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genuinely feel like I'm losing my mind but it's gucci tho :)

LYRICS:

Intrusive thoughts they keep plaguing my mind

Dwell too much on loss I’ve been wasting my time

I’ve been looking backwards for too long

Afraid of what’s ahead anything can and will go wrong

Check my phone to see the time- fuck my whole day’s gone 

Wasted it all away cuz everything is slipping past my mind, my mind 

How come I can’t just focus 

(Hook)
YEAH

Can’t concentrate too much going on upstairs

My life is a waste,  wish I was better prepared

Brain in a cage screaming let me out 

I’m too far gone for you to save me now

It seems like I may be permanently broken
Why can’t I sit down and focus

(VERSE 2)

Day in day out it’s the same old routine

Wake up, hate myself, and then not do a thing

 the fuck am I doing with my life

My hope is nonexistent and my energy’s finite 

Hate the place I’m at but workin harder don’t feel right

Got that sinking feeling in my chest as I write this song, don’t know what’s wrong, 

How come I can’t just FOCUS

Why Can't I Focus

yes tana made a song about thug pro nigga
https://soundcloud.com/vnmpire/do-the-vampire-walk-kl-jerk-vampwalk

@BABYSANTANA - VAMPIRE WALK FREESTYLE / BLOOD IN MY CUP [EVVLS]

COUNTMEIN

UNDERSTOOD

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2/11/22.wav

not gonna do anything stupid just had to get these emotions out

Lyrics:
This is it. I'm done.
My head's spinning again it's
too much

every morning is more attempts
only seeing the same results
started wondering my importance
I became a shell, a husk

and I can't identify the words
that can accurately describe these
feelings boiling inside me
To keep moving forward
is slowly increasing in difficulty
shit is mortifying

my deepest apologies I didn't mean to bother,
They tryna pick at my brain, I feel llike cannon-fodder
Anxiety is like a stain, can't seem to get it off, huh?
They leading lambs to slaughter, 
I dont wanna be apart of...

There's no use in pointing the finger
already set in stone now
I'm fizzling out
Tell me you see misfortune is winning
treading for too long I wanna drown
my body wont be found.

I damn near lost everything I've ever loved, ever loved, ever loved
Can't push aside all of this pain, I've had enough, had enough, had enough
Momma you tried everything, thanks for not giving up, giving up, giving up
Father you left us astray, were we not enough, not enough, not enough [2x]

(Wanted more and more and more...)

I don't think I'm enough.

2/11/22.wav

CBL (@prodcbl)

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