Prod. Bailey Daniel

*Midnight Gospel*

[Verse]
Dom I really do miss you
Wish I could call you and talk about all this shit we done been through
That was my man's - you get me, I got you
I feel like it slipped through my hands
Tiffany told me quit saying, "God D*mn It"
So I will - I just still don't understand it
How'd it all happen, don't want to imagine
Met your pops for the first time
Crazy how you got his smile but kept your mama's eye's
Made a trip down to KY every single year
I was just a little boy
Stayed at gram and grandpa's farm
When you would come through with Desi & Rhonda
Chill at the Jones's, gravel the road 
Shooting some hoops right past the pond
It's so far beyond us, never forget it though
You showed me Nelly and St. Louis raps
Country Grammar bump it front to the back
At Corey's wedding bet we cruising a pack
Exhale, yeah we bond over that
Made us more vulnerable, sat on the curb and talk about pain that we sorted through
Yup, like that was my man's you get me I got you 
I feel like it slipped through my hands
Tiffany told me quit saying "God D*amn It"
So I will - I just still don't understand it
Father of 3, taken away by a lady so drunk that she barely could see
If I ain't gon write it then nobody will
Hard to keep fighting when it's hard to feel
It's easy for them to say "Baby just chill"
The justice system is failing us still
They giving her, what? For taking a life?
Ain't even close that ain't even right
Outta my hands I can't live in spite
I'm honoring Dom by walking a path that nobody's on
Them shoulders was strong he carried a lot
He was my cuz, he was a father, a son, he was a brother to Desi
He was a rock to many
Can't even quantify - how much you really meant to all of us
You'll stay in my heart, my soul, my pain our past, they don't even know
We share a bond that no one could break, this song it took me so long to make
Everyone grieves a lil' bit different, I'm wishing our last conversation was simpler
Looking for clues that you're still around
Your spirit is with me I know it is now


[Outro]
Dom I really do miss you
Dom I really do miss you
Dom I really do miss you
Dom I really do miss you
Wish I could call you and talk about all of the shit we done been through
That was my man's, you get me I got you
I feel like it slipped through my hands
Dom I really do miss you
Dom I really do miss you
Dom I really do miss you
Wish I could call you and talk about all the shit we done been through
That was my man's, you get me I got you
I feel like it slipped through my hands

*Dom Speaks*

Dom (Prod. Bailey Daniel)

Me & Lil' Luna watch Curious George
Right before bed
Daddy needs to read more
Back when you were 1, 2 and 3
You're already 5 time is passing by me
The look in your eyes is the prettiest scene
Set, scaled, action just... dance here with me
Mad at myself 'cause I thought I'd be bad at this
Actually loving you is not a choice
It feels just like breathing it happends so naturally 
We vibin', we chillen, we kickin' it
This must be heaven I know it, it has to be
It has to be, your voice in my dreams and right there when I wake
5 a.m. ain't really the time to play
But time's always ticking and slipping away
Just hold my hand, we'll skip through this maze
I know all the codes, they up in my brain
Left trigger, Right trigger it's all the same
Enter infinite love for the rest of our days
And the flying cheat too I wanna soar through the rays of the sun
What a day its become with ya
I don't want to do this life thing without ya
A big girl now and she holds so much power
Me & Lil' Luna watch Curious George
Right before bed Daddy needs to read more
Back when you were 1, 2 and 3
You're already 5 time is passing by me
The look in your eyes is the prettiest scene
Set, scaled, action just.... Dance here with me
Mad at myself 'cause I thought I'd be bad at this actually
Loving you is not a choice it feels just like breathing
It happends so naturally 
We vibin', we chillen, we kickin' it
This must be heaven I know it, it has to be

homevideos.exe

44
(Copyright @logic_offical)

