yeah, it's always gonna be a back then
No, no emotion, won't let them see
Nothing to show, no vanity
I think I've lost all sanity
I have become my worst enemy
My heart is breaking, it's more than what's fair (more than what's fair)
I'm non-existent, it's like I'm not here (like I'm not here)
Don't wanna sink again, I don't, I'm scared (I don't, I'm scared)
I'm getting tired of this

mask it (corbin)

prod. @yokaidreams

// yokai dreams
bleed out
cut deeper darling
lately things are so alarming
could you help me out?
no i don't need help
it's just a hobby
give you life, give you my body
and you tore it down

should i stay on pace?
should i kill myself?
think that blade will work quite well
gotta be a way
i know i know i know
i know
if i stay this way will i go to hell?
god forbid i be myself
maybe you'll be there as well
i hope, i hope

maybe this was all
for good
you know i would
love you darling, til it's over
but i'd love some fucking closure
watch me fall
or fly
i don't know what i'd like
but baby if i die

maybe you could bring me back to life

// geist
i love the feeling
how you burn me at the stake
spit on me
i’m wide awake
oh now you’re sorry
but it’s all too late

said i’m the poison baby
guess you haven’t learnt a thing
don’t say you’re sorry
then you go and stab the knife and you twist
it feels like torture
the way i let you walk all on me
so what are boundaries for if you don’t plan on respecting them

don’t say you want it
love i said
i swear i’m wanting out
you’re so dishonest
does the truth leave fucking cuts
in your mouth
i know i’m toxic
i’ve got flaws and oh i’m struggling now
but let’s be honest
there’s not much here worth for sticking around

back to life

spotify

back to life w/ yokai dreams

Tough choices with Scorpio and Mackk :)!

Lyrics below: 

(Vails)
I don’t think these meds are working as they should do 
Cus I’m still in pain, I still feel the same

drop the act, well I’ve tried too
I failed a thousand times tonight  
Trust me this an issue
even when I’m high as hell I still miss u 
keep a photograph close, pretend i could kiss u
holding it close
I really never let go 
so I don’t let go, but I still feel low 

I still feel the same
And rotting my brain 
The most intense pain 
Was i to blame

I dont think i was but ima take credit for it
Cus i cant shift the blame, i never wanted this shit 
But im left with it, guess ill deal with it 
Its not like i had a fucking choice to begin with 
Uh im not hating myslef because thats easy
And its not like anyone else could please me 
If things were differnet that believe me
It wouldnt  be so easy to defeat me 

But im going away for good
Wrapped the pain around me like a cloak 
i never knew if i should
But ive got good at learning how to cope

I don’t think these meds are working as they should do 
Cus I’m still in pain, I still feel the same

drop the act, well I’ve tried too
I failed a thousand times tonight  
Trust me this an issue
even when I’m high as hell I still miss u 
keep a photograph close, pretend i could kiss u
holding it close
I really never let go 
so I don’t let go, but I still feel low 

(Scorpio)

I feel like im dying and no I'm not being dramatic
I feel like I've been trying for what feels likes been ages
I'm not even crying cos the meds don't allow it
I cant stop myself hiding from all of their faces

stone cold rock you could call me onix
i might blast off maybe join team rocket
jumping out my socks run from my feelings like im sonic
turn up off the wall like vans if im honest

Ive never been good
At talking about my problems
I just take a puff
Until they’re all forgotten

Telling me she like me
Like im an option
Baby that’s unlikely
im barely worth a conversation

theres too many options
and too many tough choices
and if im being honest
i feel like im nothing

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Tough Choices (feat. Scorpio)

Ambitions (prod. VEINS)

big mcthankies to @intotheparadox for doing a hella cool verse, he's a very nice person ;www;

produced by waterpr8fboy !!
mixed/mastered by HeyLee Manzeron & IntoTheParadox

Spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/track/71KSeDJVs75ah8qBylSJ0r?si=4ab0527ab91b4bdf

Spotify Link

PHANTOM PAIN! feat. IntoTheParadox | prod. waterpr8fboy

Produced by Mackk and yunny goldz. Mixed, Mastered and Written by Luvflorent 

lyrics :
Cold nights winter skies, could you let me in 
Soft breaths yea I’m running out of oxygen 
Lipstick on your lips I can taste it 
Phone rang that’s Gucci on my fragrance 

