music video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3z55ZTAnFPs
produced by me
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lyrics:

[verse: saturn's lament]
caught a glimpse of what i thought was my reflection
„the mirrors would never lie to me“, treacherous self-perception
i did what my head demanded and ruined the reminiscence
no wonder the seed i planted has grown to be a narcissus
will i ever stop hurting myself and others?
should i self-destruct for good or should i let myself recover?
rip my lungs out to ease this growing pain inside my chest
all my veins turn into branches only waiting to be snapped

[hook: saturn's lament]
tearing out the roots that i have grown all my life
ask the vermin, they will show you i’ve been cursed with a spine
shattered mirrors still reflecting all the traits that i hide
leave me waiting till i weather into soil, when i die

[verse: Saint Sleep]
heights above the gods and goddesses
wings of pegasus and boulders pushed by sisyphus
currents crashing clashing sounds of conflict
tales left of tantalus lament of feasts beneath his feet
or sycophants drowning in the shallow pools of deep reflection
festering inside their morbid thoughts
leaking roofs of shacks inside of winter forests feel the frostbit
scrape the bowl for words that's long forgotten
dirty paws tracking mud across the corpses of my predecessors
shivers up the spine that stay forever

thousand years of evolution gone to shame
never worth a kindle of the flame
unfinished business like a life on pause I'm tethered to this plane
i was wrong when I said that I would wait to see the day you finally change

[hook: saturn's lament]
tearing out the roots that i have grown all my life
ask the vermin, they will show you i’ve been cursed with a spine
shattered mirrors still reflecting all the traits that i hide
leave me waiting till i weather into soil, when i die

unlit sun w/saint sleep

BABY GOS X LUMINANCE - LIGHTS ØUT.

Another one. 
lyrics: 
Shadows on the walls they flickering on now what they want from me 
Fucking Sail away it's got me feeling like an odyssey 
I was Ducking low, making a lot of options then I got to go 
Pop the bottle now I celebrate we gotta pop a toast 

Feel like 93 I'm in the Myst like Visual Science be
Lurking in the  dark they doing they rituals while I try to sleep 
Im in they man's abode I gotta creep I do it silently 
Im Basking in the light they finna get lit up like the Iris be 

i Get it fucking going I be wondering on the down time 
Think I been an agent of the state the way im on time 
they Sending out they threats but it's behind my back and online 
Know they never stepping getting their way into a frontline


Nothing make me sicker than these hypocrites 
I  got no compassion for em they can go and suck a dick 
he a leech he ain't nothing but a fucking tick 
Issa joy that I'm leading em inside  a black abyss

ODYSSEY93 [PROD. TEARSFROMWHO]

HULK FT. LORD DISTORTION (PROD. $MOKEZ)

prod by BRVDY and Λ$Η3$

LYRICS by CHXEU
VOCALS by CHXEU

I gave you all the light I had,
You took it in, but never gave it back.
I held you close through every storm,
But your heart was always cold, never warm.
I begged in silence, prayed you'd see,
The way you meant the world to me.
But love can’t grow in frozen ground,
And mine was lost, never found.
You never tried, you never stayed,
I was the price you never paid.
I cried alone for nights on end,
Calling out for more than just pretend.
But I’m not bleeding for your ghost,
I’ve learned to love myself the most.
No more chasing what won’t come
No more empty love
I twisted all my truths for you,
Made myself small just to fit your view.
But mirrors don’t lie when you finally see,
The one I lost the most was me
Now I rise with broken wings,
Finding peace in simple things.
The pain still echoes, soft and low,
But through the cracks, I start to glow
You never tried, you never stayed,
I was the heart you let decay.
But I found light beyond your shade,
And strength in every scar you made.
I’m not your silence, not your shame
I’ve learned to stand inside the flame.
No more chasing what won’t come
No more empty love

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Tamborzão Infernal

produced Kill Ebola
mastered Frdm.wav 

Who am I to lose my drive 
Move the love for life behind 
Burn the world until it shines
Suffocate it in its pride 
No more healing left to cry 
Pushed the feeling weight aside 
Just reside in wait to die 
Who am I to say goodbye 
Gear requires pierce of heart 
Fear in fire loss of spark 
Taste is fine then quickly tart
Crumbled pine and wood apart 
Humble light it stood ajar 
Eye for eye no moon or star
All Is fine and moved afar 
Feet soggy glare heat stalking pavement crooked lines 
(flies disguise in shambled parasites)
Breathe foggy air see halting traded looking eyes 
(Try to write it scrambles Paradise)
They Keep bottling 
all our energizing fuzzy stress 
They keep fondling 
all our agonizing bloody sweat
Their system fills and charge 
there’s no place where it is enough and fed 
Their shitting pills and parts 
And make you eat it up like fucking pets
Who am I to lose my drive 
Move the love for life behind 
Burn the world until it shines
Suffocate it in its pride 
No more healing left to cry 
Pushed the feeling weight aside 
Just reside in wait to die 
Who am I to say goodbye 

How i hate you 
Oh i hate you
Ate the low fruit 
Cant escape you
In the limb light 
Fog it came through 
Im so terrified 
It will take you

Low Light

To whoever felt like that they're addressed to, feel free to do so; I know who I address this song to.
And if you're the exact person I'm thinking of, just so you know: 
I love you until the day I vanish into oblivion before you do, whether unconventional or not <3

prod. @miguelthethirdpart2
artwork by @dhaelo

Maybe it's for the best
To leave it out of my chest
Or I lose the moments within you

Although it didn't catch you 
On the hook
What a relief it only was 
A little gently bite
But if so the altercations 
Remain unsilent
We still love, we still love
We still love you is an answer so tight

Contemplate
Contemplate
Holy spirit is in need to persuade
You rather should
You rather should
Not bite the bullet
Even for the hell of it

ken la ona li pon'
mi ken weka tan sijelo
taso la mi weka e toki insa tan mi tu
ken la sewi li alasa ala 
e noka lawa sina a
pilin pona la
sina awen e ale a

Contemplate
Contemplate
Holy spirit is in need to persuade
You rather should (Rather should)
You rather should (Rather should)
Not bite the bullet
Even for the hell of it (The hell of it)
(Don't bite the bullet, yeah)

Cliffsting [prod. saint mike]

Can you feel the fear through my lungs

Do not be afraid of agony

-PSALM ANGELS- 
@psalmangels
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