[Verse]
Tracking back to them early somber days
When the black cloud covered the background of my faith
When I used to sit and bitch about them forgetting my name
When I used to swig on bottles and cut up my fucking face
Not a figure of speech
I was strolling through the forest hoped to find some release
More like a place to chief, place to drink, a place to chill
Nothing that we thought stayed real
Snakes slid into the crib
Left with my mother's sanity and my shit
Watch the flames rise up that's a prime example of how not to repent
Huh, crusin' in a Sentra - blaze it up and then some
Escapism plated my brain I think it ate some
Placated pitifully ridiculing rituals 
While lil' homies won't even step inside of a kiddy pool
Had it then he lost it when he stumbled up the mountain
His prowess was non-existant them demons always surrounded him
How did we come so far? Why did we go so deep?
Don't pour me another shot 
That shit just puts me to sleep

[Hook]
I take it to the grave or I keep it in my dome
Black sands passed, I don't think that I'm alone
Always was a fighter little shorty shoulda known
Had gold in his bones, had gold in his (beautiful)

Take it to the grave or I keep it in my dome
Black sands passed, I don't think that I'm alone
Always was a fighter little shorty shoulda known
Had gold in her bones, had gold in her (beautiful)

We went too far, I took it there - that shit on me
Broken (beautiful)
I walk the line, march when I step 
Stuck in my pride
Hopeless

We went too far,
I took it there - that shit on my shoulders
(beautiful)

[Verse/Outro]
I ain't tracking back for no one no more
Gotta leave it all behind when you closing up the door
Only things I left inside were some pictures I adore
And a little 'bit of liquor used to sip it when it poured
Mr. Call you back totaled chevy - copped a ford
Feeling coincide when she saw what I endured
I don't blame her though, I painted a picture I don't enjoy
With some colors I don't like and a brush that's already worn
Got a couple numbers in the phone to call when I be torn
The kid got some wisdom let him dream
Why they wanna block it like Hakeem 
I don't really see a problem with the god damn thing 
Let him sing like
I don't really see a problem with the god damn thing 
Let him sing like

(beautiful)
Take it to the grave or I keep it in my dome
Black sands passed, I don't think that I'm alone
Always was a fighter little shorty shoulda known
Had gold in her bones got gold in her bones

Got gold in her bones

44 (Prod. 6ix)

Copyrights @ prod. (@sleepdealerbeats) 'childhood'

[Verse]

Oh so blessed that I ever had a childhood
Although my mom and pops were hardly good 
And cops were in the neighborhood
A lil' more than they shoulda been 
Wishin' I had some noise canceling headphones 
In the thick of it, sick of this 
I was fixin' to find some belief, procrastinate with this tree 
Easing my soul to keep ceasing moments and find some peace 
Left her so low but when I came back she accepted me 
Showing someone love after they fuck up  
Is a testament to there character 
These barriers broken put bolts in my bones  
I slept with one eye open, 'til them serpents sought a different home
They pray the kid will self-destruct and tilt a buckshot to his dome 
I don't know why but they think about you when you don't,
Even know 'em, watch 'em implode, we focus on - self and grow 
That ain't selfish solitude takes you, breaks you 
Then makes you - whole. 
Gon' head pour this 40 for me 'fore my shorty home 
Hiding habits - up in the cabinets, camping - a tragic dose
Lost control, now the whip crinkled - splattered with crimson tones 
Used to wild out when he found out she slept with different dogs 
I was a dog too though, this Cujo could never hide his bone 
Give a lil' liquor to the boy  
While she ignore the phone - Write, I'm in the zone 
You zoning out, while mountains cleanse my soul 
Spread the blanket out across the sand 
And stare at stars that glow - She said you in your feelings 
Nah, I've been sippin' this stout since 4 
Revenge had taken place brake a heart what a waste of space 
The dude now walks around like he swallowed a mound of razorblades 
I feel for ya lonely... except I don't - Hope you learn someday 
I shall never host a pity party - Rather peddle this pain  
To crowd that could give a fuck about how to pronounce the name 

Never wrote in cryptics always straight up like a pull-up J 
In transition, clock is ticking, tossed it up, we ball all day 
Got a lil' sack of dough and my fam all straight 
All we tryna do now is just to feel okay

Tone (Prod. Sleepdealer)

Prod. J. Roes - Summer Nights Part 1

[Chorus]
Bet he wanna jump 
Bet he wanna run 
Bet he wanna leave 
Bet he found a better place lord let the darkness follow me 
Want you to feel the light 
Know you were born to fight 
No ones immortal, right
Why I still hear your voice at night 
These sleepless evenings

