My Eyes

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april

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Holden Willard

Stay Hydrated

Check my pulse am I still breathing, I don’t even know… anymore 
I’ll sleepwalk at night so I’ll try 

Cant see, can’t see ahead, I don’t be inside of my head… break your hand on the door that locks you out 


I sleepwalk in the dark 
Only time I clear my head 
I sleepwalk in the day 
to cure to my anxieties 
I sleepwalk in the dark 
Only time I am alone 
I don’t wanna be here 
I wanna be right there 
Beside you 

Caffeine 
You’re the only one - only one in my dreams 
I’ll work for you work you - you’ll work for me 
A relationship that’s built on dependency 

OhI love you, do you love me? 

I guess that’s just the caffeine 

I run for you - you’ll run for me - I cant live without you inside of me - from the moment I break you’ll pick me up - shake me down - shake me down I’ll rise with a different cup 

Mode of dependency grows worse, work ethic - in the dirt… my love for caffeine usurps my abilities

caffeine

October 2019

Why’d you have to run away 
Turn your head so I can see your face 
Eyes are heavy with mud 
Sharp pain reflexes reveal blood 
Sharp cut cut of glass to the eye 
No wonder we don’t talk anymore 

Choked over myself because I think I’m small 
And I am and I am and I am 
Because I’m a coward 

Punch me in the face // Because I’m a Disgrace 
Now I know why you hate me, because I’m a fool 

And on that day, I knew nothing would be the same. These words unspoken, I am left to blame / pulled myself apart thinking it’s me without a regret // shove - my - foot - in - my - mouth because I Think I’m a fucking idiot// knowing all to well my heart is a city of suspense waiting to rip open and bleed out all of the floor because of the way you hold yourself up above everyone else No matter what, you are not above anyone else… we are created equal and we should love all in our lives do not take for granted the power of relationships you piece of shit 

Why’d you have to run away 
Past is catching up to me today 
Say that you won’t kill me in your memory 
I don’t want to die not this way

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