every second I wasted feels just 
like ive misplaced myself cant replace myself
money gone like its nothing impulsivity shines 
i need help not a thing on the shelf

i just dont have it in me im a ghost a mirage
my life is like a montage this act wont get an applause
if i could change it all back i would just because
like a box in a garage its an unfortunate colllage

im tired of illusory i feel sick to my stomach
in my head again im doing laps around up to the summit
im stuck in these cycles some shit that ill never break
just a lesson well learnt these tables turning so fake

guess its not cut out for me a picture painted wrong
ive always had my doubts i kinda knew it all along
fuck a repost check im working hours way too long
i want it anyway i dont wanna stay here
stuck on this repeating cycle i dont wanna stay here
and i dont think i wanna fight no more sick of going on
like what the fuck is this for?

forfeit i cant fucking take it
crash against the cement
cant take it anymore
pretend wanna leave an indent
cycling back not content
fuck this i want more

impulsive (p. yungspoiler)

lost the keys to the cemetery
cutting down thorns
cutting my losses
down to the place you met me
gritting my teeth and clenching my fists for what im bout to bury
its all the weight you carry
its all the weight you carry

what i got to do to not run out of time 
when i drift unconscious and can taste the sky
all my senses gearing up for flight yeah
all my senses gearing up for flight

lost the keys to the cemetery now its square one
i dont wanna carry on
aspiration long gone
always trying to find peace in the things that feel wrong to me
in the things that feel wrong to me

take a couple months out for my senses 
try and lead astray anything that you mention
heads in the cloud im locked in
pensive
got a different definition of what heaven is
cause everyone got their own run and i dont ever wanna get caught up in difference
lost the keys to the cemetery

SPOTIFY

carry

im all in my head now trying to forget
all the things you said (no) all of my regrets
sorry i rely on all these voices in my head
but i dont think its my fault that u make me so depressed
i know that they eyin me
she gon try to slide w me
i think thats alright w me
but i dont think ur right 4 me
she said she would fight for me
but i dont even like me
she said that she disagree
ima jus let u be free
smoked on the low i dont know if u could tell
pop 5 pillies this shit sendin me to hell
and im still way too stressed, i cant tell just how i feel
ill take a walk, ima do it by myself
i dont think ill make it out alive 
2 seats in the coupe, she want me to come inside
i think ima get in trouble cuz ur luv got me high
when im feelin down i just look up at the sky

@slxxpyparalysis
She addicted and I think she really like me
She like a junkie high off my love can I get high please
She wanna hold my piece
u gon shoot for me?
Or do she only like me cuz she use me like a drug
You be up in my head
I shoulda wenta bed
Now Im reading texts
Cant never fall asleep
U want me to fight for u
Bitch i can barely fight for me
Bitch Pass the coedine

i think the stars they all like me
pull up in a whip movin fast, hittin high speeds
all these other guys, they all mind, they wan fight me
this shit just delight me, just gimmie some time please

dreamride w/ slxxpy paralysis (shinju & cutspace)

https://soundcloud.com/1expire
https://soundcloud.com/boygrim
https://soundcloud.com/sherifxr

mathematics! w/ expire, boygrim, sherif xr (pk)

https://soundcloud.com/amjustmist/without-me-feat-funeral-1

Produced by prod. akassshhhiii & jibaorockin

Lyrics:
@amjustmist, @funeral
(Am Just Mist)
I just let you drown me
You dont really give a fuck about me
I know you don't wanna be around me
All you really do is doubt me
Your so cloudy

(funeral)
I just let it drown me
I can’t feel a single thing around me
They don't know a single thing about me
You can't do a single thing without me
So cloudy
I just let it drown me
I can’t feel a single thing around me
They don't know a single thing about me
You can't do a single thing without me
So cloudy

(Am Just Mist)
I just let you hurt me
Desert me
You don't really want me
You tore me
You burnt me
You don't really want me
You don't really want me
You don't really want me

You hated me you hurt me baby why you use me
You bruised me abused me baby made a fool of me
I'm burnt out im tired you set me on fire
I used to be happy full of hope and desire

(funeral)
I just let it drown me
I can’t feel a single thing around me
They don't know a single thing about me
You can't do a single thing without me
So cloudy
I just let it drown me
I can’t feel a single thing around me
They don't know a single thing about me
You can't do a single thing without me
So cloudy

Am Just Mist - Without Me W/ funeral (Nightcore)

sheaskedwhatmylifeislike

prod @1sloan
04 to infinity 
luv yall

https://open.spotify.com/track/6ABtp18LyRio5LxSZeXpNX?si=4UPfimV1Sx2t8-5dWpnnfg

syntax. [prod. sloan] *SPOTIFY IN DESC*

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/prerelease/0oOZCwc6mFgQb7DT7EQ9Pd?si=9091a9a3084747c6

mfs CANNOT backseat my tracks
-
p. bensrevenge
-
with this chrome beretta
u not gon test me
why y’all tryna make music
from the backseat
if u can’t keep up w us
then please don’t @ me
bitch i’m feeling glorious
i’m js relaxing

ion rlly gaf
i pull up in the night
now u prayin 2 tha gods
asking not to take ur life
does it look like i give a fuck
see the glint in my eye
y’all are tryna stay on the ground
i’m tryna touch the sky

when i pull up w these bands
u gon notice they so bright
this ain’t- this ain’t dirty money
cause the method is just right
i could tell u how to get in
but u ain’t gonna make it out
i got tha sauce just right
n BITCH WE FUCKIN MADE IT OUT

heh
carbon copies looking up to me
but they all fraud
when it come to ts
im a mf god
u can serve whoever
ion rlly fuckin mind
i kno i’m 1 of a kind

poppin- poppin tags
imma run up all my cash
cause i js stole ur money
u ain’t getting that shi back
feeling like im @phreyla
cause i find that shi hilarious
no H2O this alcohol
is making me delirious

blowin fireballs out my fuckin mouth
while i’m running up a check

why dis bitch keep yapping
all i want is tha mf neck

backseat

spotify 🗡

Caged Illusions #6

Prod me
@66ANPU ON IG

I’d call you back everyday
Don’t ignore all the things that you say
I love you, just expect me to stay 
I’m here forever
I’m here forever
Forever for you
For me to I love you so much
You bleed too
Your the one that I trust
Your the one that I trust

They think that I am lonely
I kinda feel like that
But I have you still
And I have my last
Dream that I had I don’t know what to say
You were in it though
I don’t know how to play it cool

I told you just hold on 
I’ve loved you for so long
You make me feel special 
I kissed you I meant too

Don’t know how to love me
I still don’t understand myself
Is so hard to trust in me
When I’ve been going through hell
Talk to me but slowly 
I missed it I know it 
Please calm down 
Control it
Tell myself that same thing
Inside I know it

Am Just Mist - Without Me W/ funeral (Nightcore)

Evy