@fullofhates
I want you to see 
Everyday I feel deceased 
Don’t understand the pain it caused me 
Now I don’t even get why I’m still beneath 
But I’m still here 
At 18 
Still melting, decaying 
Remember when we kissed right by that tree 
You saw blood all in my sink 


Introspective 
Is your perfection 
You can see through me 
Fucking let me bleed

Free myself from the pain I felt 
Everyday feels dull 
I don’t need a useless soul 
Can’t feel heartfelt 
From the shit I had to dealt 
Another day it feels repeated 
I still choose to remain seated 

I still want to die 
I still feel it’s right

Introspective 
Is your perfection 
You can see through me 
Fucking let me bleed

Introspective 
Is your perfection 
You can see through me 
Fucking let me bleed

Introspective (bloom)

lost in my own world 
i don't even understand myself
@fullofh8
Lyrics: 
Everyday I want to tie a noose 
I 
Want to show my pain just for you 
It’s 
Hard for me I hope you pick and choose 
So  
Run from me but don’t be so cruel  
But
tell me 
that you still love me 
Tell me 
That you won’t forget me 
Again 

No tendencies
But it flows just through me 
Yeah please break me free 
From this cell to help me bleed

Leave, But Don't Forget Me (gxnfire)

Feeling like everything is shattered 
@fullofh8

Everything 
Is out of place 
Everybody seems to think 
that I’m going insane 
But I’m 
totally normal 
So sane 
But I 
Just want to live my life 
With no blames 
I don’t give a fuck now 
I don’t give a fuck now 
What you 
What you 
Talk shit on 

Lost 
I’m schizophrenic as fuck 
Other voices make me run 
Put a gun on my tongue 
Add a pill to my tongue 

All these voices in my head 
Make me go insane

schizophrenic

You are beautiful, even if we all fuck shit up 
@fullofh8
Lyrics: 
carving 
My skin 
I can’t stop it 
I know that we 
Will never fucking function 
I’m diseased 
I hate that I can’t function 
Gums bleeding  
My skin is fucking rotten 
I hate that I can’t function 
I can’t seem to function

I Can't Seem To Function (gxnfire)

@fullofh8 
Lyrics: 
You’re so Special 
I don’t love anymore
But when you stay 
I feel okay 

I’ll just sit in a pile of flames 
Everyday it feels 
like I’m stuck to a chain  
My minds offline 
From the things to say 
Talk with the blade 
Just to ease my brain

You’re so Special 
I don’t love anymore
But when you stay (WHATS WRONG WITH MY HEAD)
I feel okay (WHATS WRONG WITH MY HEAD)
(WHATS WRONG WITH MY HEAD)
(WHATS WRONG WITH MY HEAD)

where tf is my head

strangled around by nostalgia 
@fullofh8
I can’t even break free 
From these dumb little memories 
I can’t even break free 
Oh why 
I’m sewed from this 
I want to live
I want to live 

Memories they tackle me 
So pointless when I think to see 
And the pain it pressures me 
And to know you would never understand me
I feel so tired 
These cuts and scars 
So exhausted 
Just let me live

just a couple memories

all this waiting, I am still left with nothing (anticon)

@fullofh8
Everyday feels so dull
Can’t feel my body anymore 
You try talk to me 
I’m still not responding 

So cold 
I feel alone 
My Maggot brain doesn’t understand 
Disconnection in side my head 
I want to love 
with everything 
But instead I’m not existing 
So dumb 
Inconsistency

maggot brain

@fullofhates i love them.
i wouldn't know what to do without them.

lyrics:
I can see the pain upon your face 
I can’t even find the time to think 
Ever since we stopped it feels so gray
I don’t even feel the goddamn pain 

Everyday I want to run away 
Making songs just to feel something 

I don’t know how I’m still living 
I seriously feel like fucking dying 

Someone please come help me cause I’m not okay 

I’m sorry for feeling a little something 
That’s why I don’t feel worth it to anyone 

I’m a disease that won’t erase 
So tired of preforming everything 
like I have to give peoples expectations 
People are exhausting and I hate them 

Things will never turn out the same 
If you’re hearing this 
You’re the reason why I want to live 
This SoundCloud is apart of me 
This is everything to me

I can see the pain upon your face 
I can’t even find the time to think 
Ever since we stopped it feels so gray
I don’t even feel the goddamn pain

poison

@fullofhates
I’m a joke 
And we’re wasted 
Together 
Cut the rope 
To the noose 
Tied around my neck 
Provoked from all the stress 

Your skin burns me 
Away 
Away 
Your skin burns me 
Away

Break me away (5x)

We keep killing our time 
Let’s take that as a sign 
To stop breaking our spines 
For something not worth 

Not again you’re saying 
You gave me the shot 
Just to see if you’d survive 
Put that needle in my eye 

Your skin burns me 
Away 
Away 
Your skin burns me 
Away

Your Skin (anticon)

neglect

I don't deserve love, am I even capable of it?

lyrics:
driving fast down the highway
im sorry that it's going to end my way

i'm so lost 
paint my wrongs
the cold emptiness 
spoke it all

don't touch me
i don't deserve it 
don't love me 
i don't deserve it
don't cherish me 
i'm not worth it 
you don't need me
you don't need me 

anymore.

lifeless (lilsketchy)