[Verse]
I done hopped up out of fetal 
Pulled the whip up hope you climb inside 
This kid been mad emotional 
Can't blame it on no psilocybin  
Sinner caught the glimpse of an angel 
Aided him to a shrine  
Where self-love was the only motive promoted now get to guiding 
Others that were lost 
Used to live lawless now see what it costs  
Trusted fam, possibly your life, and all the faith they had 
Powers in your hands the time is too 
How 'bout we take it back know you gots it in you kinfolk 
Cant encase the pain that's past 
How your scars look like stain lit glass 
How the hurt can make you strong 
But I'm still longing for my homie back 
Know you feel the feeling  
All been lost or lost a sick one  
Got the call you don't wan pick up 
Sought my dogs for further fixups on my soul, shit that I cant control 
Talked it out walked it out and reported back to the globe 
My gashes gon bring me home taught me how to be grown  
The beauty's in rock bottom 
Haven't hit it should be close 

Bet he wanna jump 
Bet he wanna run 
Bet he wanna leave 
Bet he found a better place lord let the darkness follow me 
Want you to feel the light 
Know you was born to fight 
No ones immortal, right
Why I still hear your voice at night 
These sleepless evenings feed the mic (x2)

[Verse 2]
Recall what we choose to recall 
I prefer a happy place like where happy goes when he golfs 
Early 20's moving fast 
There ain't no time to drop the ball 
Done wasted way too many days pacin' back and forth through these halls 
But the pressure ain't real its all your head 
Shadow boxing by yourself like when you gon get some rest 
Its 2 a.m. and you’ve been drinkin I can smell it on your breath 
And all that bullshit that they talking gon forget it in the next 
But yo I been there --- probably still there let me stay sincere 
Saw some things I shouldn’t but they pushed me off the cliff here 
Fell and felt my body numb itself with all my senses 
All the stress and all the pain dissolved inside the songs I'm pennin
Penny for your thoughts  
Think 'bout your face & thought what a blessing 
Lessons learned I held my tongue in far too many friendships 
Here to say I love you got it off I'm not pretending 
Let some tension wash away with every word from out this message

Bet he wanna jump 
Bet he wanna run 
Bet he wanna leave 
Bet he found a better place lord let the darkness follow me 
Want you to feel the light 
Know you was born to fight 
No ones immortal, right
Why I still hear your voice at night 
These sleepless evenings feed the mic

Bet he wanna jump
Bet he wanna run
Bet he wanna leave
Wanna see the sun
Want you to feel the light
Know you were born to fight
No one's immortal right
Why I still hear your voice at night
These sleepless evenings feed the mic

Bet He (Prod. J Roes)

Rest In Peace Nathan, we love & miss you every day. We had a great time making this song.
@Nathanclydee produced by: @lachase

22 (Feat. Native)

produced by: @iamjsan

How is you doing? Is you fine? 
All I gots you on my mind 
This feeling will fade and comeback - I saw it all come in waves  
You staying a star in this dark space 
I'm wrong but my hearts in the right place
I finally know when to walk away 
And shut my mouth when you got more to say  
Never left been here through all the pain 
Lookin' atcha like you stopped the rain - this kid was in awe  
Every word muttered he picked it apart - till' it drove her far  
Out of his reach slipped out his arms 
The angels lay sleep and I can't even yawn 
Ain't catching z's when you're gone - ain't felt myself in so long 
You are the onliest one the holiest one 
Prepared for the ending before it begun  
Still, you know I know I gotta get to work before I'm lowered in the dirt 
Don't be thinking like I used to don't be drinking like I used to 
The energy shifted and lifted the plane 
Throw my resentment right off of the bay 
Takes too much out of holding this hate 
The questions can wait we can talk 'bout the days 
That never escaped us and shaped us this way 
The good and the bad and the ugly all meshed together 
Make somethin' that I'm gon always treasure 
Foolish to think its gon last forever 
Switched the 'me' to 'we' and picked my head up 
Self-centered souls stuck in the ruts 
Gaze at the lane that we carved out of cuts 
Saw the blood you walked out  
Thought I was done many times - have a lil' faith in your son 
Know you do now but back then it was rough 
And dysfunctional dealt with the damage 
And rolled up a blunt or two we just tryna escape 
Never could, ended up back at your door 
with a package of goods, we ain't get from the store 
Had to ship him away, I get it I get it I tested yall's patience  
I think it's all love that we cravin' drivin ourselves through the walls