That’s not the bitch that I want 
I want the bitch that is gone 
Swear I saw swear I saw her 
When you took me in 
You know the things that I like 
I know the things that are right 
So and so. So I’m drunk can you take me home 

I got baggage 
I got dope just to help me cope 
Gucci socks on my feet I had to let her know 
All I know is putanas all around me 
Home grown yeah I’m smoking on this celery 


I’m at the club like so what?
I’m getting bread like a cold cut 
Said I’m annoying you said I’m annoying 
But ur rubbing ur butt on my know what 
Shawty horny for the weed now 
I guess that she’ll be a good rebound 
Give me head to get me out of my own head 

I can’t 
Finish 
what I said 
When ur peering through my eyelids

luvflorent & mackk ft. yunny goldz - eyelids

dream feature <3 W frander fr
LYRICS:

1chigo ~
all of these lights
but its never brite
she took my heart
& stabbed it twice 
swervin until i hit afterlife
stuck in this jail without a crime
baby stop now im gonna cry
why was the hole in your heart so massive
smokin away all my pain 
yeah im gassin
ima say fuck it n swerve into traffic
i couldnt give a fuck about what happened 
im never gonna damn last bitch
i hate walking into rooms where everyone’s laughing 
headphones got 808s clappin
your bitch ask my name then she bend her back n yk that i had to have it
they got my music bumpin in the back of a black hearse
an im in the casket
im in the casket

FRANDER ~
Dont want my soul told her have it 
Look at my life its so tragic 
Use to pull drugs out the plastic 
Life of an addict 
Lost all the love for myself thru the madness 
Tell me they love me they lying 
Look in my eyes says im dying 
Hope i cant find it
Show me where it went i know that its hiding 
Baby im trying 
Never arriving
Up in the heavens im sentenced to hell
The sins ive committed are ones i wont will tell 
I live like oh well without any cares 
Im better alone i hate all the stares
No one is there im all that i have 
The time that i lost can never back
My heart full of frost my soul full of pain 
This life full of trauma done drove me insane

i think i’ll kill myself.  w/FRANDER

MUNCH =^+.+^= (Slayne)

Woah, woah, yeah
Every step I take just leads me backwards
I don't know what it is I'm after
All I know is I got dreams I'm chasing
Down this empty trail I'm blazing
Sometimes I lose myself and my hope
All these thoughts in my brain coming for my neck
Like a rope, it gets fucked sometimes
But I swear that I try, try my best
Even if it's all a mess
I can't panic but I can't rest
Got a hole inside my chest

Yeah, I'm hollow like a jack-o-lantern
Full of sorrow, trying to break the pattern
In a spiral, like the rings round Saturn
In a cycle, I'm spinning, I'm stuck
Know you wish the worst when you tell me good luck
Know it's all a lie when you tell me it's love I can see it all
Nowadays I'm numb

Keeping it a hundred all my homies liabilities
Trying to find the bitch in me there's zero possibilities
Hard-headed baby, got a better chance of killing me
I don't need nobody, I'ma do it on my own
Turn a Motorola to a million dollar phone
You the type of bitch that wanna give a dog a bone
Right after we fuck, you gonna leave a dog alone
Pretty face, but her insides ugly
Move on so fast, that's lovely
Work hard, ain't nobody getting lucky
Day and night, I'm up to something
I'm just a man on the moon like Cudi
Trust me, I'm not really good with the trusting
People do you dirty, so dirty it's disgusting
Smile on my face to my back mean mugging

Every step I take just leads me backwards
I don't know what it is I'm after
All I know is I got dreams I'm chasing
Down this empty trail I'm blazing

backwards [ft. jomie] (prod. flesh + ryan kelly)

Morphean (Ft. Global Dan) [Prod. Sapjer]