Sew my lips but don’t 
Cry too much 
I feel alone 
Cut my skin
Break all my bones 
It’s all unreal 
I'm not around 
Everything will never end

eternal (ʎpoqou)

lyrics:
Woke up feeling depressed 
Don’t know where my brain is 
I know I’m not good yet
Don’t ever think I will be

I’ve been cutting too much 
The pain it doesn’t hurt me 
Thought of it for two years 
But the scars are too deep

too much (lilsketchy)

@fullofhates

will i become deceased 
don't feel your touch i need

goodbye
watch me burn alive

need a warrenty 
on a new soul
cause i don't feel much
need a renewel 

they say things will be alright
can't fight this 
i can't function
they say things only come with time
I don't want a fucking soul

will i become deceased 
don't feel your touch i need

goodbye
watch me burn alive
goodbye
watch me burn alive

fractured (anticon)

suffocate your skin and bones
so tell me 
that you're still mine
cut me up
slit my throat
cause i'm just like you
we are together 
in my head

mind meld

they resent on me
i know
i can't paint the red
i won't see again

smoke the cigarrette
inhaling all of it 

i feel incomplete 
i can't fucking breathe
when you're next to me
it fucking kills me

so fucking kill me 
so fucking kill me

i finished writing my suicide 
note 
end it all tonite 
turn off the lights

turn off all the lights 
fucking shut my eyes

i feel incomplete 
i can't fucking breathe
when you're next to me
it fucking kills me 2x

so fucking kill me.
so fucking kill me.

kill me

@fullofhates

lyrics: 
look how far we are 
look how far we've gone together x4

i feel empty 
i don't wanna fuck with u
you're a memory
i don't want to love you
i don't want to be with you
i just want to forget you
i just want to forget you 

look how far we are 
look how far we've gone together x4

dread

i'm not an advocate to life.
i'm nothing, nobody.
worthless, wasted

But what is the point?

@fullofhates
lyrics:
photographs of memories to break
live inside my head
inside the pain
we just keep reliving every page
every single chapter that remains 
you're the one that i can't understand 
get through my head 
surrounding all the dread

remain

hows it been
nice to see you 
i have to go through withdraw 

i'll take this time
your voice
it lies
fall to me
follow me

i can't say
suffocation

either way
i still see it
pain impales on my skin

i'll take this time
your voice
it lies
fall to me
follow me

fall to me

you will never understand how i fuckin feel
all the shit you've done all the blood that spilled

now look how far you've gone
all the shit you've done
don't feel a single thing
left me feeling so numb
you're the one to blame
hating our own skin
it wont be the same
but we'll always meet again

you will never understand how i fuckin feel
all the shit you've done all the blood that spilled

how i feel

don't fall in love w me
ill disappear
supressing the feeling leave you
in tears
dont do the things on ur descretion
the darkness it comes with aggression

her flesh and her bones
her integument
belonging to your lovely skeleton
distressing the war on ur lightfall
accepting my heart on her sentiments

ive waited too long to be everything
everything but what you want me to be
found myself stuck in the strands of ur hair
but
look where it went all my fault to be fair

wil u still be here when i take on my final shape
or in the time it takes will ur ghost just erase
i watched my third eye open up in the mirror
as darkness approaches my vision grows clearer
for now you'll find me lost in the dark below
communing with my soul to reveal the path to home
ill wait here
for u to be what i expected
a loving embrace again
( for u to be what i expected
a loving embrace again )

lament w sever (ghostclub)

im dust in the wind
everything you touch is not alive
as we decay
find another way 
through 
we can't fix the things we broke

so tell me one thing
i haven't heard before

i've seen your face 
it's something that ive never felt

everything falls apart 
n you know i can't breathe
when your next to me
it puts me in agony

you're the reason i bled

agony

Medication is running thin 
White walls haunt me around my sins
Your touch saved me when we were dead
Blood drips
Cut me 
Until the end
The end 
We’re dead 
We’re dead

until the end

And you’ll be there to pass it all
While crows will eat me alive 
So safe in side my brain 
Nothing to say
The tameness of all you’ll never see
Awake 
My skins afraid 
Of all the never ending thing you’ve said
It Made me look at us
It made me look at what we are
I know you’re a withdrawal 
So numb it’s what you are
Ur gone 
And was never here
So what the problem 
It’s nothing dear

crows (nvrfrvr)

put ur hand on mine
id burn in hell if it meant being with you
bleeding for a sickness tht i desire
pour ur blood on me
im nuthin
im still nuthin w out u

if it meant id b with u (nvrfrvr)

so you
comeback
this time
i thought you wouldve forgotten
after a couple of years
jus leave me to die
i am gone
and ur not coming back
it was all the memories wasted 
by ur hands

let me erase someone like u

disregard it (nvrfrvr)

prod.misery
where are you now
where did you go

where Interlude (misery)

Coffee cups
raindrops
Feel lost 
Breath in the pain 
I’m stuck on driveways  
I ran away 
From you all day 
My mind is clouded by
Rainy days 
And lonely signs 
They tell me to hide 
They tell me to run
From 
Christmas and fall 
Sorry mother 
For the burdens I’ve caused

the burdens i’ve caused 
i’ve lost all i want to the wind, to the frost i don’t know 
do you talk to me now? cause i hope
i could have some time before you go 
but you stay and it hurts ya you know 
that's ok, that's ok go home

prettyhell

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