In autumn we let it fall - into pieces, I just had to call 
Need to hear your voice had to get this off   
Hit me back when you got time to talk

Cozy

Prod. By: Zeeky Beats - Forever

I had to let it go, we coming at you live from the lowest of the lows
Opening up makes me feel contrived
Cassius with the swing only when it's on himself
She asked a thousand times baby can you please be someone else?
I, don't think I could do it flew the coup so now we coolin'
Cut the noose right off my neck still rubberneck to that depression
Pushing through all this squalor link with my queen we destined
To rule like Hyrule Castle got a lot of pain to pen wit
Call you at 3 a.m. you answer - yo that's true friendship
Ain't no loose ends or frayed ties at this point
Avoided all these thirst traps give a back pad to a good boy
Ain't no senseless barking here it took me years to find this voice
I ain't writing for nobody but myself
Seldom do they look in the mirror, fear they see something else
Felt like heaven inside him but it led him to hell
We haven't talked in a minute, think I forgot how to yell
This that - snowfall flow that blankets up the whip
Lights outside the crib got me hyping up like a little kid
Way before the liquor that we sipped to douse our sicknesses
Innocent as a pup you sensitive little shit

WhY u SeNsITive, SeNsITive?

I ain't got that much to say
Except a lot

I ain't got that much to say
Except a lot thats on my domepiece
God I gotta get someone to hold me down
Need someone to hold me down

Hyrule Castle (Prod. Zeeky Beats)

[Verse]
Found face flat on a dirt path patch up the night with another glass
Want back what you once had but your other half yelling fuck that
If we lose-lose we gon run it back, just a bruise baby I could live with that
Another sinner that done caught flames and its all praises to the archangels
And the fallen soldiers that make heaven great
Mouth sowed when I can’t relate
Look to the sky like I’m finna faint
Everyone told him to walk away
Never did listen I always dismissed em’ and now I’m just trippin’ I caught a case
Creepin’ back to your old ways really wish this was the old days
Still pretty with the stone cold face, Joely held me when the boy went insane
Boy when it pours boy does it rain bedridden, still running in place from the pain
Missing teeth when you came nervous about my appearance
That wasn’t your focus, I’m loaded on morphine
I probably should stop - looking at you like, ‘this all that I got’
Codependence what an understatement
Baby I’m just grateful that we made it hospital bed is feeling like a rock
Looking at you like this all that I got
Maybe I left when I should’ve stayed ‘stead of waiting around for some shit to change
Head is still spinning gotta get it straight 
Put a pill in it just to feel okay

[Verse 2]
Found laid back off a stray path patch up the wounds with another mask
Save your thank you’s and the fuck you’s in advance
Keep it even keel now kneel down on the kitchen floor
Voice bounces off the tile got me feeling like I’m just a little child
Everybody running wild ‘round here you ain’t never get down like that
Always showed mad love having trouble giving it back
Head full of false promises prided myself on a pact
That fell through due to a crash I tell myself shit to relax may not be true
But I’m truly infatuated by all the batshit crazy things that you do
Meld it back together sodder the sutures just grateful I knew ya
Waitin’ for homies to reappear
Never let it up inside your inner ear, this intent to hurt is all out of fear 
New year 'nother friend gone 
Ain’t no blueprint to depend on when we brake down when we get lost
On a bender ‘till it bent off, yo we talked the day before I’m sick dog
Residue on my heart, let it drip off this is it y’all
I don’t think that I could ever leave
Lookin’ at me like you gotta peace I just hope you put your mind at ease
Levitating to the sky and free

Swimmers (Prod. Gyfted Beats)

