disgraceful 「tenoji」

my heart

@lazydoll
@y4ndere

[@angelicxmei]
it is so cold yeah
pass me the sweater
my heart is frozen
burn the loveletter
im stuck here always
is it for something?
u were my fever
my heart is frozeennn
my wings wont stay forever
but ill do my best ill be better
feelings wont last forever
nothing matters at the end

[@lazydoll]
i saw you fall out
i don't even understand
make me sad,
make me mad,
make me feel alright?
hold my hands and go far away together
frozen my heart
君が見えないや
そばに居たって変わらない
でも君が居ないと意味がない
i promised in that cold night

[@angelicxmei]
closer, the things
i havent told her
its okay
i been working 
for nothing

frozen w/ lazydoll (yandere)

songs mix&mastering:@miraie

my part edit&mix:@lazydoll

prod:death

lyrics:


[hook:ididntcry]

何故か少しだけ遠い
君のとこまでは少し...
ヤケに長い待つ電車
風が吹き抜けるように
伝え切れていないままだ
こんなに愛しているのに

[verse:miraie]
I lost my touch and lost my soul
メール観て泣きそう
I'm working hard towards my goal
Just to find out it's 噓
なんで泣きたい？
全部が噓
何が聞きたい？(痛い)

Wake up in the morning
Then I went to take a shower
Water flowing down my eyes
Can't look straight in the mirror
君と出会いことは良かったです
でも俺にメール送らないでお願い

You're the one who chose to left me behind, left me alone
後悔して、苦して、遅すぎだろう
Please stop sending message to my IG to my phone
涙が流れて、今日は雨降りそう

何故か少しだけ遠い
君のとこまでは少し...
Even though I know that, I just wanna trust you
なぜなら、君の感情が残ってる

[hook]

[outro:miraie]
なぜなら、君のことがあいしている

Tokyo ++miraie(death)

songs mix&mastering:Miraie

my part edit&mix:@lazydoll

prod:shinju&garasu

lyrics:

[hook:ididntcry]
エンドロール もうさよなら？;
(映画のような)物語にならない二人なら
君のことは解らないままで
ふたり泡になって
僕ら海の中へと沈んでく
御伽噺みたいに

[verse:miraie]
Ever since I left you and move on
I-I-I've been living life all alone
Gather thoughts in my head and write a song
Lost everything yet I won

Missed you, no I don't
I loved you, but you're gone
君がいれば 他にもいらない
いつまでも 今すぐ君に会いたい

Put the drugs aside, I got family to take care of
Looking at the news got me terrified, I'm horrified
And my heartache has been nullified, I feel satisfied
Now put my feelings on the side, I just want you hold me tight

Girl let me show you, 
I know I'm not qualified to be someone that loves you
I know that it's tough, but it's a wall I need to get through
デートの時がちゃんと覚えてる
どこにいても君を探してる

Forever ++miraie(shinju×garasu)

songs mix&master:miraie

my part edit&mix:lazydoll&miraie

prod.haunt3r&northeast lights

spotify link
https://open.spotify.com/album/0YOMtwdVK65ZM5ukdhW0Pa?si=R0S42lKiSsOD3W1YVIViag


written by @1kidsora @miraie @princess_miii

lyrics:

[hook:Ididntcry]
寂しい
横に君だけがいない
消えることの無い灯り
寂しい (寂しい 寂しい)
寂しいよ
今一人で開けたheartland beer
(あの日)二人で開けた真っ白のChardonnay
寂しい (寂しい 寂しい)
寂しいよ

[verse1:kid sora]
##toman
i keep my head on a swivel
in case they try me
just to show u i aint little-
aw, aw, uhhhhhh-
just to show u i aint lil bruh-
i live in a nightmare, lets go
they just cant drop me, oh no
i just keep eatin-
ye- eatin up they souls
& if u doubted me, in the past, i already know-
just dont bring it up, i could never let it go.
what is this feeling?
that im feeling
im gon throw it to the side, she gon say it was for no reason
like whats the-
like whats the reason?
whats the reason?
im beneath this.

[hook:Ididntcry]
寂しい
横に君だけがいない
消えることの無い灯り
寂しい (寂しい 寂しい)
寂しいよ
今一人で開けたheartland beer
(あの日)二人で開けた真っ白のChardonnay
寂しい (寂しい 寂しい)
寂しいよ

[verse2:miraie]
涼しい
今日の天気昨日より涼しい
でもココロが暑くて、寂しい
I'm cool but my heart is empty
You told the truth or just another lie?
I shut up myself inside a room and I told myself I can shine
But I've been carrying the burden I don't think that I'll be fine
笑って欲しい、笑顔が欲しい
君がくれた夏、忘れずに
空の心はもう耐えられない
I think I'm crazy, I'm really sorry
噓が付き、君の傍に欲しい

[hook:Ididntcry]
寂しい
横に君だけがいない
消えることの無い灯り
寂しい (寂しい 寂しい)
寂しいよ
今一人で開けたheartland beer
(あの日)二人で開けた真っ白のChardonnay
寂しい (寂しい 寂しい)
寂しいよ

Call Me by Your Name ++kid sora&miraie(haunt3r×Northeast Lights)

my part edit&mix: @lazydoll
feat.: @angelicxmei
prod. @nxahj11
artwork:@mazilazy_ (ig)


