xxxxxx574857438u4e8 (over here)

produced by me 

I don't wanna be
Be around you as much as I need
Mean, you really hate me
I don't understand why
The more I fight for your okay
The more I'm thinking,
The little things about you blow my mind

I hate that I wanna be
On top of, or under you
I think that I secretly
Want some of, or all of you
I hate I'm a year too young
You know about what I've done
I lie, I hurt to have fun
I do the same when I'm done
(x2)

It's just a little sad
That you're the type of man I go for
And this ain't the first time
I know damn well it ain't the last time
And I could blame my dad
'Cause he was just a little bitch like you

I hate that I wanna be
On top of, or under you
I think that I secretly
Want some of, or all of you
I hate I'm a year too young
You know about what i've done
I lie, I hurt to have fun
I do the same when I'm done
(x2)

mean

produced by me

Lyrics:
You take advantage of my fatal flaw
And when I play dumb, I hope that you don't catch on
Cause when you wait too long, then you get none
I think that this is where the bad part starts

Cause do you even know who I am?
What you had in your hands?
Don't try to play me, cause I always know
They try to play me when they have control
They try to claim it when it's all my own

You can't just play for fun
Say we messing around
My bedtime ritual
And when I come to the town
They're gonna kick us out
Cause I'll be getting loud
It don't mean much to me now

Who do you think I am?
I can't live up to that
How am I wrong
(Oh, oh)

You take advantage of my fatal flaw
And when I play dumb, I hope that you don't catch on
Cause when you wait too long, then you get none
I think that this is where the bad part starts

Cause do you even know who I am?
What you had in your hands?
Don't try to play me, cause I always know
They try to play me when they have control
They try to claim it when it's all my own

You can't just play for fun
Say we messing around
My bedtime ritual
And when I come to the town
They're gonna kick us out
Cause I'll be getting loud
It don't mean much to me now

(Oh)
It don't mean much to me now
(Oh)
It don't mean much to me now
(Oh)
It don't mean much to me now
(Oh)
It don't mean much to me now

loud

Original: Clingy by Ojerime https://soundcloud.com/ojerime/clingy-interlude-1?si=f842a32fa7ee4979a57872b13d96af23&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

I dont do clingyyy

produced by me

I'm so overly sick of this shit
I wanna be a crow flying over your head 
So damn sick of this shit
I wanna be a crow flying over your head 

Detoxing, I feel disgusting
Water my soul, throw me a bone yeah 
Kiss on my ribs I wanna feel it
I wanna feel like god
I could cure my girlhood disease and
Vaporize, i'm out with the season
I left the whole house a wreck, yeah now what
I tear it up like a stray dog

I'm so overly sick of this shit
I wanna be a crow flying over your head 
So damn sick of this shit
I wanna be a crow flying over your head 
(repeated)

Circling your mistakes, I wanna fly
Circling your mistakes, I wanna fly 

I'm so overly sick of this shit
I wanna be a crow flying over your head 
So damn sick of this shit
I wanna be a crow flying over your head 
(repeated)

Detoxing, I feel disgusting
Water my soul, throw me a bone yeah 
Kiss on my ribs I wanna feel it
I wanna feel like god
I'm a string ball down the stairs I unravel 
Peel me off like a tangerine 
I really only wanna get sicker, so don't cure me of my disease 

I'm so overly sick of this shit
I wanna be a crow flying over your head 
So damn sick of this shit
I wanna be a crow flying over your head 

Circling your mistakes, I wanna fly
Circling your mistakes, I wanna fly (So damn sick of this shit)
Circling your mistakes, I wanna fly
Circling your mistakes, I wanna fly

Crow over your head

Your clothes they don't fit me like they used to
Oh, oh, so it must've been me
I could barely even recognize myself anymore 
You wanted the higher road so I took the low

What a waste, what a waste of self control
I do it all for the risk of losing time from you
I do it all cause I love to love my lovers
Itd be nice if you were crazy too

Never enough im never satisfied 
So please god let it be the last time
Never enough im never satisfied 
So please just let it be the last time

You hold the bricks building walls around my head
Keep building it up and keep me isolated 
Sorry for the trouble I aint mean what I said
You'll be far out there and doing fine anyways 
You hold the bricks building walls around my head
Keep building it up and keep me isolated 
Sorry for the trouble I aint mean what I said
You'll be far out there and doing fine anyways

VideoStar-1

slamming on my breaks when i make it go slower 
why you in my jeep if you got a range rover 
why you hitting me if you know you ain't sober
now you want to come over

no hands on the wheel
im on top just give me that thrill 
i cant talk when you're giving me chills
i cant drive you home better walk it
(walk it, walk it, walk it, walk it)
i cant drive you home better walk it
(walk it, walk it, walk it, walk it)

player, a bitch can play that too
player, a bitch can play with you 
this is your first and your last time
it just ain't worth saying next time

no hands on the wheel
im on top just give me that thrill 
i cant talk when you're giving me chills
i cant drive you home better walk it
(walk it, walk it, walk it, walk it)
i cant drive you home better walk it
(walk it, walk it, walk it, walk it)

walk it (may 2023)

Dont mess with crazy
I'd go to hell
That's what I'm craving
Im burning it down

Dont mess with crazy
I'd go to hell
That's what I'm craving
Im burning it down

I won't let you do that
I won't let you do me bad
Not without a fight back
I bet that you want it
I'ma play the part but I know about your options
I am calling war now, you don't get excuses
Why not tell the whole town everything you're doing
You were getting passed down
I hate that you use me
It was alright, then I saw you had two of me
It was alright, then I saw you had two of me