Prod. PK - Better

*Patrice O'Neal Speaks*

[Verse]
Feeling more defeated than he ever has 
The proof is in the pudding get to movin' go secure the bag
Homie you gon' have to do more than that
To improve what's underneath that cap, peel it back
Felt my brain effected from that stir wheel smack, never was the same
Papa had to learn to walk again, crutches hurt my broken ribs
The walker was my ball and chain lung collapsing missing teeth
Spit em' back at you feel like im sixty-three
La lune give me light when the darkness peaks
Followed by some tree thats just my nightly niche
Never followed suite I laid this verse just so my heart could beat
Machine please keep beeping swimming where the sharks would feast
Calling out your bullshit better yet, I need that done to me
The only luxury we got is time
Why this hourglass sand fall through my hands when I'm crying?
I cradle my girl to sleep and let the angels unwind her
This is my sole purpose, yell it when I'm barley inspired 
Im 2-5, a quarter through life I boarded my mind up
With a bunch of 2x4's and hoarded felt tips to remind em' that, this kids still nice
I aint sinking my teeth tonight, thats just some bad news bears mixed with the liquor
Let me lie in my grave
High off a payment, why the pain always paving the way?
The voiceless got a chance to speak but they just pissed it away
I sip the liquor in the sun and used your shadow as shade
I'm mad at myself for some venom spat back in the day

Was unnecessary, your boy sedentary
You gotta move you gotta move I get the message Mary
That was my first crush, took years 'till I got burnt up
With each skin graph you'd think, "maybe the kid would learn something.."
Slight chance like me busting out a nice dance move
Thats why I write thats why I rap that's all your mans can do
Two weeks with no shower 'till I felt that warm water pour it all down my hair Mama
Please don't stare Mama, don't look right there Mama
Them nights were long, Dad would storm out and you would listen to my saddest songs
Unrecognizable son, singing to the great big masses of: one
My friends knew where I was, no one was coming through to visit 'cept my Joely and Bruv
I'll love that girl until I die, I hope to play her this one
This is my life shit, beat into my brain not to bite shit
This my allegory kill the king up on my right wrist

Clear (Prod. Pk)

*Patrice O'Neal Speaks*
(Prod. @imagiromusic)

Watched resentment grow when I hit the tiniest pot of gold
Pops called that blood money thought I'd kill myself with a lil' dough
Why we think the worst of those we love the most?
I drove three thousand miles just to see your face and caught a shoulder cold
Brodie thought you had my back but shit you really just at my throat
Trip wires sounded off alarms are ringing throughout my soul
I'm bringing what I brought my whole life
Wish you told that kid to calm down 'stead of grabbing that knife
I'm alright, right now my baby girl make me smile La la Luna got the most beautiful mama around
There ain't no song I could sing they bringing the capital down
Guess my daughter gonna have to see some fire surrounding her
The ladder part of last year was thin arrows through thick fog
Coming down like some rainfall shaking these eight balls
I pray those words will shelter me like attics back in Warsaw
The culprit of your pain is still a mystery to most y'all
Shake it off baby, shake it off
You gon' have to dig deep and swim through shits creek to vex this curse y'all
My nervous system skipping every beat when I got those calls
Told me that a friend has transitioned on from this dirt ball
The curtain closed before the show started program notes were blank
I opened up my notebook just to see what you would think
I'm itching for some guidance and advice
I beat these demons down all day they group up at night
Im alright, yeah I'm fine I don't need it
Treated time and time again, yo why the hell don't I feel decent?
Led so far along lost my sight inside your little secrets
Psilocybin taught me silence sometimes is all that we needed
I'm tryna be less heated, I ain't about to be one of those 
Who see's his daughter every other month with some talks on the phone
Got a lot of work to excavate this hurt from out my dome
Trotted back and fourth from earth to outer space to find my home and I'm gone
But not far away, take me back to them magical days like I am Hardaway
These parting gifts were drenched in blood but there's love inside of every stain
Always gon' speak my truth everything I got, I gave
I used to wanna trade my brain with anyone else
I know that running ain't the answer I just need a lil' help
The well was always full of water you just never did sip it yourself
The trail we made gon' stay blazed I'm still walking on it all by myself

Almost (Prod. Imagiro)

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