better now (feat. hix)

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Original:
sinxi - die in your arms
(Thank you for listening)

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sinxi - die in your arms (oc - cover)

Prod @Sinxi

LYRICS 

Stop my heart
Dont fear this
Stuck all day
Cant see its
Too unclear
My feelings
Wont fade here
Im breathing
And im sleeping til my eden
Keeping distant
But you stay here
I been waiting
You wont change things
Just to fake things
Just to breath near
When im creeping dont be thinking
That im drinking and Im safe here
Cuz im dreaming about dying all the time
You dont like on what im thinking all the time
All the time you wont ever say
Cold fresh air
Vomit pitch black
Im back
Two seconds
Might just relapse
My last
Im checking all of my thoughts on facts
No guessing
Got me on form like that
Too bad
Shawty moving like a trackstar
Way she throw it back
Living life Im not gon act hard
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at

So frail
Snap my life in two
I guess im too stale
Pick up all my ounce in my lungs
Keep me in the back til im done
Cuz I been breathing for a long while
Too bad
Shawty moving like a trackstar
Way she throw it back
Living life Im not gon act hard
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at make a fucking move

Got my fucking signs
I dont wanna lie
Darling girl your fine
But i dont wanna do this again
She wont like the way that i am
Cuz i be sending it to voicemail

So frail
Snap my life in two
I guess im too stale
Pick up all my ounce in my lungs
Keep me in the back til im done
Cuz I been breathing for a long while
Too bad
Shawty moving like a trackstar
Way she throw it back
Living life Im not gon act hard
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at make a fucking move

Spotify

VOICEMAIL

Lyrics:

I feel happy like Nirvana
Pull up to the party
I'm the monster like Rihanna
20 shots in
Feeling hotter than a sauna
Got to pick up my chin
Only step up if you want

Ride with the clique for the night
So get it straight
I might fuck you once
But I won't take you on no date
Got my blunt wrap filled with runts
Up here in outer space
When I'm driving going
40 she gone give me face
Ride around town in the cope for the night
I scoop and then I floor it
Swear to god I get her wetter than a faucet
She gon hit my phone
But I'm gon claim that I had lost it
Trying to find the line
Remind me how I always cross it

I feel happy like Nirvana
Pull up to the party
I'm the monster like Rihanna
20 shots in
Feeling hotter than a sauna
Got to pick up my chin
Only step up if you want

NIRVANA

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

Guitar by Kazba
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks

LYRICS
Somehow can’t believe I let you take this from me
Cut down on my own
But I won’t concede
I’m better off now
Believe it or not
I can be who I want without you

You made me hate who I was
Yeah I felt bad about it
For the first time in my life
Visions clouded by doubt
How will I make it now
After losing you
In a world so cruel

(decks)
I said I'd make it back
Two hundred foot collapse
You’ll never get it
When I left I thought we’d stay intact
But if it breathes on its own
Could you see what you know
Its a breeze from your home
I remember
To forgive is an art
And I don’t care for your heart
That's why the ties we had made are severed
I see your losses are sore
Bleeding out on the floor
And I'm okay
No it wasn’t forever

Listen on Spotify!

Believe It (or Not) w/ decks [Prod. w/ Kazba]

prod. heyzbee & yunny goldz

take my life i don’t want no one else
i hate myself so you made my heart melt
hatred runs deep i just need your help 
i can’t speak so i just gave myself, up for good

i don’t want to fight back 
cuz i am just worthless
you said i’m the surface 
compared to you, im hurting 
you sang a lullaby 
that said i’m not worth a night
one word turned into fights 
now i sit and harmonize

you really don’t have any friend 
they lied to you they just pretend
just cut them off and let it end 
i’m the one you need and depend
your family sucks they hate you too
you don’t need them just me and you
best friend so what, it doesn’t matter who
i’m the one you want, so only me pursue

i don’t want to fight back 
cuz i am just worthless
you said i’m the surface 
compared to you, im hurting 
you sang a lullaby 
that said i’m not worth a night
one word turned into fights 
now i sit and harmonize

melt

Where Spirits Go

Bars of Gold

Kid Ink - Nympho (John Sparxx remix)

Don't know what I have till its gone
I can't move on
I can't resist you
I'm stuck in the past using my bong to relieve all my issues
I thought we would last
baby I'm missing your presence need tissues
we're moving to fast don't want to live unless I am here with you 
x2

every single day i fade away to get away
in the mirror i see monsters taking my own name
why'd you stick along so long I am a mess
I just pack another bowl and claim that it helps with the stress
but it don't
don't leave me along
I'm clingy little fuck
I just be grippin on my phone
always have my doubts about myself I hope you know
that's why I need your full trust attention baby are you home?

baby are you home?
baby are you home?
baby are you home?

Don't know what I have till its gone
I can't move on
I can't resist you
I'm stuck in the past using my bong to relieve all my issues
I thought we would last
baby I'm missing your presence need tissues
we're moving to fast don't want to live unless I am here with you 
x2

I've seen brighter days
I will not trade away
cause memories of you are better than none
even if it causes pain when we're done
I hold you so tightly my hand on your back
we kiss until one of us falls back collapses
pull on your hair and I slap on your thigh
holy shit fuck I'm so glad i'm your guy

temptation [prod. jody]

yeeeeeee.
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