msg singles 7

None Of This Matters old mix

OOOOOooOOOO

"If you dont put in more effort, you may as well kill your self"
well I started pulling the trigger, as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
matter cause by now its not gonna matter to me
i shot myself in the head i was never gonna be happy
but at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
hoping fragments of my skull
impale into your eyeballs
and that the last thing that you see
is the end of my suffering

now that its all over theres a lesson to be learned
to anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
and i can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite!

trolling myself :p

My Song 218

rejection

White wine

music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VgpZZL-0wnw

She's a black and white photograph 
with high contrast cause shes artsy like that
staring at the back of her eyelids
hanging out with the cool kids

I'm a super rare green frog picture
in a social situation peeling the skin off my fingers
life is hopeless
i guess ill end it

stupid photograph analogy

school shooter cover thank you zainy for playing the gatar

letterbomb

still workin on the album

i was feeling so tired
slept through the entire
party, i'm partly awake and asleep
still tasting the vomit
i felt so fucking nauseous
passed out in the toilet
just for a couple seconds

picking up the broken glass
on the kitchen floor
looking at a photograph
of myself that i've never seen before

the door's cracked open 
feel the draft coming in
the wind blows me away
into some place i've never been
but i think it's gonna shut
as im sat here remembering
my hands under the kitchen sink
i feel the blood spilling in

picking up the broken glass
on the kitchen floor
looking at a photograph
of myself that i've never seen before

culling myself into somebody now
and the face on the back 
of my head's turning round
these days are just fading away
and i want them to stay right here

i want them to stay

Kitchen

committing, suicide, i dont really have a reason why 
 theres, no time to grieve, from this earth its finally time to leave

there, is no hope, breaking down with no way cope
 ive told you, a million times, shut the fuck up and just let me die 

no hope (x4)

No Hope

vengeance

Lyrics:

I woke up in bed, I’m alone again
You should be with me, not with him
I feel so tired, broken up inside 
I failed again why do I even try

Life fucking sucks, I wanna sleep in
You left bruised scarred and beaten
Nothing left I just stare and sigh
I hate that you’re with that guy


My heart bleeds and it’s cause of you
You tore me apart and now I’m through
So many things that I would undo
So many thing that made me bruised

It’s not like you ever cared
It’s not like you were ever there

My heart bleeds and it’s cause of you
You tore me apart and now I’m through
So many things that I would undo
So many thing that made me bruised

Bruised

Sorry for not mentioning you in the letter in my bio Fedze, thanks for the support - Cameron Phlodge

I Should Go Get Wasted (Fedze Cover)

Nothing Ever Happens

Chadpilled @chad-pilled cover
Written by Cameron Phlodge

I'm in the back of a truck now
And I don't give a fuck now
And I just shot a buck down
I ain't looking for your love now

It's hunting season come on now everyone
It's hunting season come on let's have some fun
It's hunting season come on now grab a gun
It's hunting season I ain't looking for your love
Your love

In the back of a truck now
And I just wanna know how
You spread all your love around and round
Our little old hometown

It's hunting season come on now everyone
It's hunting season come on let's have some fun
It's hunting season come on now grab a gun
It's hunting season I ain't looking for your love
Your love

Hunting Season

Hungry Heart

When I'm gone, I'm gone 
So don't wake me up
Got a tattoo on my chest 
Just to tell you "get fucked"

I don't wanna come back
I'm cool just where I am
There's no pulse in my wrists
So quit squeezing my hand

I know you'll miss me
Any mother would 
But I've been set to go 
Since my childhood

When I stop puking blood
Just get up and go
Cuz I got three letters 
That I need you to know  

D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R 
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, I got a
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R
Don't resuscitate, I'm better off asleep than I am awake

Breathing air, seeing faces
All those things I'm sick of
Affections I can't return
No future, no love

I was scared for so long
But I don't care now
Grim reaper taking me home
While you put me in the ground

You signed the form, I wrote my name
And now I'm ready to bail
So don't go jumping my heart
Should it start to fail

No tubes down my throat
And no lights in my eyes
I'll kick your fucking ass
If I come back to life

Cuz I got a 

D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R 
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, I got a
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R
Don't resuscitate, I'm better off asleep than I ever was awake

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