Spotify link https://open.spotify.com/album/6nfolSKDSF1whtGJ4tIRZ7?si=jxPi2B-4ReSSzCmY6Z90zg

[intro:ididntcry]
(この澱んだ世界の片隅に 雨はもう降り止んだのに)

[hook:ididntcry]
この澱んだ世界の片隅に
置き忘れられてしまった
雨はもう降り止んだのに
太陽は隠れたまま
おかしいんだ
これは誰か(わからない)
ここに居るのは
僕じゃないな ああ
澱んだ世界の片隅で
僕はまだ溺れたまま

[verse:angelicxmei]
tell me shit
tell me that is alright
all ur words cut deep
to my hotspot

oooh is it my heart?
oooh why its beating so fast?

all i feel is sorrow
and always burden to my back
inside me im hollow
but all u do is stab my back
is it really u?
like im dead
but u have no clue at all

[all i feel is sorrow
and always burden to my back
inside me im hollow
but all u do is stab my back
is it really u?
like im dead
but u have no clue at all]

will u say sorry...

drown' ++angelicxmei(noah)

4ever~т-т

m&m by me

prod.@y4ndere𓂃𓈒

#1
i can't change will never cry 
and change , get 2gether 
i wna change  u are wonder
未来なんて 夢はないここに
それでも歌う僕は
それでも歌う僕ら

4ever~т-т 
don't fall apart
sing 2 myself
we are 4ever

#2
i can't change will never cry 
and change , get 2gether⤵︎ ︎(ﾟﾛﾟ)
i wna change , u are wonder
未来なんて夢は
もういらないから
2人でずっと...zzz(   )ᐝ

4ever~
don't fall apart
sing 2 myself
"we are 4ever"

4ever (yandere)

MUSIC VIDEO
https://youtu.be/BVkLgaXWMoc

@lilkuudere @benxni @odece
PRODUCED BY ODECE

i'm rarely outside 
fucking up on some high 
i can't feel inside 
butterflies in the night 
i can't let this die 
i don't wanna waste my time
if you're not by my side then 
i don't wanna be alive 
i see you tonight
dancing round in my mind
i'll pay any price so 
tell me some pretty lies
oh baby if you were a drug i'de take you instantly 
when i sleep
i'm a feign

やり残したことばっかり考えてたきっと
だから目の前の事を冷たい目で見てた
きっと悔やんでは病んでは
なんであの時
なんて考えてるうちに
この景色はどっかに行ってしまう

君と裸 エデンの楽園
きっとはたから 見ればやばくね
君と目が合うだけで全部わかる
君とひとつになる
yeah yeah

求めていたのさ空に答えを
正解ならもう知っていたのに
足りないものなんて何もないよ

forever after ft. BENXNI (MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

i do it all for my brothers
do it all for my mother
i do it for proof before the heavens start callling
i do it for you, shawty you're just like no other
i want to see you again, if not this life then another (x2)

Tell me, are you ready?
Fall in love and suffer
My hearts way too heavy
Can you feel the burden?

Read you like I’m Levy
Why am I never learning?
Heal you like I’m Wendy
everytime you’re hurting

Tell me that you need me
Tell me with your eyes
It’s real because we’re bleeding
Real because we’re alive
Staring at the ceiling
こころこわすない
まじで this feeling
Takes me to the sky

今は泣かないで
未だ鮮明で
取り残されたわたしは
なにもできないただ今は
自信を持てるようにおんがくをつくってる
歌ってる

願うの毎朝
明日は来ないなら
もうあんなことしなきゃ良かったなんて
願って憂いな運命なら
本当の強さは何処にあるんだ

僕らはまだいっしょに
離れないで居たいのに
左側がいたいの
何処にもいかないで

離れないで
まだここにいて
手を預けて
感じてみて
目の前には
はじめようか、もう一回

existence ft utumiyqcom (star607)

me&bons edit&mix:@miko_wrld
mas:kuudere
prod. recycleBin&Rodmadeit

[hook:Ididntcry]
ここは天国みたいで 何でもあるけど 
なにも欲しくない
君に教えたその後は
翼を広げて空に飛び立とう
痛い 痛い まだ 痛い
居たい 居たい ここに居たい
どれだけ離れてても
僕は帰りを待ってるよ

(place's like heaven
Everything's here
but I dnt want anything
After I taught you what I know
I'll spread my wings 
and take off into the sky
It hurts, it hurts, it still hurts
wanna stay stay stay
No matter how far away we are
I'll b waitin 4 u to back our home)

[i9bonsai]

i dont wna run away
but i know that tht its better then rn if i stay
take it all rn dnt wait
if ur gna do it anyways

i cant kp this on n on
weve been doing this way2long
time rewinds n stops so wrong
i dnt even want ur love

i dnt wna say more then this
n i just gta get a grip 
cuz if i dnt,, its gna b the same sht

[kuudere]

You’re the only thing I can see
A silhouette that’s just you and me
Why is your smile so heavenly
But brings me to tears each time that you speak?

Let’s Fall apart then love again
A feeling that I can’t compare
It hurts to breathe
Heaven take me please
Take me back to when it was you and me

If I could dream of anything I want now
I’d be scared that I’ll never wake up
If I could have anything I want now
It would be to be in your arms

Why does Love make me fall apart?
Wonder off deep in the dark

Forever ++miraie(shinju×garasu)

Ididntcry

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