Dont mess with crazy
I'd go to hell
That's what I'm craving
Im burning it down

Dont mess with crazy
I'd go to hell
That's what I'm craving
Im burning it down

Standing over you
This is where you pay
Boy you should've known
That hell hath no fury, babe

louder (june 2023)

I open up that drawer
I feel so damn defeated
There ain't a lease on all this stuff, that means that I can keep it
Can't admit I sleep in it
I'll be there when you're dreaming 
Only feel like that when I feel there's something I'm missing out 

My face pressed up on glass, I'm mad because I wanna get in
It's the same story and a parallel 
And Im at the center of it

My face pressed up on glass, I'm mad because I wanna get in
It's the same story and a parallel 
And Im at the center of it

Samples: Idling Somewhere by Jane Remover

fishbowl (november 2023)

Not produced by me; this is the barbiegirls.com theme lolz https://youtu.be/GbSZlCqcBn8?si=kskFuBwAvRO9sRBb 

I might pretend to be an airhead
Just to test the things I get away with 
You couldn't keep up with my antics, my drive
It's nice you tried
I wanna cross the line

Oh, oh, oh, oh

my antics (may 2023)

Hanging off the ledge as you set up the stage
im not the type to run from you, i stay the same
I grab attention the way that they taught me to say
I just let them pick me apart
If you hand me crumbs then I will take it
Pull me out of that salt lake, if
you're so serious i'll fake it
If you mean that let me

Let me dry my tears on your blue shirt
(before) you,
throw me in the ocean i am one with the dirt
I am so patient blowing bubbles to the earth 
And it's all blue, it's all blue 
And Its all you, its all you
Its all you its all you
its all you its all you
its all you its all you

Let me dry my tears on your blue shirt
(before) you,
throw me in the ocean i am one with the dirt
I am so patient blowing bubbles to the earth 
And it's all blue, it's all blue 
And Its all you, its all you
Its all you its all you
its all you its all you
its all you its all you

blue fish (april 2023)

We don't get along, cause you got better problems to deal with than tolerating me
You better be sorry, but I'll leave the keys out
I'm out for a walk, I'll be back in a moment

You got my full permission 
Under you I'm so submissive 
So controlling, you selfish
Well I know how to follow directions 
You got my full permission 
Under you I'm so submissive 
So controlling, you selfish
Well I know how to follow directions 

I put my hands on your face
I promise ya, I promise ya, that I won't cry today 
I put my hands on your face
I promise ya, I promise ya, that I won't cry today 

Tell me that it's fine
We got us, we'll be alright 
Tell me that it's fine
I promise ya, I promise ya, I promise ya it's fine.

permission outro (february 2024)

I would fuck the mirror but I haven't got there yet
I love this shrinking feeling and I feel it under my skin
I used to run with my delusion like it's mine 
Cause I'd be dying to exist as I am
And suddenly Im young again
Fighting with the monster, I just lose and then try it again 

See it in my face, all the little things I say
No comment. It's just envy
Don't talk about it, oh don't catch me
You don't wanna get like me

And I am crossing the bridge between disgusting and lucky 
This heavy feeling only felt like a cage

Oh, oh, I know they know
I know, I know, I..
Know

the bridge (july 2023)

We're in the show
Try to pass time
Like to be a bitch, and you do it all the time 
It's okay, so am I 
It's okay, so am I 

If you only knew
I'm too dumb to care
Saying nice things even when you're not there
It's okay but it's not fair
It's okay but it's not fair

be nice (january 2023)

*This demo was sold to Romeoarcade and belongs to them, not me !!

You should know that you make my body stop 
And my heart beats fast and my blood gets hot
I know I can't dodge you but I'm begging don't tease the addict
Don't wake me up if I'm sitting down daydreaming bout it

You do it right and you're friends with my friends and
I think you got your eyes on me
I really love to say nice things
You like when I sing
Like that I'm all alone

If you wanna take me all the way 
You can bring me to that place, tell me everything  Cause the look up on your face tell me everything 
I wanna if you wanna, oh, oh

You should know that you make my body stop 
And my heart beats fast and my blood gets hot
I know I can't dodge you but I'm begging don't tease the addict
Don't wake me up if I'm sitting down daydreaming bout it

You do it right and you're friends with my friends and
I think you got your eyes on me
I really love to say nice things
You like when I sing
Like that I'm all alone

If you wanna take me all the way 
You can bring me to that place, tell me everything  Cause the look up on your face tell me everything 
I wanna if you wanna, oh, oh

U wannaa (november 2023) *sold

I can go round and around and around 
I feel like i'm god, then I try to calm down
I'm still spinning round and around and around 
I'm just spinning round and around and around 

These ears and eye
they made my truth and lies
you learn to bend it slowly over time
And now it's spinning like a carousel
Around the world till its my time and I will burn in hell
Round after round after round 
If it makes you tired, we can do it my way
playing with the time then I just flip it sideways 
On the edge of finding, this is what a life is

I can go round and around and around 
I feel like i'm god, then I try to calm down
I'm still spinning round and around and around 
I'm just spinning round and around and around 

These games I know because im playing it
It's risky evil, that makes it dangerous 
And it's a free world, I'm bringing everything in
Im just going round and around and around 

(Round and around and around and around and around....)

round & around (august 2023)

reset_mar_20 (Ambulance v1)

handleme3

catty1

The going away song

i made this beat for dani kiyoko shout out dani & then i recorded on it cause its so good & then i re proded the song

oh oh (og)

#MyLife by BBYKOCAINE https://open.spotify.com/track/5DuC2HhcIB0jhs8ufW4YmT?si=e30ecae02fb44399

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