another lil throwback/unreleased track from 2020
never got around to finishing this one
but i thought i'd drop what i had

@prodbartes

lyrics
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fought my way through half of november
i was sick & then i got better
you came back to start a new chapter
i was scared for what would come after
the lights went off cold nights in december
held you tight our hearts burn like ember
called your cab & left you my sweater
all these things i wish you'd remember

all these things i wish you'd remember (prod. bartes)

Mail Man

bbyimyrs

openingup

lyrics
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i don’t need a hero to save me
baby you can call me crazy
spit upon my face throw a hook like jay z
lazy lately all i do is hate me
self-sabotage coming clutch i’m shaky
probably from the drinking and the yapping and the 47 times today that i overreacted
it’s a travesty to live like this and i’m merely subtracting
when i choose to move in silence let it blow with the theatrics
i guess it came with living lonely
guess that five year plan wasn’t close enough to hold me
guess that best friend fed up cause i ghost and end up folding
guess that love won’t last cause i always end up bolting
yeah
and i’m afraid of getting closure
i’m afraid of getting sick of this and i’ll only get older
i ain’t shit but a man with some songs inside a folder
why’s it feel like death is dancing on my shoulder?
i don’t like that
and i got hella insecurities
teeth, hair, skin, false hope, nothing pure in me
i’m begging for the silence but the rain hit beautifully
and maybe i’m just lacking some maturity
maybe if i dig upon my past i can super glue my skeleton
fit him to my frame tell him you were only seven nick
you ain’t do no wrong you are beautiful and heaven sent
ignorance is bliss but my innocence irrelevant
trauma bond via satellite
you are what you eat so the music keep me sad at night
sixteen to now pockets still full of that hematite
the only thing i’m lacking is an appetite

music video

theatrics (prod. neverforever)

16 pills

driveway

fuck this

produced by @killedmyself

lyrics:

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

come thru to the back round 8 we could roll up spliffs
blow a little smoke but girl u gotta go round 9 gotta make music

how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move

still on the move
mid afternoon but im still on the juice
my baby confused
she tell me i live like theres nothing to lose

girl i got plenty to lose
but why is it worrying u
im caring for u
well stop and just leave me to do what i do

girl it dont concern u
never meant to hurt u
swear my flow and all my lyrics dont say shit about u

u know im not with that shit
problems id just say it to u
they never come out when i spit
my word is as real as it gets

everybody wanna snap chat streak
i havent been on snap all week
i been fucking with the wavs all week
dont put no pressure on me

gucci red snake sweater on me
hate put no stress upon me
i got no drugs up on me
but i got some in my body

i see light at the end of the tunnel
except im not dead 
im in bed
and i sleep in the breeze from the window

i feel so alive
trust me they never could feel what im feeling
i set bars so high that they touching the ceiling
my come up is coming i know i can feel it

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move

how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

september (prod. killedmyself)

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//ごめんなさい//

lacuna

just breathe (feat. st. silver)

expectations

This is my producer account (beats + instrumentals)+throwaways
 https://soundcloud.com/canyouseetheghost = my main account

fuck this

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