Inspired by Brennan Savage & DrippinSoPretty's "Lose It" <3

REVERT (ft. LilPantsFromJapan) *prod. ilynedia*

seethrucrew hellsing || follow junoes, toemuro & sochi <3

https://youtu.be/urtkBvuLR9U?si=-7ZWAEBsOo3WGTvQ

lyrics:
whats my problem
i think i got a problem (problem)
bong rip to the face
thats just how i solve em
pop em yeah you know that i had to go crop em
real talk yeah i told my brothers to forget them

real talk yeah i tell my brothers all the time we gon be up
yeah i tell my brothers all the time that we not givin up
we not fuckin up but sometimes i be fuckin up
record another track yeah while im rolling up
i made a promise to my girl that im no longer pouring up
but when im so stressed out i dont wanna kick the cup
tell me when we linkin up
tell me that we wont break up
tell me everything i wanna hear until you pullin up
what Erisu said yeah you my darkest fantasy
ive been getting so high i dont fuck with gravity
bouta get so rich for my friends and family
bouta get so rich (rich rich rich)

forget them
hellsing cause a bunch of mayhem
hit the gas v8
hit the gas backwood
most disliked in my city but im still good
man wasnt that your homie that seen me up in your hood
i dont got friends yea i only got family
why the fuck would i stop 
i dont got a grammy
acting this way cuz i care about my mommy
acting this way yea i be so care-free

wuts my problem? (junoes x toemuro x sochi) mv in desc

storm

my interpretation, check out the original !!

https://soundcloud.com/greenwood2000/keep-in-touch?si=f0674382d78545419575e78dd18101a2&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

breathe through the worst parts, i'm told that it's not fair
i've been so focused on something that's not there
voice down my essence, it's clearer than you said
knew that you'd find me and put it all to rest
said so much but you still don't know me
outside on the road i slowly, get back to the place so coldy
don't ask, don't speak what you know please
just been turning away

when you're turning the page
i know what it takes
you said that you're better
i'm feeling the same
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

when you're cursing your name
and the steps that you take
a year tryna move on
i'm standing in place
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

Greenwood - Keep In Touch (Yokai Dreams Flip)

lyrics:

All stand beneath his tongue
What has this world become

Jet black eyes line the mists of the bog
Feel ur skins too tight u should fucking rip it off
Bathed in pale moonlight stand the force employed to cull
And In the flare of mage light u can see their slack jaws
Bleed the crown a stuck pig 
The scream is turned to bird song
Paint the fleets face
With the blood of raid rot
Everything is torched upon completion of the job
Even in the midst of war i hear them laugh and make love

Pikes of kings guard
Atop a desecrated throne
They say the royals will bleed blue
But here im covered in its rose
I punch out fragments of his bones
I dug so deep I touched his soul
Drag him to the boat
Burn his carcass in our cove
Feed his pieces to the wolves
Yah I need to see him ripped
They tear his trachea out his throat
All those teeth had got a grip
Ill be damned
Spread this plague through out these sands
Break down everything by hand
They dont get the fucking depth
Of what will happen when we land

Jet black eyes line the mists of the bog
Feel ur skins too tight u should fucking rip it off
Bathed in pale moonlight stand the force employed to cull
And In the flare of mage light u can see their slack jaws
Bleed the crown a stuck pig 
The scream is turned to bird song
Paint the fleets face
With the blood of raid rot
Everything is torched upon completion of the job
Even in the midst of war i hear them laugh and make love

All stand beneath his tongue
What has this world become

CHAPTER1_WARBOYS (BRANWEN)

lyrics:

It is clear to me pain has been granted rule over these lands. It seems even on the quietest of nights here, the woeful shriek of tragedy consumes all.

Just stay still and let the web hold the weight
It’s just love beneath a cantrip of hate
My 8 legs will wipe the tears from ur face
The silk spun is meant to savour the taste
Their long guns had blown a hole in my chest
I’m wrapped up to stop the leaking of breath
My teeth punch the funnel webs of the nest
Its just love so cant the world let us rest

The first time you’ve seen me hunger for blood
I cant lie I feared id lose you to man
But u stayed inside the cold of my clutch
And showed me the heart is more than a pump
The Hourglass that paints my back
Is nothing more than reason to separate me from flesh u said
And I burned that deep into my head from then on
Oh so deep The thought of u is all ive got to go on
Make this easy
Cant you make this easier on me
Yet they punch And they kick
And they budge And they shove
And We fight And make up
Then We fuck And lay up
When its all Said and done
Ur still all That ive got

Just stay still and let the web hold the weight
It’s just love beneath a cantrip of hate
My 8 legs will wipe the tears from ur face
The silk spun is meant to savour the taste
Their long guns had blown a hole in my chest
I’m wrapped up to stop the leaking of breath
My teeth punch the funnel webs of the nest
Its just love so cant the world let us rest

Keeping Me Crying

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